On the stairs that could never reach the bottom, a small light finally lit up in the distance. Mo Ran saw that the man stopped after hearing his shout, and then he turned to look at himself.
Still with that blurred face, he looked at Mo Ran. Although he couldn't see his appearance clearly, he could feel his struggle and pain. He squatted down and hugged Mo Ran into his arms. He put her in his arms, hugged her tightly, and whispered in her ear: "Ah Ruan, wait for Dad, and I will pick you up when Dad arranges everything, okay? Just hold on, you Wait for Dad, okay?"
After finishing speaking, without waiting for Mo Ran to say anything, he saw the man stand up and let Mo Ran go, and then he walked away without looking back as if he was afraid that he would regret it, leaving only the childhood Mo Ran behind Keep chasing, crying and shouting: "Dad, Dad, don't leave me!"
However, the man walked faster and faster, Mo Ran could only see his back getting smaller and smaller, while she could only run and shout continuously on the dark stairs.
Mo Ran actually wanted to tell her childhood self that there is no need to chase someone, and crying to keep someone is the most useless thing, and there is no need for it, but that body didn't seem to hear it at all, she just kept running, and finally He fell down the stairs heavily.
The sting came.
However, it didn't come from her knees, but from her back, and it didn't feel like the pain of falling, but the pain of being attacked with a weapon.
Mo Ran raised her head and looked up, where there was no ladder running to the end, what she could see was a house, and this house was her childhood home.
There was a crisp "pop" sound that exploded in the air, and at the same time, the sound was accompanied by pain like lacerations on Mo Ran's back. She immediately turned her head to look at the place where the sound came from, All I saw was that woman was holding a belt and standing beside her, she lifted the belt high and slammed it down towards Mo Ran's body fiercely, while she was still yelling angrily.
"I let you run! I let you run! If I don't beat you to death today, I won't be your mother!"
"I worked so hard to give birth to you, how do you repay me? You actually want to run with that scum? What do you think I am? If I knew you were such a white-eyed wolf, I would give birth to you strangle you!"
"I can't play today
…
While cursing angrily, the woman kept waving the belt in her hand and yanked it off Mo Ran's body fiercely. The belt exploded in the air with a harsh sound, and then fell on Mo Ran's body. Pain like fire.
In addition to the crisp sound of the belt and the woman's yelling, there is also the constant screaming and painful crying of childhood Mo Ran in the room, but the sound quickly changed from high to low, and she Curled up in the corner, like a shrimp, she just held her head weakly, as if she was already dead, even when the whip fell **** her body, she couldn't make a sound, she could only tremble slightly It means that she still has life left.
And the real Mo Ran just watched all this happen quietly. There seemed to be a thick iron chain trapped her on her body. She couldn't speak, let alone resist, and even couldn't control this body. What he did was anger, and this anger seemed to become numb and peaceful in the weakening atmosphere of childhood Mo Ran.
She just looked at the woman quietly, the woman called her mother, she had some doubts, is this really her memory? Or did these things really exist? Does she really have such a mother?
In all the past that Mo Ran can recall, it seems that it all started in the orphanage in the community. She has a kind mother. Of course, this mother is also the mother of all the children in the orphanage. She is not beautiful, and she can even It is said that she looks vulgar, but she has the most gentle eyes and the warmest palms in the world. When she hugged herself in her arms, Mo Ran felt that it was the safest place in the world.
But now, Nightmare's world tells her that she has parents, and not only does she have parents, but she didn't belong to the orphanage from the very beginning. Is this really possible?
This woman is her mother?
But should mother be the warmest and safest harbor in the world? So what is this woman doing now?
At this moment, Mo Ran felt herself being lifted up, and then she saw the woman's face in a blur, not from the angle of looking up, but from the usual angle - she lifted herself face to face with her …
It was an incomparably beautiful face. Mo Ran always knew that she was good-looking. Even after becoming a dead person, her face was considered outstanding among the dead. She thought it was a gift from God, but
It was from this woman in front of me.
The adult self looks exactly like this woman, so beautiful, so aggressive, but at this moment, madness and viciousness appear on this beautiful face, if Mo Ran's premonition is correct, this woman wants to To kill myself.
It was also at this time that she heard a voice in the garden: "Okay, now I leave everything to you."
As soon as the voice of these words fell, Mo Ran found that she could start to control this body, but unfortunately, she still couldn't exert her original strength. This body is just a child, so what she can exert The strength can only be the same as that of a child.
Facing the face that seemed to be looking into a mirror, Mo Ran suddenly realized that this woman, this woman called mother was actually her biggest childhood nightmare.
She recalled in a trance that throughout her childhood, it should be said, the entire childhood before she went to the orphanage seemed to have been spent with whips, beatings and vicious curses. At that time, only When her father was around, her mother would be a little gentler towards herself, which was the main reason why she hoped that her father would stay forever.
Because of her father, she will not be beaten, she will not be scolded, and sometimes she can even see her mother's smiling face, which is simply the most precious orb in her childhood.
But, unfortunately, in the end, the father whom she regarded as all hope left her mother. At the same time, his departure also pushed herself into the abyss of hopelessness. Since then, she has fallen into hell.
There was no smile on the mother's face anymore, and her behavior of chasing her father at that time became her original sin. Beating and verbal abuse became the most common behaviors in her life. , Mo Ran even thought many times that she would die under such abuse, but in the end, she ended up in an orphanage.
She didn't know why she went to the orphanage, but she knew that her brain seemed to have completely forgotten this memory since then, and she never thought of it until now.
In this nightmare world, probably the woman in front of me is my own.
No, to be precise, my nightmare is not this woman, but my mother.
Mother, the word that everyone regards as the warmest, seems terrible to her like hell. She sealed her memory, but forgot to seal this feeling. She always felt that she was too cold-blooded, and she didn't even have the slightest affection for children. The love, she thought it was her own reason, but now it doesn't seem to be the reason.
The woman looked at Mo Ran, and found that those trembling and terrified eyes became calm and cold for some reason. She just looked at herself quietly like this. For some reason, infinite panic surged in her heart.
With a bit of panic, after she dodged her eyes for a while, she looked at the daughter in front of her again, threw her to the ground vigorously, raised the whip in her hand, and whipped it towards her.
"What kind of eyes do you have! You..."
Originally, I thought that the daughter in front of me would still be whipped and screamed like before, but this time, her whip was tightly held by her daughter, and the woman pulled hard, but the whip seemed to be caught Like growing in the ground, it doesn't move at all.
For no reason, the woman began to panic. She gritted her teeth and pulled the whip vigorously, trying to pull the whip out, but unexpectedly, the next moment, the other side of the whip loosened. All of her exhausted strength bounced back onto her body, causing her to take a few steps backwards, then slammed into the cabinet heavily, and then, a decoration on the cabinet fell off without any deviation. It hit her on the head without leaning.
"Ah!" The woman cried out in pain. She tried her best to support her body and wanted to stand up, but before she could stand up, something hit her head hard. dizziness.
In confusion, she opened her eyes and looked over, only to see the young Mo Ran holding a small wooden chair standing beside her, raising it high without hesitation, towards her head smashed down.
Mo Ran stared blankly at the woman in front of her with blood pouring from her head, her eyes were icy cold.
"Ah~ah~ let me see, what have you done?" The voice in the garden rang again: "This is your mother, you actually did this, is she dead? Probably dead! Ah! You You actually killed your mother with your own hands..."
As the gloating voice sounded, Mo Ran's pupils shrank suddenly, and she suddenly remembered those memories that she had completely forgotten.
Back then, she was like this...
She killed her mother herself!
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