Chapter 166 Poor, goodbye
After entering the classroom, Li Chengqian quickly put away his personal belongings and put them in his bag.
In the process of cleaning up, Jian Qingli stood up without saying a word, her eyes were a little red and swollen, but she was actively helping Li Chengqian to clean up, and Li Chengqian did not refuse this point.
Soon, Li Chengqian packed up, and then he carried his things and was ready to leave.
"Li Chengqian, are you coming back?" Jian Qingli's voice was trembling and full of anticipation.
"I'm not coming back. I've already taken a long vacation. I won't be back until the college entrance examination." Li Chengqian replied with a smile.
Although she had guessed the result a long time ago, Jian Qingli's eyes immediately dimmed a lot. Originally, she was expecting Li Chengqian to come back to class. She could use the relationship at the same table to improve the relationship between the two. Now Li Chengqian just packed up and left. She didn't even have the last chance to improve the relationship.
"I...give it to you, after all, I've been at the same table for three years." On Jian Qingli's face, there was a smile uglier than crying.
"Okay!" Li Chengqian did not refuse.
"Did your house move? During this period of time, no one has lived in your house. Every day, I will wait at your door for a while, hoping that you will come out of your house as before." Jian Qingli's voice was very soft When speaking, she looked at Li Chengqian with eyes full of expectation, she was looking forward to getting a response from Li Chengqian.
She wants to tell Li Chengqian in this way that she has changed, and she is willing to change for Li Chengqian.
"Yes, we moved!" Li Chengqian replied indifferently, but the others did not respond to a single word.
"Li Chengqian, you are still blaming me and hating me, right?" Jian Qingli's voice sounded more and more pitiful, as if begging.
"I never blamed you, and never hated you." Li Chengqian shook his head. When he was just reborn, he just felt that Jian Qingli's end was very pitiful, and wanted to help her. Maybe in his previous life, he I have fantasies about Jian Qingli.
However, Jian Qingli's behavior later completely shattered his illusions about Jian Qingli.
"Li Chengqian, I know, you must blame me. You think I'm a snobby, a very materialistic and realistic woman. When you didn't show your talent, I ignored you. Now that you have achieved something, I'll stick to you." Jian Qingli's voice was very sad.
Li Chengqian took a deep look at Jian Qingli, and was impressed by her. It was hard for him to imagine that Jian Qingli would say it by herself.
"Also, my mother is usually very snobbish. She likes to compare. As long as she has any good things, she likes to show off to others. I know that many people look down on me and my mother." Jian Qingli thought to herself He spoke up on his own.
In fact, she has been holding back a lot of things in her heart for 18 years. She really wants to find someone to talk to, but she has never had a suitable person or a suitable opportunity for her to say these words.
"Li Chengqian, do you know why?" Jian Qingli said with a self-deprecating face after finishing speaking.
"Why?" Li Chengqian was also very curious. No matter in his previous life or this life, he thought Jian Qingli's mother was weird and snobbish.
"Because, my mother is my father's concubine, also known as the mistress!" Jian Qingli's voice became more desolate.
"I am their child born in secret."
"Originally, if I were a boy, my dad would probably take us back and let us justify our name."
"Unfortunately, I am a girl, not the boy my father expected, so for so many years, we seem to have a family, but in fact we have no family." When Jian Qingli said this, tears rolled down her eyes Come.
"My mother has low self-esteem. She is afraid that others will say about her, and she is also afraid that others will look down on her after they find out. So she has to show off any good things to make everyone envy her."
"As long as there is anything better than others, she will compare with others. Only in this way can she feel at ease and comfort herself continuously. There was nothing wrong in choosing to be my father's mistress."
"My mother is afraid that I will follow her old path, and she wants me to be happy."
"So she kept telling me her truth. When choosing a man, you must have good conditions and potential. If you want to live a good life, you need to find a strong husband in addition to your own ability. .”
“Although I hate my father, he didn’t take care of me like a normal father, but my mother and I are supported by him, and we can’t live without him.”
Speaking of this, Jian Qingli smiled, but the smile was full of misery.
These words, in fact, she had wanted to tell others a long time ago, but she didn't dare to mention them to anyone, so she kept them in her heart.
After telling Li Chengqian this time, she felt a lot more relaxed.
"I see, I understand! Don't worry, I won't say anything." After listening to Jian Qingli's words, Li Chengqian finally understood why Jian Qingli's mother was so weird.
Everything is caused by inferiority complex.
At the same time, he also understood the origin of Jian Qingli's character.
Li Chengqian looked at Yudai Lihua Jian Qingli, and felt that she was also quite pitiful, born in such a family.
So, his tone towards Jian Qingli became a little gentler.
"Jian Qingli, I didn't expect that your experience would be like this."
"It's really pathetic."
"However, birth and experience cannot represent a person's future, nor can it represent a person's achievements."
"If you work hard, maybe it will be different."
"I hope you don't give up."
"Okay, I'm leaving, goodbye." However, it was just a gentler tone. Li Chengqian didn't have any other thoughts. He turned around and walked out of the school gate without any remembrance. The car is waiting for Li Chengqian.
"Li Chengqian, goodbye." The emotions that had been suppressed couldn't help but burst out, and Jian Qingli burst into tears, with regret, unwillingness, and disappointment in her eyes, watching the vehicle go away.
She knew that after this separation, she and Li Chengqian would probably never see each other again.
Because they are already people from two worlds.
Li Chengqian is aloof, but she is still working hard for food and struggling for the future.
After a long time, Jian Qingli wiped away her tears and walked into the classroom in a daze, "Li Chengqian should go to the finals of the Youth Informatics Programming Contest. He promised Ding Ling that if he passed this competition, he would send Ding Ling to study at Shenlong University. "
Before, when Jian Qingli heard Li Chengqian's words, she only felt that Li Chengqian was bragging, talking big, to attract her attention. At that time, she even thought Li Chengqian was a little funny.
Now looking back at what Li Chengqian said, all the words are facts!
Everything Li Chengqian said, he has done!
The funny person is not Li Chengqian, but herself. Jian Qingli laughed at herself, "In the end, I am the real clown."
Looking at the direction Li Chengqian left, Jian Qingli was still unwilling, "Maybe, Li Chengqian and I can meet again, maybe... I still have a chance, the last chance."
“I have to take this opportunity proactively,”
"Even after the fact, he doesn't like me, he doesn't accept me!"
"I want to try it too."
"The most precious thing for a woman is like giving it to those mediocre people. It's better to give it to him." Jian Qingli seemed to have thought of something, and her face blushed all of a sudden.
(end of this chapter)