Chapter 195 195 [Ding Yi, I understand you]
The painting is a huge eye, radiating countless black lines, like bloodshot threads.
There are countless figures around the eyes, with twisted limbs and blurred facial features, like ghosts.
The whole painting feels very weird and uncomfortable. Looking at it is like being watched by an indifferent eye.
"Ding Yi drew this?!" Liu Jing couldn't help asking, "How could he draw such a picture?"
"It should be." Ding's father nodded, "My child likes geology. He has learned sketching before, and he is good at painting landscapes and still lifes."
"Probably this is the world in his eyes." Song Qian speculated.
The indifferent eyes and distorted figure are probably the world Ding Yi sees. There is no light at all, but darkness and distortion.
It's chilling to think about it, and it's no wonder he suffered from depression.
"There are still words written on it. This should be what he wants to say to you." Liu Jing added, "I hope that one day, when I wake up in the morning, I will be faced with the happy smiling faces of my parents..."
The three looked at the letter together.
Watching and watching, Mr. Ding's tears fell. A seven-foot man, wept so much that his face was full of tears, he was very sad.
In fact, let alone him, even Liu Jing and Song Qian felt blocked after reading Ding Yi's letter.
What a wonderful child, what a simple wish, but why can't it be realized.
Hey, the parents are so ruthless, they have driven their children to a dead end.
"Mr. Ding, don't cry." Liu Jing comforted, "It's good to find Ding Yi's letter, at least you know what the child wants. If you prescribe the right medicine in the future, the child will be cured."
"Yes, thank you for your kind words." Dad Ding wiped away his tears and said, "Mr. Song, thank you for your help."
"You're welcome." Liu Jing and Song Qian waved their hands.
…
After Ding Yi's father left, Song Qian also bid farewell to Liu Jing and returned to her home.
After going back, Ding Yi's matter kept turning in her mind, and she couldn't sit or stand, she was upset and at a loss what to do.
She was wondering if Yingzi would follow in Ding Yi's footsteps. What if she is also forced out of illness by herself, and then jumps off the roof of the building, what should she do?
The reason why she has such strict discipline is that she hopes her daughter will become a pillar of talent.
Moreover, she believes that when her daughter grows up, she will understand what she did back then, and turn the fight with her into friendship, so she said that she is not afraid that her daughter will hate her.
But if her daughter is forced to become depressed and sick, even if she is admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, she will not be able to get in, then she is doing useless work.
If the daughter follows Ding Yi again, leaping forward and dying, then there will be no chance for the mother and daughter to reconcile, and even she will not forgive herself.
"Oh, what should I do?" Song Qian was at a loss for a moment.
I don't know whether I should be strict or loose. If the control is strict, I worry that my daughter will be forced to get sick. If she manages loosely, she is afraid that her daughter will neglect her studies.
Alas, it is really embarrassing.
If she hadn't broken up with Tong Wenjie before, she would still have someone to talk to. But now, beside her, there is no friend who can speak her heart.
There is hatred and no one saves, and the lonely sandbar is cold.
…
Wang Yidi was the most well-informed, and started to gossip with his classmates during the break of the third class in the afternoon.
"What?! It was Ding Yi who jumped off the building, no way?!" Yingzi asked in surprise when she heard her words.
She had heard about jumping off the building in the morning, but it was Ding Yi who jumped off the building, and this was the first time she heard about it.
"My mother told me, so it can be fake." Wang Yidi said firmly.
"How is that possible? I know him. He has been admitted to Tsinghua University. Why jump off the building?" Yingzi asked puzzled.
"Wow, Tsinghua University! Xueba!"
"I'm going to be admitted to Tsinghua University, Le Dou Le is crazy, how can I commit suicide?"
"Wang Yidi, shouldn't they have the same name and surname?"
When the students heard this, they also questioned.
"Of course not. Don't argue, listen to me." Wang Yidi waved his hand and said, "This Ding Yi is the Ding Yi who was admitted to Tsinghua University.
The reason why he jumped off the building was because his parents were usually too strict and didn't give him any personal space, treating him like a prisoner.
Moreover, Ding Yi wanted to go to the University of Geosciences, but his parents forced him to apply for Tsinghua University's Department of Finance, so he became depressed when he couldn't think about it for a while. It is said that he couldn't sleep all night, and was forced to suspend school just one month after the start of school. "
"It turned out to be like this. Oh, what a pity. I've already gone to Tsinghua University, why don't I bear it anymore? Is the geology really that good?"
"Even if the parents are strict, even if you don't go to the University of Geosciences, Tsinghua University is not inferior, and you won't be depressed. In my opinion, this is not knowing the blessings in the blessings."
"That's true. If I could get into Tsinghua University, my family would dare to hold a three-day teacher appreciation banquet. This Ding Yi is hypocritical. A full man doesn't know a hungry man."
After listening to it, the students complained one after another, thinking that Ding Yi was weak and hypocritical, and they didn't understand his behavior.
…
After listening to Wang Yidi's words, Yingzi was deeply moved.
She is in the same situation as Ding Yi, and she is also forced to study every day. I also wanted to go to Jinling University, but my parents forced me to go to Tsinghua University.
Therefore, Ding Yi became depressed and became ill, and wanted to die to get relief. She was very understanding. To be honest, she had thought of suicide several times. But she really didn't have the courage to do it.
"Don't talk about him like that. If he wants to live a happy life, why would he want to commit suicide?" Yingzi defended him, "He just lived in too much pain and was dominated by his parents all his life, so he couldn't do what he liked. You can't go to the school you like.
Such a life, no matter how long you live, what's the point? That's why he wants to escape by death, and I understand his approach. "
Hearing what Yingzi said, the students looked at each other in blank dismay, and then nodded.
Actually, most of them are like Ding Yi. They have been controlled by their parents since they were young. It is also arranged by their parents what school to take and what major to study.
It's just that the tightness of the tube bundle is slightly different. They also have Ding Yi's pain.
"I also understand." Tao Zi agreed, "Actually, I also have a lot of pressure. My parents don't care about me, but I don't want to let them down."
"Me too, I'm under a lot of pressure." Lei'er nodded and said, "I want to be admitted to Tsinghua University and realize my mother's dream."
"Me too." Wang Yidi sighed, "My mother wants me to be admitted to Yanjing Film Academy. But, it's really too difficult. I really don't have the confidence to do it."
Hearing these few of them say this, the students were all disappointed.
"Hey, I really envy Fang Hou'er. He is the only one in the school who has no pressure. He can choose from world-renowned schools, and he doesn't have to worry about the college entrance examination at all." A classmate couldn't help but said.
Hearing what he said, everyone nodded in unison.
(end of this chapter)