That day, the conversation between Kang Congxin and Yan Liangshen did not proceed as scheduled. Yan Liangshen came back from the meeting, hurriedly took the sleeping Kangkang from his arms, and said, "I have something to do, let's talk next time." Then he left.
Kang Cong was very lost. Kangkang was carried away, and his arms were extremely empty, like a wall through which the wind was blowing into his heart. He was very disappointed. He simulated the upcoming conversation with Yan Liangshen many times, hoping to tell Yan Ruxu that he was still alive and came back through Yan Liangshen's mouth.
He has always relied on and trusted himself, and never put the initiative on other people, but for the first time in his life, when he came to see Yan Ruxu full of hope, he was timid and did not dare to face Yan Ruxu face to face. He didn't know why, every time he wanted to walk in front of Yan Ruxu, he couldn't move, his body seemed to be frozen.
The head in his heart is like ice and fire at war, the fire in his heart burns him, making him want to stand upright in front of Yan Ruxu, tell her that he is still alive, want to hold her tightly and kiss her; The piece of ice on the ground froze his limbs, restrained his steps, and made him timid not dare to move forward. He knew it was a psychological problem.
He knew that Kangkang was his child, and he deduced that her marriage was fake to give Kangkang an identity. He also knew that Yan Ruxu hated getting along with men, so he probably had no plans to find another partner.
He knew that these were all because of himself, and he was very guilty.
He remembered that the last time he saw Yan Ruxu, the two were lingering to death, and she clung to him, again and again, when she was extremely happy, she asked the words that had been asked countless times: "Can you stay for me, don't On the battlefield?"
He panted heavily, immersed in the ecstasy of joy, but still rejected her: "Yanyan, I am a soldier, and it is my bounden duty to go to the battlefield."
She buried her face in his chest and wept aloud, as if foreseeing that she was gone forever. Tears soaked his chest, and the sad cry broke his heart. He hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to embed her into his body.
"Yanyan, I will come back alive, I will report when I get off the battlefield, and we will get married!" he said.
Yan Ruxu cried even harder, no matter how much he tried to comfort her, it was useless, he could only keep kissing her and comfort her with weak words, but he couldn't agree to her request.
In the early morning, he left Yan Ruxu, who had red and swollen eyes and frowning tightly in his sleep, and returned to the army to prepare for the battlefield.
Then, he missed the appointment.
During the nearly four years in the enemy's country, he missed Yan Ruxu, thought about his promise to her, spent days and nights, exhausted his mind, and wanted to go back dignifiedly.
He came back, quietly looking for Yan Ruxu.
He thought, if Yan Ruxu didn't have a date yet, he would pursue her again, start over with her, take good care of her, love her, love her for the rest of his life, and make up for the four lost years; if Yan Ruxu had a date... He silently guarded her and helped her, so that she would go smoothly in the future, and would no longer shed so many useless tears for a man.
But he never expected that there would be Kangkang.
For the first time, he knew that he was a despicable person who only wanted to be happy for a while, and did not care about the consequences. He had never considered that Yan Ruxu might be pregnant. He didn't resist the temptation, let Yan Ruxu get pregnant and have a child by himself, and brought up the child by himself. When he thought of the suffering that Yan Ruxu might suffer, his heart ached so badly that he couldn't breathe.
But at the same time that his heart hurts, he is even more joyful, whether he suddenly has a son, or Yan Ruxu is still single, it makes him flustered with joy and smoky. However, he felt even more guilty for his joy.
He was extremely contradictory, as if he was thirsty and wanted to drink water, he longed to be close to Yan Ruxu's mother and son, but he didn't dare. He was afraid that Yan Ruxu's heart would be broken. Not only would the fact that he was still alive not make her happy, but it would also remind her of the unpleasant past. He is guilty, timid, cowardly, and inferior, and he is no longer the self in his self-knowledge.
But, going on like this is not an option after all, he still has to stand in front of Yan Ruxu, but he has tried countless times, but he can't let himself stand in front of Yan Ruxu.
He thought about it, and for the first time in his life, he pinned his hope on someone else, hoping that through him, he would act as an intermediary between himself and Yan Ruxu, and enter her life little by little. This person is Yan Liangshen.
He was mentally prepared to tell some of the facts to Yan Liangshen, but Yan Liangshen left in a hurry.
Yan Liangshen left in a hurry because he learned that his youngest daughter, Yan Ruyu, was detained for fighting with her classmates at school. The teacher asked the parents to go there in person. The call was made at home first, and Wang Zhaodi became numb when she answered the phone. She didn't know what to do. She just wanted to rush to school, help her daughter fight, and see which child dared to hit her home My child, but when I rushed to the door, I was stopped by Sister Huang.
After Huang Jie's patient persuasion, Wang Zhaodi calmed down. She has self-knowledge, knows that she can't speak big principles, and can't understand the twists and turns in other people's words. She rushes over like this, and she can't explain why. At this time, she can only count on Yan Liangshen.
She originally wanted Sister Huang to accompany her to the municipal building to find Yan Liangshen, but she immediately gave up and called Secretary Zhou.
Married to Yan Liangshen for so many years, she has never been to Yan Liangshen's office. One is that Yan Liangshen is unwilling to let her go, and the other is that she dare not go. In her concept, the city government is the yamen, and Shengdou Xiaomin is right at the yamen's office. Naturally, there is a sense of awe, even if she became the leader's wife, it didn't change her.
Yan Liangshen was a little surprised. His youngest daughter has always been very well-behaved, sensible, humble, and even a little timid. How could she fight with her classmates? He hurried home, handed the sleeping Kangkang to Sister Huang, told her to take good care of him, and kept an eye on the child before going to school, followed closely by Wang Zhaodi.
Yan Liang took a deep look at Wang Zhaodi, "Are you going too?"
Wang Zhaodi poked her neck: "I'm her mother, the teacher asked both parents to go! Besides, it's not like I haven't been there before!"
Yan Liangshen hesitated for a while, but finally took her with him.
Yan Ruyu went to Guanyuan Experimental Primary School, and it was only seven or eight minutes' walk from the Municipal Party Committee's Family Hospital. In order to hurry there, Yan Liangshen asked the driver to drive them off. The school was over, and the campus was empty. Yan Liangshen and Wang Zhaodi hurriedly got off the car at the door, and walked across the campus to the class teacher's office.
The door of the office was open, and Wang Zhaodi followed Yan Liangshen. The two walked into the office one after the other, and suddenly saw Yan Ruyu standing next to the desk with her hands behind her back and her head bowed. Her shoulders twitched. It should be She was crying, and next to her was a boy who was a head taller than her. His nose and eyes were blocked by toilet paper, stained with obvious blood, his neck was tilted, and he stared at Yan Ruyu indignantly.
Seeing this scene, Wang Zhaodi yelled and rushed over: "My Ruyu, did you get beaten? Where did you get hit? Does it hurt?" She grabbed Yan Ruyu's arm with both hands, turned her face, and carefully left Looking to the right, he touched her arms, hands and feet again, until he touched Yan Ruyu's small body all over before he felt relieved, then rushed to the boy without any warning, pushed the boy vigorously, angrily He shouted: "You little brat, why are you bullying our children!"
Yan Liang frowned deeply, walked over quickly, and was about to speak when the homeroom teacher who was staring dumbfounded at the side reacted and quickly stopped Wang Zhaodi: "Parent, don't be impulsive."
Thinking that Yan Liangshen was behind her, Wang Zhaodi gained courage, raised her waist and stared at the teacher and shouted: "How does your teacher manage the students? Why do you just watch our children being bullied?"
The teacher was laughed out of anger. Since she became a teacher, she has heard the most words from parents: Teacher, if you scold and beat our children casually, you must discipline them well. But there has never been a conflict among the students. It is not wrong to come to find the teacher.
Yan Liangshen quickly grabbed Wang Zhaodi, stopped her with his eyes, then turned to the head teacher and said, "I'm sorry teacher, I am Yan Ruyu's father, and this is the child's mother. She is too worried about the child, so she is inevitably a little impatient."
Guanyuan Experimental Primary School is located in the school area of the municipal government's family courtyard. Many children in the school are children of high-ranking government officials. However, some parents will reveal their identities, while others will not. The homeroom teacher looked at Yan Liangshen's handsome face and elegant temperament. Although he was old, he was still personable, unhurried and elegant in conversation, and knew that this person must have a high status, but turned to look at Wang Yani. Vulgar but rough in appearance and vulgar in manner, he feels a bit like "you don't look like a prince in a dragon robe".
These two are husband and wife? It's a pity that such a good man deserves such a woman.
The homeroom teacher couldn't help feeling sympathetic to Yan Liang, and she felt even more sympathetic when she looked at Yan Ruyu, who had nestled herself like a quail and buried her head in embarrassment to see others.
She explained to Yan Liangshen: Yan Ruyu had an argument with that male classmate for some unknown reason, Yan Ruyu didn't know whether it was intentional or not, and bumped that classmate into the wall, hitting the tip of his nose, causing nosebleeds. The teacher asked them the reason for their quarrel, but both of them were stubborn and refused to tell, so they called their parents.
Just as I was talking, the parents of the male students also rushed over, and the head teacher said it again.
Yan Liang shook hands with the other party with a deep smile, and said: "It's normal for children to have minor conflicts. Children don't want to talk about it, so there must be their reasons. Let's let them keep a little secret."
The parent of the other party could not help but listen to Yan Liangshen's opinion and echoed it.
Seeing that both parents said so, the homeroom teacher didn't insist anymore, so he criticized the two children a few more words, and then let the two families leave.
Yan Ruxu followed Yan Liangshen silently, and Yan Ruyu didn't speak or raise her head until she got into the car. Wang Zhaodi was still a little angry, and chattered endlessly: "I think it's that brat's fault, our Ruyu family has always been an honest child!" Then she muttered in a low voice: "What's the use of being a leader, it's okay if your child is bullied." Can't back it up!"
When Yan Liangshen heard this, he frowned, but didn't say anything. When he got home, he called Yan Ruyu into the study alone, and closed the door.
Wang Zhaodi stuck to the door and listened for a long time, but couldn't hear anything, then curled her lips and left angrily, "Still cheating on me? I'm the child's mother, I'm too contemptuous!"
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After Kang Congxin explained the afternoon work to his subordinates, he drove to Dazhong Daily Kindergarten. He knew that Yan Ruxu's meeting would be over this morning, and he would definitely come back to pick up Kangkang at noon. He hadn't seen the two of them for several days, and he didn't feel at ease, as if he had lost his soul.
He parked the jeep opposite the newspaper office, where Lu Tianming had stood before, guessed the direction of Yan Ruxu's coming, stared there, longing to see her figure.
The author has something to say:
Some little angels are so powerful, they guessed the origin of Kang Congxin's name and his whereabouts in recent years, hahahaha.