Chapter 734: The End of the Past (4) The disease is called love
Time flows quietly in the world of peace, and in the blink of an eye, it is the fifth hundredth year since Mu You entered this place.
On the day when five hundred years passed, the two of them held a celebration party to celebrate.
Because so far, they have broken Vivian's record.
At the time, Wei Wei'an was still mentally stunned when she supported it for five hundred years.
But now, the two of them have reached the same point in time, but they are not as exhausted as Vivian was at the beginning. On the contrary, the two of them are now in a very stable mental state, and they both feel that they can live here for a long time. If they were really asked to leave immediately at this time, the two of them might be a little reluctant to leave.
And Lin Xue's game of raising children is still going on, playing the role of a mother seriously every day. Sometimes Mu You can't even tell whether she is 'acting' or not. If so, then her acting skills are already very good. Can take away any kind of best actress award on earth.
No matter what, in this world where everything is still, this kind of strange thing can be regarded as a way to improve the mood, so Mu You has never exposed her and has been silently cooperating with her performance.
More than two hundred years passed in this way.
Until the end of the calendar year 716.
This is a very ordinary day.
Mu You regretted a little. Perhaps he should have stopped immediately when Lin Xue first showed this symptom. It's a pity that he finally relented at that time, thinking that he hoped Lin Xue would feel better, and allowed this situation to happen, but in the end, she fell deeper and deeper...
Mu You ignored Lin Xue's behavior of changing the topic, stared into her eyes, and said seriously: "She is not our daughter."
Of course Mu You didn't trust her alone and followed her to the Lin family.
"do not talk…"
Mu You looked at Lin Xue and said seriously: "She is not our child..."
Lin Xue looked at him blankly, her eyes full of grievance: "Mu You, don't be like this, I don't like you saying such things, really..."
Mu You, on the other hand, was sitting in a rocking chair not far away, holding a pen and paper, completing the Sudoku game on the paper to pass the time. Every time he completed a line of numbers, he would look up at the mother and daughter in the sun, and Lin Xue's humming echoed. Being in the room made him feel at ease and at ease.
"Um?"
Mu You didn’t rush her, because he knew that Lin Xue was not really making trouble, but just needed some space of her own to calm down.
Mu You continued: "She was just something you picked up from someone else's house..."
"What are you doing? She is your biological daughter!" Lin Xue became a little angry when she saw this scene, and hurriedly stepped forward to hug the child.
This scene was the same as what happened to him that day when he woke up Lin Xue.
Mu You hurriedly chased her out and found that the direction she ran in was the direction of the Lin family.
Lin Xue suddenly shook him off and ran out of the house.
The limit means that the relationship between two people is locked in the category of "couple", and it is difficult to truly sublimate it. The rising emotions and the upper limit bound by the limit are the source of the contradiction.
Lin Xue didn't answer, just looked at him blankly, big tears rolling down her face.
Lin Xue didn't seem to notice Mu You's expression. She stood up with her child in her arms, looked at the scenery outside the window, and said with a smile, "It's been a long time since I went out. Why don't we go for a walk in the countryside together today?"
“Stop joking, it’s not funny…”
So Mu You stood guard outside the door, saying a few words from time to time to let her know that she was still there.
"Please, Mu You, don't say any more..." Lin Xue's eyes were filled with mist, and she looked at him expectantly, which had changed into a pleading tone.
Lin Xue ran back to her "parent's house" in anger.
Lin Xue, on the other hand, seemed to be awakened from a nap and looked at him strangely: "What's wrong, you are so anxious all of a sudden?"
Mu You's exclamation woke Lin Xue up from his confusion. The light spots on his body quietly disappeared in the light, as if they had never appeared.
Judging from Lin Xue’s blank expression, it was obvious that she was not aware of what was happening.
Lin Xue smiled and asked Mu You for his opinion.
Until a certain moment, Mu You looked up again. Not sure if it was an illusion, he suddenly saw Lin Xue under the sun, radiating with brilliance, like a goddess bathed in the holy light.
“Now, it’s time to return her to her real mother…”
Lin Xue also made some tacit understanding and occasionally made some noise to tell him that she was fine.
At first, Mu You thought it was just a hallucination caused by the sunlight. It was not until a few seconds later that he suddenly realized: this was not a hallucination, Lin Xue was really radiating light.
Lin Xue was stunned for a few seconds, and then smiled dumbly: "Are you jealous? Really, how can you be jealous of your own daughter... Okay, okay, I admit that I have been paying too much attention to my children recently, and I have neglected you a little. I will definitely not do anything next. Alright..." Lin Xue came closer, tiptoed and kissed him on the face.
Lin Xue held the child in her arms and sat in the sunshine on the window sill, looking at the sleeping face of the baby in her arms, smiling and humming a lullaby.
But Mu You was sure that he was not wrong. Just now, Lin Xue had entered a semi-lost state and was almost swallowed by the world. Fortunately, he was right in front of him and interrupted the process in time.
Mu You's pupils shrank, and he rushed to Lin Xue and grabbed her arm: "Xiaoxue!"
Lin Xue frowned slightly when he heard this, but soon relaxed, smiled angrily, and hammered his chest with a pink fist: "Okay, I will punish you to take care of the child today..."
“Yes, but it can only be the two of us, without her.” Mu You pointed at the baby in her arms and said seriously.
This should have been a very heartwarming scene.
But he was stopped by Mu You.
Mu You sighed, never expecting that the first thing that caused a rift between the two of them was not the boredom caused by the limit, but the obsession of not getting what they wanted.
Mu You did not refuse, and took the child, but then let go, and the baby hung naturally in the air with the swaddling clothes.
Mu You looked a little distressed when he looked at her, but still shook his head seriously and took her hand: "Xiaoxue, it's time to wake up from this dream..."
Lin Xue was like a troubled child, shutting him out and locking herself in the house, refusing to come out for days and nights.
Husband and wife quarrel at the bedside and at the end of the bed, but in this slow-paced world, it seems that even the Cold War has been indirectly lengthened.
Three months passed in a flash.
On this day, Lin Xue finally went out.
Opening the door, Mu You was waiting for her at the door. Lin Xue said nothing, just walked up to him, buried her head in his chest, and her shoulders twitched slightly.
Mu You felt the clothes on his chest were getting wet quickly, and he hugged her and gave her silent comfort.
Both of them are sensible enough to know exactly what the problem is and how to solve it. False and empty sweet words like ordinary lovers are of no use to them. At this time, a silent hug is more effective than anything else.
Lin Xue only took a small opportunity to vent her frustration this time, and her mood quickly stabilized.
The baby girl was sent back to her original place by the two of them, and Lin Xue never mentioned the child again. At first, Mu You was worried that Lin Xue would have another mental breakdown if he forced himself to adjust like this.
But no, the two got back together and stuck together like glue every day. The situation of scattered light spots never happened again. It seemed that Lin Xue had indeed gotten out of this quagmire.
Like this, another three years passed.
Zhijie calendar year 719.
This day, Mu You woke up as usual.
The people around him seemed to have gotten up early before him, so Mu You didn't think much and went downstairs to prepare breakfast as usual.
As a result, as soon as I came downstairs, I saw a trace of blood on the floor. The bright red color was extremely dazzling.
Looking at the blood stains, in front of the bathroom door, there were more blood stains seeping out from the door.
Mu You was startled, rushed over and opened the bathroom door.
Beside the bathroom wall, Lin Xue was lying in a pool of blood, her face was pale, she was holding scissors and gauze in her hands, and there were some bottles and jars of anesthetic drugs on the ground. Her clothes, stomach and lower abdomen were all soaked with blood. .
This scene almost made Mu You furious. He rushed to Lin Xue in an instant and carefully helped her up. Looking at the **** wound on her stomach, he felt anxious and distressed: "Why do you do this? Stupid thing?”
Lin Xue's mood has been very stable recently. He never thought that she would suddenly self-harm.
Fortunately, no one would die in this place. At this time, the horrific wounds on Lin Xue's body were recovering at a speed visible to the naked eye.
When Lin Xue saw him, she seemed to have seen a savior. She suddenly grabbed him and burst into tears: "No, I didn't find it..."
“Didn’t find anything?” Mu You was confused.
"The child...is not in my belly..." Lin Xue cried in a panic.
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Mu You was surprised. She cut open her belly to find a child?
"Mu You, did I...kill our child?" Lin Xue's tears kept falling. This time she was crying was different from the last time. Last time she just vented her depression. But this time, Mu You could clearly feel the deep helplessness and fear in her body. This was the feeling he had felt since he had known Lin Xue for so long. , an emotion that has never appeared before.
"How could it be? What are you talking about?" Mu You was still a little confused at this time. In his opinion, Lin Xue's previous statement that she was pregnant was purely an illusion. The so-called 'child' never existed at all. How could it come from this? 'Have you got it'?
Under Mu You's constant questioning, Lin Xue finally told her experience during this period intermittently while crying.
It turned out that over the years, she had never stopped having visions of the child in her belly, which was why she indulged in that role play. It was not because of her mental weakness, but because the maternal nature in her body was stimulated by that vision. And as time continues to strengthen, the final behavior is gradually dominated by motherhood.
After being ‘awakened’ by Mu You three years ago, Lin Xue used her spirit to forcibly suppress her motherly nature. But after that, she started to have nightmares again, and the main character in the dream was Hongxiu.
Hongxiu’s past experiences repeatedly circulated in her mind.
Hongxiu’s child was taken away by the **** of death, and she is also a descendant of the **** of death, and has the debuff that can kill the person she loves. She was supposed to be alone all her life, but in the end she couldn't resist the temptation of having someone to stay with her and fell in love.
At first, she was actually very worried about Mu You for a while, but Mu You possesses the power of heaven, which is a power that is above ordinary divine authority. It should be said that he can ignore the influence of the **** of death.
Facts later proved that her guess was right. During the hundreds of years she and Mu You had been in love, Mu You had never shown any discomfort.
Lin Xue felt relieved, thinking that she had been freed from the curse of a lonely life.
Until now, she had not been able to find any trace of the child she had been hallucinating for many years in her belly. Her panic rose again. She was very worried that she would repeat what Hong Xiu had experienced. Furthermore, the child had already been born before he was born. Killed in her belly.
"Xiaoxue, you are overthinking. It is impossible for us to give birth to a child here."
“This is all just your illusion.”
"Do not worry…"
…
Mu You didn’t expect that Lin Xue had been under such great pressure, so he hurriedly comforted her.
However, the language seemed so pale at this time. He changed various angles and tried different methods of persuasion, but it could not make Lin Xue feel much better.
Lin Xue’s wounds quickly recovered, but she soon fell seriously ill.
For the next week, Lin Xue suffered from a high fever, was in a daze, and was bedridden.
It is not possible to get sick in this world, but this time she was heartbroken.
Mu You stayed with her every step of the way, trying to think of various ways to make her happy.
Lin Xue would always respond to him, remaining smiling and optimistic under his teasing, and would even comfort him in turn that he was fine and tell him not to worry.
However, no matter how nonchalant she appeared on the surface, Lin Xue's mental state continued to deteriorate, and her face became increasingly haggard.
Until a week later, Lin Xue, who was half asleep, was once again filled with light spots.
“Xiaoxue, cheer up...” Mu You called hurriedly.
On the hospital bed, Lin Xue half-opened her eyes with a dull look. She didn't respond much to his call, and the light spots on her body continued to spread.
Mu You sighed, this day has finally come. In this case, let’s call it a day...
Lin Xue's current mental state is obviously not suitable for staying in the Zhijia anymore. Mu You can't bear to watch her suffer anymore and is ready to send her out first.
"Go out and wait for me. In a few seconds, I will solve everything here and then go back to accompany you." Mu You said softly and kissed her affectionately on the forehead.
Immediately stretched out his palm and patted her body.
The palm was caught by a pair of hands before it was about to fall.
On the hospital bed, Lin Xue suddenly opened her eyes and understood something from his actions. She held Mu You's hand tightly with both hands and shook her head weakly at him: "No, it can't be..."
“I can’t leave, what will you do if I leave?”
“Don’t worry, I’m used to the life here, I can finish it by myself.” Mu You gave her a reassuring smile.
Lin Xue shook her head and sighed: "If there were only a few hundred years left, I would let you do it, but now it has only been more than 700 years, and there are still more than 4,000 years... I promised to accompany you through the whole process, but in the end It’s too bad that we didn’t even make it to one-fifth of the time.”
"Besides, after so many years, you and I know very well that one person and two people in this place are completely different concepts. You will never be able to survive alone. I can't leave." Lin Xue said.
"But, you've already..." Mu You looked at Lin Xue worriedly. She was conscious at this time, but the light spots on her body continued to shine, indicating that her mental instability had reached a limit and it was almost impossible to regain her consciousness. Room for maneuver.
“If we are already doomed to lose our child, then I can’t afford to lose you again…”
Lin Xue said, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and when she opened them again, her distracted eyes refocused and regained their energy, and the spots of light emanating from her body stopped naturally.
Lin Xue looked at Mu You and said seriously: "Give me three days, I promise, I will adjust within three days."
(End of this chapter)