Chapter 55 Fate
Lin Yue cried for a while, wiped away her tears and smiled bitterly at her, "Yu'er, thank you for not looking down on me."
"Fool, don't say that."
"I always knew my mother's plan. I knew my cousin hated me. I also thought about giving up. My mother slapped me on the mouth and starved me for three days. She asked me if I knew I was wrong..."
Li Yu opened his mouth wide in shock, covered his mouth and dared not answer.
Lin Yue lowered her head slightly with a sad and wry smile on her face, "My mother scolded me for being stupid, even raw rice is good for cooked rice, a white cat and a black cat catch mice is a good cat, you can only treat it when you marry into the Gu family Brother has helped, this matter is beyond your control."
"What?"
Li Yu cried out in shock, it was shocking, and the mother who encouraged her daughter to do shameless things, my God!
"My mother is extremely jealous of my aunt. She often speaks ill of my aunt in private, but I don't dare to defend myself. If I say something good about my aunt, I will be beaten."
"I like living with my aunt. She is gentle and kind. She can teach me to read and play the piano. I can live a peaceful life for a few days. Can you imagine that my best memories are the days when I was with my aunt in the Gu family, Ha ha ha ha!"
She chuckled sadly and mockingly, as if she had been wrapped in a cocoon for too long, and she was already suffocating.
Li Yu's eyes were also red, how can there be such a mother-in-law, for the sake of wealth and glory, she can't wait to strip her daughter naked and send her to Gu Lei's bed to be at ease.
Completely disregarding her daughter's face and grievances.
"The only goodness I have left is given to me by my aunt. What my mother taught is completely opposite to what my aunt taught. I am contradictory and selfish, timid and inferior..."
Lin Yue was finally able to raise her head and face herself squarely. There was so much suffering in her heart that she couldn't breathe.
Li Yue held her hand and said seriously, "Forget about the past, you can start over again in the future, go to Wang's house to study hard, learn the rules hard, and start over again. No one will force you anymore, just be yourself. "
Lin Yue looked at her, "I don't deserve to be your friend, why do you treat me so well, I have never been nice to you."
She tilted her head and smiled desolately.
"My mother won't let me bully you, saying that you suffer a lot, and it's not all your fault."
Li Yu twisted her body in embarrassment, and gave her a friendly smile.
Lin Yue covered her face and wept silently.
"Don't cry, forget about the unpleasant past, you should think about what you like, how to get along with everyone when you go to Wang's house, make a few good girlfriends, and have friends to talk to in the future. My mother asked you to go to Wang's house to study. Your embarrassment, you live in Gu's house, it's a bit..."
"I know, I am very grateful for Madam's teaching and advice, really, I am not stupid, I know who treats me well and who is sincere."
It's just that I can't help myself.
"Secondly, it also saves your aunt's embarrassment. Your aunt was not accepted by the clan. She took the name of the clan wife but did not work hard. The clan didn't accept her at all. Now she is a widow, Gu Lei is young, and the elders are oppressive. With him, it will be difficult for your aunt to take care of you."
Lin Yue raised her head and blinked, suddenly realizing that she has also brought a lot of burdens to her aunt.
"Did I... embarrass my aunt."
Li Yu nodded seriously, she must face the reality.
"There have been rumors outside, mocking your Lin family for climbing high branches, mocking your aunt for not being able to control herself, the words are ugly, you have no one else to propose marriage, it is not your parents who stop it, but..."
Lin Yue suddenly realized that when she wanted to back down, no one else came to propose marriage. She always thought that her parents' interest blocked her way out, but she didn't expect that others looked down on the Lin family and dared not want her.
In fact, the result is the same. If it weren't for her parents sending her to live in Gu's house with great fanfare, how could no one come to propose marriage? From the beginning, her parents planned to sacrifice her to pave the way for her younger brother to be an official.
With a pale face, Lin Yue raised her head and laughed twice, slowly wiping away her tears.
"God loves stupid people. Maybe you survived because God saw that you suffered a lot and never did bad things, so you escaped death by accident. You should cherish it more."
Li Yu's voice was calm, a little sympathetic to this girl, her parents used her as a tool, and didn't consider her life or shame at all.
Lin Yue calmed down, looked at her face full of guilt and gratitude, "Yu'er, thank you, I am ashamed that I did not treat you like that before, I will cherish everything now, I am sincerely willing to go to Wang's family to study."
"That's good, just stay with me."
"Thanks."
"Don't worry about your future. With my mother and your aunt here, I will definitely plan well for you. You just need to learn your skills, learn a style, and change your appearance. I guarantee that some people will come to propose marriage."
Li Yu whispered in her ear, which also reassured her.
Lin Yue hugged her, "Yu'er, I can know you because God loves me."
"Don't cry, be stronger in the future, you can also be your aunt's waist if you are capable."
"I…"
Lin Yue never thought about this question, can I, a girl, support my aunt?
"Why not, I am excellent and my mother's face is also bright, so she rushes at me and my brother, who in the Li family dares to bully my mother."
Li Yu has a stalked head, much like a female bandit.
Lin Yue stared at her blankly, yes, there is a capable girl like Yu'er, otherwise I wouldn't dare to bully her easily, I would only use some private plots, and dare not confront her directly.
"You're right. I've been thinking wrong all along. If someone had reminded me earlier, I wouldn't have wasted so much time. The Gujia Library has always been open, and I never said that I wouldn't be allowed to read it. Why didn't I Know how to work hard."
The more Lin Yue thought about it, the more she felt that she was so stupid that she wasted the opportunity to deliver it to her.
If I can seriously study and study when I am in the Gu family, even if my cousin doesn't like me, someone from other families can see it, but...
Looking at her, Li Yu sighed, raised his hand to pin the broken hair at the corners of her eyes behind her ears, and felt very sympathetic to her.
A girl who was pretty good at first, if she was taught well, she wouldn’t become crooked. If it wasn’t for this girl’s kind nature and always sticking to the bottom line, she wouldn’t know what she would be like now.
It was the first time I saw parents who gave birth to good children and turned them into bad ones. It was also an anecdote.
Lin Yue chuckled, "I understand, I can't live by doing my own crimes, but if I could strengthen myself and love myself back then, there would be others who would have taken a fancy to me. After all, I delayed myself, no wonder others."
Li Yu didn't say anything, but felt sorry for Lin Yue. She was not taught correctly since she was a child. Compared with her looking at herself, she even more recognized that her mother was stricter with her. It was really a mother's love that was all for her own good.
Only a woman understands the suffering of a woman. Her mother strictly restrains her and she also knows that people outside are terrible.
"We work hard together and supervise and restrain each other. I am also full of problems. I am too spoiled by my family. I have a bad temper and a bad mouth. If I don't quarrel with you, I won't be able to quarrel. In fact, I am also at fault."
Lin Yue shook her head, "I quarreled with you on purpose, you are too soft-hearted, you must be careful in the future..."
How lucky I am to meet friends and relatives who are sincere to me. The past is over, and I will live for myself in the future.
(end of this chapter)