Chapter 190 190 [Severe medicine for severe illness]
"Mom, I dare not tell you. Besides, even if I tell you, will you promise me?" Yingzi couldn't help crying when she was scolded like this. No need to rub **** juice, all cried into tears.
"Of course I can't!" Song Qian said firmly.
"Then it's over!" Yingzi stomped, "I know you love me, you care about me, and you wish me well, but you never respect my opinion, never ask me what I really want, you I have always decided the way I want to go according to your ideas."
"You..." Hearing what she said, Song Qian stood on the spot in a daze, and after a while, two lines of tears rolled down her face, "Yingzi, is that how you see me?
Okay, okay, I have raised you for eighteen years, I worked hard, worked hard, never imagined that my eighteen years of hard work would actually feed a white-eyed wolf.
You don't even think about how much effort your mother has put in when you grow up so big.
I won’t talk about how hard it is to be pregnant for ten months; when you were young, you were weak and loved to get sick, and when you got sick, your mother was more anxious than you. When you were three years old, you had a high fever, and you were on an IV drip in the hospital. Your mother watched over you and didn't dare to close your eyes for two days and two nights.
When I divorced your dad, I didn't want anything except four houses, I just wanted your custody. I am worried that no one will take care of you. I even quit my school job to work as a teacher in an education center.
All your homework from childhood to adulthood, which subject was not tutored by me, did your father take care of it a little bit? After you entered the third year of high school, your mother knew that you were weak, so she tried every means to help you supplement it, such as bird's nest, sea cucumber, wolfberry, ginseng... Mom is almost becoming a half-nutritionist.
Because of your puppy love with Fang Yifan, your mother even broke up with her best friend Tong Wenjie. Now I feel wronged and don't know who to tell? !
I gave so much for you, you say I never respect you, don't care what you really want. Well, in that case, let's go.
Go to your dad, go to Fang Yifan. You see if they will love you like I do. go! go! "
Song Qian roared while pushing Yingzi away.
"Mom, I won't go! I won't go! I was wrong! I was wrong!" Yingzi cried out in fright, sat on the ground, hugged her leg and begged.
Song Qian couldn't help but sat on the ground, hugging her daughter and crying loudly.
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That night, both mother and daughter didn't eat.
After being tired from crying, they went back to their rooms and sat quietly all night.
The next day, Song Qian was still angry and didn't prepare breakfast, so Yingzi was forced to go to school on an empty stomach.
After returning to school, Yingzi borrowed Tao Zi's mobile phone, sent Xiang Nan a WeChat message, and told him about the conflict with his mother yesterday.
"Fang Houer, is it wrong for us to do this? I have never seen my mother suffer so much." Yingzi asked worriedly.
From childhood to adulthood, her mother never beat her, scolded her, or even said a serious word. But yesterday, she not only called her a dog, but also kept pushing her away.
She really felt that at that moment her mother didn't love her anymore, didn't want her anymore, and was disappointed in her. This made her really panic, scared, and helpless.
"Don't worry." Xiang Nan replied, "Severe ailments need strong medicine, and troubled times use heavy codes. Your mother's character is so stubborn, if you want to change, you must use some drastic measures.
Otherwise, it would be impossible to succeed if she tried to change her character slowly. You have endured your mother for eighteen years, do you think she has changed a bit? "
"Yeah." Yingzi thought for a while, then nodded in agreement, "Then what should I do next, can I pretend to be depressed?"
"Don't worry. Depression is not like a cold, fever and diarrhea. It's like cancer. It's slowly getting worse." Xiang Nan replied, "You just had a fight with your mother, and now you're depressed too quickly Well, you have to wait patiently for a few more days. However, you can consider having a cold war with your mother first. "
"Okay." Yingzi nodded.
"Well, I see." Yingzi replied.
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After accepting Xiang Nan's counseling, Yingzi felt much better.
Compared to Song Qian, it was much worse.
She is full of grievances now, but she has searched the address book, but there is no one to confide in.
The only best friend, Tong Wenjie, broke up because of her children's puppy love.
She hesitated again and again, but did not call.
She worried that once reconciled with Tong Wenjie, she would not be able to prevent her daughter from having a puppy love with Fang Yifan, and the puppy love might ruin her daughter's life.
Therefore, the lesser of two evils. She would rather drink all the bitter water by herself than delay her daughter's future.
Song Qian put down her phone and sat in the office, feeling lonely like never before.
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At noon, Yingzi followed Xiang Nan's instructions and didn't go home for dinner, but ate in the school cafeteria.
After eating, I didn't go home for a lunch break, but took a nap in the classroom.
After returning home from evening self-study, he went straight back to his room without saying hello to his mother. He also locked the door and closed the monitoring window curtains, fighting a cold war with his mother.
Song Qian was even more depressed when she saw that her daughter was ignoring her.
For Yingzi, she really cares about everything, and she is willing to risk her life for her.
But I didn't expect that she took care of her so wholeheartedly, not only did she not get her daughter's gratitude, but instead made her daughter an enemy, which made her really wronged to death.
"Did I really do something wrong? I have to pay all these years, how did I get such a result?" She was confused and didn't know how to do it well.
If she changed to before, she could still discuss with Tong Wenjie and ask him to help enlighten her. But now she doesn't even have anyone who can talk, and she has to swallow all the bitterness alone, and she is really sad to death.
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In the next few days, Yingzi continued to have a cold war with Song Qian.
Song Qian wanted to ease the relationship several times, such as helping Yingzi buy clothes, cook her favorite dishes, and even served hot pot as an exception, and wanted to invite her to the movies, and even bought Lego.
But Yingzi turned a blind eye to all her overtures. Go out early and return late, and when you get home at night, you lock yourself in the house. Don't say hello to her, don't accompany her to eat, completely treat her as a stranger, and treat her home as an express hotel.
"Yingzi, how can you forgive mother?" Song Qian finally couldn't help asking.
"Mom, if you did nothing wrong, why do you want me to forgive you?" Yingzi said flatly.
"Since mom did nothing wrong, why are you ignoring mom?" Song Qian was taken aback, then asked.
"I'm busy studying. Didn't you say that, let me take Tsinghua University and Peking University, I want to cherish every minute of time." Yingzi explained lightly, "Okay, I won't chat with you anymore, you have already Take me a minute."
"You..." Song Qian didn't expect Yingzi to block her mouth with what she said, and didn't know how to refute for a while.
Seeing her daughter who looked like a college entrance examination machine, she couldn't help feeling annoyed again, "Did I really do something wrong?"
(end of this chapter)