Chapter 151 Lin Shu's heart knot!
He Zhijun has lived such an old age and has never experienced anything. Even though he has been a soldier for decades, it is precisely because of this that he knows the tricks of love in the army and the truth that there are no waves without wind.
Then why do you, Long Xiaoyun, only live with Lin Shu? Why don't you cook for other fighters? Why is Lin Shu treated so well?
Don't say that she is a teacher, responsible for teaching Lin Shu some things... No one can say whether it is that simple.
I'm afraid Long Xiaoyun didn't dare to pat his chest and say that's all!
Sure enough, Long Xiaoyun's face was slightly unnatural when he heard it, his bright jewel-like eyeballs rolled, and he smiled unnaturally: "He Lu, what you said, he is a recruit, what can I mean to him?"
He Zhijun just looked at her, smiled and said nothing.
The more he looked at him like this, the more embarrassed Long Xiaoyun looked!
He Zhijun stared at her for a moment, as if he didn't intend to dwell on this topic, and said slowly:
"Yesterday I went to the above meeting, about Lin Shu, you can take a look at the meeting minutes...!"
As he spoke, He Zhijun handed a black leather notepad to Long Xiaoyun.
Um…?
Long Xiaoyun was taken aback. Logically speaking, she was not from the Southeast Military Region, and she should not have seen the meetings above. For example, Gao Dazhuang held a meeting last time. Although he did not conceal that Lin Shu would participate in actual combat operations, many details were not. She was not informed, and she only learned about it after the operation was over.
With doubts, Long Xiaoyun took the notepad, and the more he looked at the pretty face, the more dignified he became.
After a long time, she closed the notepad and looked at He Zhijun in disbelief: "He Lu, the higher ups value Lin Shu so much?!"
"Yes! A soldier who can do everything possible to behead the enemy's supreme commander and play a decisive role in the victory or defeat of the red and blue sides during the exercise, might they not entrust them with reuse?"
He Zhijun sighed: "So you now know why I want to gossip about you and Lin Shu today?"
Long Xiaoyun reached his head heavily.
"Think about it carefully! It's not that I, an old man, use power to suppress you, but that the higher ups attach too much importance to Lin Shu. It is basically impossible for you to take him away. As for the personal problems of the two of you, you need to You weigh yourself!"
After a pause, He Zhijun said:
"Okay, Xiao Gao and the others are still waiting, it's time to go to the meeting!"
Long Xiaoyun and He Zhijun left the office with a complex expression and went straight to the conference room.
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The content of the meeting is nothing more than about the graduation assessment of all the rookies the day after tomorrow. They need five chief instructors to discuss the best assessment standards together.
In the first half of the meeting, Long Xiaoyun was a little absent-minded, as if he had something on his mind, and rarely expressed his opinion.
It wasn't until the most important assessment criteria were discussed that she adjusted, came out of her emotions, and discussed the assessment matters with Gao Dazhuang and others.
The process of the meeting does not need to go into too much detail.
The end result is.
The first 5-in-3 assessment is mainly to test the basic skills of each rookie, such as physical fitness, CQB... and special tactics interview answers, and professional special forces will evaluate them.
In the event that both teams have the same rating, an indoor scoring target is added for overtime.
The second 3-in-2 assessment is mainly based on indoor scoring targets, and more tactical subjects are added, such as blasting and demolition engineering. According to the team's performance, the team will be eliminated at the end!
When it comes to the final 1v1 decisive battle stage, the red and blue confrontation exercise will be used to determine their first place in the graduation assessment.
During the graduation assessment stage, there will be team and individual rankings, both of which will have mysterious awards.
This mysterious award was decided by He Zhijun himself. As for what it was, he kept a secret, which made Long Xiaoyun, Lao Gao, Fan Tianlei and others quite curious.
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Afternoon, in the sniper training ground.
An 88 sniper landed on Lin Shu's shoulder, shooting in a prone position, and was training static vision with his comrades!
The so-called static vision is a compulsory course for snipers of every strategic special forces team.
We often see from film and television dramas and literary works that snipers need to close one eye when aiming and shooting, but that is only for the training of conventional special forces.
A real strategic-level special forces sniper is not allowed to close one eye and aim when killing a target.
They need to use one eye to aim at the target, while the other eye observes everything around them, just like two surveillance cameras, which need to transmit different information into their minds.
It may sound unbelievable, but this is the basic skill of a powerful sniper!
Some people say that the eyes of a sniper are not human eyes anymore. Although it is a bit exaggerated, it is not bad, because they want to be a sniper who makes the enemy fearful on the battlefield and reassures his teammates to charge. The degree of cruelty is unimaginable for ordinary people!
For example, they need to quickly control their breathing and put a thread into the needle when the weight is cross-country to their limit.
For example, they need to hang upside down on the roof of the building for several hours, and the brain is extremely hypoxic, and they still need to hit the target hundreds of meters away, and the hit rate is 100%!
Another example, when they practice aiming, the instructors will put some poisonous snakes and insects on them, and ask them not to move!
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However, for Lin Shu at this stage, these trainings are a bit childish!
He has mastered the skill of Eagle Sight and Snake Walking to SS level, and his eyesight has reached an astonishing level. Mere eyesight training is equivalent to asking him to do some basic skills like push-ups every day to warm up.
After the training, the other quasi-special forces members felt that their eyeballs were extremely dry, and even a little stinging, so they couldn't help rubbing the acupuncture points near their eyes.
Lin Shu, on the other hand, was sitting on the grass with a normal face, playing with a golden 7.62 warhead in his hand, staring into the distance, not knowing what he was thinking.
This warhead was taken out from the eyebrow of the Black Eagle of the Blood Hand Mercenary Organization.
Gao Dazhuang said he would leave it for him as a commemoration. Although it was not the first time Lin Shu killed an enemy, it was the first time he had a sniper duel with a powerful mercenary. It was indeed very memorable.
Seeing Lin Shu in a daze, He Chenguang, Wang Yanbing, Li Erniu, and Leng Feng gathered together.
He Chenguang patted Lin Shu on the shoulder: "What are you thinking? I've been seeing you staring at this bullet in a daze lately!"
Lin Shu came back to his senses, just in time to see Leng Feng, and suddenly said:
"Leng Feng, may I ask you something?"
Leng Feng was stunned for a moment, then nodded: "Say it."
Although he was very unhappy with this guy who was so close to his goddess, it was the first time Leng Feng saw Lin Shu asking himself a question with such a serious face. At that moment, he had an intuition that Lin Shu... seemed to have encountered something!
"How did you feel when you killed the gangster Wuji?"
Lin Shu asked.
Bukit? ...Leng Feng quickly remembered that it was the gangster who shot through the wall three times and headshot him with one shot when he was operating in the special warfare company!
Leng Feng thought for a while, and said: "I didn't feel anything at the time, but I had a nightmare for more than a month afterwards!"
Lin Shu asked again: "Is that the first time you killed someone?"
"Hmm..." Leng Feng nodded, and immediately looked at Lin Shu: "Why do you ask this suddenly? After the operation is over, have you been suffering recently?"
Lin Shu nodded, he had the same experience as Leng Feng, and was often haunted by nightmares in the past month!
This topic is a bit too heavy.
He Chenguang was silent, and Leng Feng seemed to think of some experiences at that time, so he was also silent. Li Erniu had never experienced such a thing, and just looked at Lin Shu blankly.
Wang Yanbing sucked his teeth and asked strangely:
"Lin Shu, you didn't just start participating in actual combat operations a month ago. When you were an undercover agent, it must have been three months ago, right? Didn't you kill the enemy at that time? Why are you still haunted by nightmares?"
"Speaking of which, I'm also very confused! When I was an undercover agent, I really had nothing to do, and then I came back to the high-intensity training, so I didn't have the experience to think about it, or even if I thought about it, I didn't feel anything, I just thought about how to disintegrate the Ma family group, but after the operation was over, I turned back after the horse started...!"
"Especially, I have been practicing martial arts for so long, but this is the first time I have killed a person with my fist!"
In fact, it’s not Lin Shu’s hypocrisy. Regardless of his previous life or this life, he has been educated in morality and worldview. He may have thought of death, but he has never thought about the feeling of others dying at his own hands.
Now he has experienced it, this feeling... It's hard!
They really deserved to die, and Lin Shu did indeed end their lives for the responsibility of this military uniform... Lin Shu never regretted this, nor did he struggle with whether he dared to do it like in novels or movies. kill.
It's just... I had a nightmare for a month in a row, the sequelae are a bit big!
Leng Feng was silent for a long time, took a deep breath, patted Lin Shu on the shoulder, and sighed:
"Lin Shu, I really can't give you any good advice on this, but I think it should be left to time! I used to have nightmares every day, until I came to the training camp, I was as tired as my grandson, and I didn't have the energy to go. After thinking about it, it took a long time to come out."
Indeed, they couldn't help Lin Shu's knots, and any so-called comfort was useless.
The three of them, He Chenguang, Wang Yanbing, and Li Erniu, also fell into deep thought because of Lin Shu's thought. If they are really needed to participate in the war, can they still shoot?
The enemy is not a target, hitting the body is not a ring number...!
"Da da da…!"
At this moment, a sound of footsteps came from far to near, interrupting the dignified atmosphere of several people. Lin Shu and the others looked up and saw Long Xiaoyun walking slowly.
"Captain Dragon!"
"Dragon Instructor!"
... Several people stood up to say hello.
Long Xiaoyun hummed, and then looked at Lin Shu for a moment, before parting her pink lips: "Haven't you come out yet?"
After getting up, Lin Shu thought for a while and replied, "That's right! I've been having nightmares all the time, which makes my mental state a little bit bad recently!"
"Come with me!"
After Long Xiaoyun finished speaking, Lin Shu quickly followed and followed her to the courtyard.
"Change to casual clothes."
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After both of them changed into casual clothes, Long Xiaoyun drove him away from the Langya training base, and the car slowly drove away from the forest suburbs and entered Donghai City.
Looking at the row upon row of high-rise buildings, Lin Shu couldn't help being a little curious:
"Captain Dragon, why did you call me out?"
"Take you on a trip."
Long Xiaoyun said, and made a circle, the vehicle entered Jiangdongmen Street, and after finding a place to park, the two entered the entrance of the scenic spot.
Seeing the name of the scenic spot, Lin Shu couldn't help but startled...!
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Long Xiaoyun was right, she did take Lin Shu out for a trip, but the few scenic spots she chose were particularly heavy, and Lin Shu felt heavy in her heart after watching them.
It wasn't until it was getting dark, it was already past ten o'clock at night, that Long Xiaoyun brought Lin Shu to a mountain.
This mountain overlooks the brightly lit and bustling night scene of Donghai City.
The two stood side by side, looking down at the high-rise buildings and prosperity of Donghai City, and let the cold wind blow their skirts.
Long Xiaoyun said softly: "Have you figured it out?"
... Lin Shu nodded slowly, and said truthfully, "I have figured it out a little bit."
Long Xiaoyun hummed, then stretched out his slender hand, pointing to the bustling city below:
"look…!
"The night in Jinling is very beautiful and romantic, right? How many people live happily in this night in small groups, and how many couples and lovers are here to talk about love? Even today you have seen it, all over the world, all over the world. How many tourists come here to enjoy their lives?"
Donghai used to be called Jinling. For some reason, these two words always give people an indescribable charm, just like Chang'an, Fengtian, and Lanling...
When Long Xiaoyun said this, he changed the subject:
"Their good life today, living and working in peace and contentment, was bought by our martyrs with their blood and lives. It is precisely because of the sacrifices of our predecessors that they can now have sincere happy smiles on their faces.
"Lin Shu, we are not ordinary people, we are the successors, understand?
"Maybe there will always be people in this world who will sacrifice. Maybe we will all sacrifice something in the end and become cold-blooded animals. You don't have to worry about those **** villains. Think more about what you did and why! Actually We are all the judges of this world, I think, what is sentenced is not only crime and life, but also fairness and justice. Are you guarding, what are you guarding? They! ——everyone of our predecessors tried their best to guard people!"
How could Lin Shu not understand this truth?
He let out a long sigh: "Team Long, I understand what you said, but it is really difficult for me to get out of it! I have never doubted what I did, whether I should! I even hope that I will come out quickly to complete what I should do. mission to accomplish.”
Long Xiaoyun turned around suddenly, staring directly at Lin Shu with bright eyes.
She asked in a heavy voice: "You are a soldier! You are a soldier! Those mere ants, trying to destroy what you want to protect, why do they affect you?! Are you living for them or for them?"
The two of them refer to two groups!
"Those damned guys, why can they occupy your spiritual world, they should thank you, and send them to see Hades!"
Lin Shu was slightly taken aback...!
yes!
Why should I value their life and death?
Long Xiaoyun seemed to realize that his voice was a little loud, calmed down, and continued: "Lin Shu, everything has two sides, don't be too horny, think about what you are for! For whom! Okay?"
Lin Shu was silent for a while, and finally nodded:
"good."
Long Xiaoyun looked at Lin Shu for a while, and finally a smile appeared on her pretty face...!
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Return to the Spike Special Training Base.
It's already past one o'clock in the morning.
Because Long Xiaoyun was worried that Lin Shu would not come out completely, he took him to a night market barbecue. Seeing the fireworks in the world, the haze in Lin Shu's heart seemed to be really swept away.
After a simple shower.
The two went to sleep separately, and after a day-long training the next day, finally, on March 2, forty-five quasi-special forces members were divided into five lines and stood in the center of the training ground.
Everyone's face was full of excitement.
Because today is their graduation assessment, as long as they pass the assessment, they will be a real special forces member! !
After three months of hard work, they didn’t even take a vacation for the Chinese New Year, and they didn’t reunite with their relatives. Isn’t it just for this day? !
While they were lining up, waiting for the instructors to announce the assessment matters.
Langya training base, a lot of unexpected guests came suddenly...!
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PS: I have thought about this paragraph for a long time, it is considered an essential part of Lin Shu’s growth, and I finally decided to write it out. Everyone needs to experience something before they can change into a completely different mood. The next assessment will not take up too much content, and two or three chapters can be passed. At that time, Lin Shu will really start to rise, and various characters behind him, such as Scorpion, An Ran, and Black Cat K2 will be on the stage, so stay tuned...!
(end of this chapter)