Chapter 154 I really want to see him tonight
Whether he asked if he had anything else to say, or if he had anything else to explain, is unknown.
Wen Huaxu clenched his fists, trying to explain but couldn't speak, and the image of him helping another woman flashed in his mind at the same time.
Seeing her speaking, Xi Mo ended the conversation, "Go to sleep."
The lights in the living room were not turned on, and the pitch-black screen could not even reflect his face.
Sitting quietly on the sofa for a while, he took out the lighter from his trouser pocket, clicked it, and the tongue of flame sprang up, and a hole was cut in the darkness. The man's handsome and tough face was illuminated by the beating flame, but his dark pupils were still as black as ever.
The flame disappeared, and the taste of nicotine was swallowed between his lips and tongue. He took two puffs before looking sideways at the goldfish in the transparent bag on the table.
He arrived before her, and he was waiting for the prey without turning on the light.
But the prey turned back before it reached the door.
Exhale the last puff of smoke and press out the cigarette butt.
Get up and pick up the goldfish and put it into a glass container.
Got a wider space, two goldfish roamed freely in it, and Dudu spit out water one after another.
After watching for a while, the man's gloomy mood calmed down for a moment.
Averted his gaze with a cold face, but even a fish she bought had the effect of calming him down. Is he so humble?
Repeated pampering is indeed worthless.
In the past, I always felt that it was good to have her by my side, to be able to look at her, but I never expected her to be full of love.
He thought he could bear it.
The truth is, mortals always overestimate themselves.
The more love you give, the more eager you are for the other party's response. He himself knows that the relationship between the two is not equal at the beginning of the relationship, and he is willing to give more.
thought it was just a matter of time, she would slowly fall in love with him.
He overestimated his own patience and overestimated her feelings.
Wen Hua has no love. The most important thing in her heart is family and friendship, but she may not know what love is.
Her friends are more important than him.
The negative emotions hidden in the dark corners, the agitation that had been quietly growing in the swamp but was suppressed by him reached its peak tonight.
He loved her for eight years, tried his best to keep her by his side, tried his best to treat her well, and perfectly pretended to be the image of what he thought was a good husband, gentle and considerate, occasionally strong, tolerant of her everything...
Actually, he is not as indifferent and magnanimous as he appears on the surface. Every time he sees her in contact with other men, he has the idea of trapping her at home, even if he knows it's nothing.
Ting Yue, Zhou Silin, Liu Yixun... and the years when he was vacant have always been the curtain in her life.
Thinking of that person, his eyes darkened for a moment.
Everyone knew that he was looking for Wen Hua, but Shen Mu knew it but hid it from everyone and occupied her for seven years alone.
Every time I think of him, I feel extremely upset.
She went to dinner with Shen Mu, had an affair with Zhou Silin, and looked cheerful, lively and unscrupulous in front of Liu Yixun...
Every time negative emotions grow out of the mud, meeting her clear and beautiful eyes, listening to her soft tone, I naturally don't want to bring my emotions to her, don't want to hurt her, don't want her to know the dark side of his heart, Time and time again, I forced myself to suppress the growing dark thorns.
It is only a matter of time before the seeds under the rock can take root and germinate and break through the cracks in the rock.
Before she got her soft heart, he couldn't hold it back.
Suddenly figured it out overnight, he couldn't suppress those emotions by himself every time, since she brought them, she should bear it together.
This is only fair.
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The unruly young man who raised his eyebrows lightly and called her "little deskmate" in high school, his dark pupils on the day of the school reunion, when he was in the Xishan Hotel, he proposed marriage with a serious expression, and he was dignified and calm when he peeled shrimp for her at the dinner table, without hesitation. Hesitating to take pictures of the crown is inevitable, doting and smiling eyes, the focus and gentleness when clasping her waist and kissing deeply...
Just thinking about it is a scene where this man treats her well. He seems to enjoy it, never asking her, never asking her to return him with equal affection.
The loved one is always confident.
Gradually, she seemed to forget to reciprocate.
She never seemed to ask him what he needed, she didn't care and give carefully, she didn't understand his preferences, and pretended to turn a blind eye to his pouring out of love, it seemed that this could prove that she was a sober, independent woman who didn't depend on men .
Sometimes when I think about it, I feel naive and ridiculous.
In his opinion, she should be too rational and sober, and maybe she still thinks that she is a scumbag who plays with emotions.
It was only after his attitude changed that she suddenly realized that her self-righteous feelings might not be felt at all from his perspective.
She's just...
Embarrassed.
If she wanted her to express her love openly, she would subconsciously flicker her eyes when she even looked at him, and the more nervous she was, the more flat she appeared on the surface.
Self-righteous, awkward, hard-to-express emotion.
I really want to see him tonight, I want to talk to him, trying to sense whether he is by her side or belongs to her in this way.
A cold phone call almost crushed her fluttering heart.
I can't ignore the faint panic in my heart, I feel that something I can't grasp is slowly flowing away, getting farther and farther away from her...
Where will he spend the night tonight?
Will he come to her tomorrow?
Is he going to try it out with another woman?
Thinking about it, her breathing became disordered for a moment, she turned on her phone and clicked into his WeChat, and the chat history turned up two pages, all of which were his tireless greetings and warm greetings.
Browsing down, almost every page is sent by him, and the number of times she took the initiative to send him is only a handful.
Now looking at these ordinary chat records in the past, there are circles of ripples in my heart.
Thin lips pursed tightly, she clicked into his circle of friends.
Only one.
At the end of autumn, he took a photo of her on Ginkgo Avenue downstairs in the college.
The copywriting is just one word: [She. 】
Staring at this circle of friends for a long time, the corners of her mouth slowly curved slightly, and her eye sockets were a little moist.
Compared to him, she really...
Looking at this circle of friends, she still remembered his gentle and tender eyebrows at that time, and a burst of courage injected into her depressed heart, and she wanted to send him a message.
Just about to exit the circle of friends and return to the chat interface, the circle of friends is suddenly blank.
She was stunned for a moment and thought it was a network problem. Looking at the logo, the network was full.
Pull down the page to refresh, it is still blank.
The curve of the corner of the mouth froze completely, and the clear eyes couldn't focus.
Wen Yousui saw that the person who came downstairs early in the morning had two dark circles on his face, so he didn't say anything, just poured milk for her and peeled eggs silently.
Wen Wei knew that she had serious dark circles under her eyes, so she applied concealer before going to eat seafood with Wen Yousui.
"You used to like to eat crab roe, why don't you move today?"
"It feels a bit fishy, I'll just eat shrimp."
Yes, there is a baby who guessed right and is going to chase her husband to the crematorium
(end of this chapter)