Chapter 35 Honesty
Lin Yue came to the house and saw her aunt making shoes.
"aunt."
"Why are you crying again?"
Gu Lin glanced at her, sighed helplessly, and felt a sense of irritability in his heart, what happened to this child, how long has this tragedy happened, everyone is equally miserable, you don't have to cry like this.
Lin Yue lowered her head and didn't notice the impatience in her aunt's eyes, so she pouted aggrievedly.
"Auntie, my cousin said that he would never marry me. If he doesn't marry me, what will I do in the future? I don't have a family anymore. Only my aunt and cousin can rely on me."
Lin Yue couldn't help being sad and desperate when thinking of her deceased relatives.
Gu Lin stopped his hands, pursed his lips and remained silent for a long time.
Lin Yue raised her head and looked at her with panic in her eyes, her hands were trembling and she was shaking her sleeves.
asked tremblingly: "Auntie..."
Tears were rolling in her eyes, her lips were trembling slightly, and she stared at her aunt's face without blinking, for fear that she would tell some bad news and he would not be able to accept it.
Gu Linshi sighed long, "Brother Lei is the eldest son, I can't decide his marriage at all. If I could say a word for you when I was stable before, it is completely impossible now."
"I don't believe it, Auntie, I will definitely listen to you, I can learn my skills, I can bear hardships, I am no worse than Li Yu."
Lin Yue couldn't accept this blow. As soon as she was sensible, her family asked her to get close to her cousin, and repeatedly said that the two families were close to each other.
This relationship has always been a sure thing, but later she gradually realized that the Gu family didn't like her at all, so what, my aunt will help me.
Not listening to your mother's words, that's a great disobedience.
Gu Lin turned his head to face her, "I tried my best. I quarreled with your uncle more than once because of you. I was left out and resented by my son. Yue'er, put it down, father-in-law and clan elders will not allow you to come in."
"I do not believe…"
Grandpa Gu is very nice and takes good care of me. It is impossible to hate me.
Lin Yue burst into tears, her whole face was pale, and her long-term wish came to nothing, she couldn't accept it.
"Without Li Yu, you wouldn't be able to enter the Gu family. I was lucky. I was not accepted by the Gu family after giving birth to Brother Lei. This is the first emperor who married me while holding the Gu family's head down. Now do you think the Gu family will repeat the same mistakes? .”
Lin Yue broke down and cried, trembling slightly, her pale face looked very pitiful.
"I have never touched the Gu family's general affairs from the beginning to the end. I don't know how many people, financial resources and resources the Gu family has. But I know that the current Gu family has lost a lot but it is not enough to shake the foundation.
What the Gu family needs is for everyone's daughter to be the wife of the clan to take care of the family, to stabilize people's hearts, and to unite the clan to make the Gu family safe. You can't do that. "
Gu Lin had to face the reality. The fact that the tribe didn't refute her didn't mean they recognized her. They just gave her husband and son face, and they didn't recognize the Lin family at all.
"Auntie, you are my cousin's biological mother, he has to listen to you or not."
In the last sentence, she hoarsed her voice with determination.
Gu Lin held her hand, "Don't be naive, I didn't raise my son, I can't command him, and I can't subdue him. If I really do this, the clan elders will send me directly to the Buddhist hall for the elderly. Let me die violently."
Lin Yue looked at her aunt helplessly, her lips trembling slightly.
"Yue'er, you underestimate the means of the family."
Gu Lin sighed again, got up and stood at the window, and said quietly: "I said that I have never been accepted by the Gu family, you must not take it seriously, what you saw is that I am drinking tea and playing with birds, and my life is brisk and happy."
"But in fact, I have no friends, no communication, people ridicule and ridicule when I go out, and some people will deliberately trip over me to see me make a fool of myself, so I can only stay at home.
Lin Yue opened her mouth slightly, with disbelief on her face, how could this happen, it's impossible... What I saw was not like this.
"The Gu family won't come to me to discuss anything, and they don't invite me to family meetings. I only know superficially about the Gu family affairs."
"I don't know anything about the transfer of clansmen and books this time. They don't let me go with them because I am too popular. They are afraid that I will be thrown on the road to fend for myself, so the two of you have to take me to escape."
Gu Lin turned her head, "Lian Yu'er knows more about the Gu family than I do. Do you think I'm happy? I don't have to take responsibility, I only enjoy wealth and glory, but I'm only living in a dream, and it's impossible for you to repeat my dream again." good luck."
With tears in her eyes, she said, "Brother Lei is the only child I have. It's not that I can't have one, it's that your uncle doesn't come into my room anymore. He has never cared about me in his life. Our husband and wife have not been as warm as guests for many years. I am just a victim." .”
Lin Yue's eyes widened. She never knew that her aunt had such a hard life.
"Yu'er, Brother Lei has a stronger temper and stubbornness than his father, and he has been stranger to me since he was a child."
"I don't want you to be unhappy all your life. Even if you marry in, you will be a widow. Brother Lei will not touch you, nor will he give you a child. This is a poisonous oath he swore in front of the whole family."
Gu Lin was very angry and humiliated at the time, thinking that his son was trying to force himself to compromise, but looking back now, it was actually a declaration, it was hatred, and his son hated himself for ruining his happiness and desire.
Lin Yue's face was pale, she would rather swear a poisonous oath than marry herself.
The heart kept sinking, as if falling into a bottomless abyss, the strong feeling of weightlessness made her feel worse than death.
Gu Linshi approached her and hugged her and said softly, "Let it go, I have never been seriously loved in my life, I don't want you to be as miserable as I am in coptis."
"Do you know why Yu'er is so sunny? She will always be the one who is favored and doted on. With or without Gu Lei, she has a better choice. I have never enjoyed a unique preference. I am so envious of her."
Only those who are full of love in their hearts deserve to have such a pair of bright and smart big eyes, full of sunshine and warmth, and that is what my son has been pursuing.
It's a pity that I realized it too late, and missed the opportunity for mother and child to bond. Now that Brother Lei grows up, he doesn't need her anymore.
Standing up, Mrs. Gu Lin went out, giving her niece some time to digest, and the words finally came out.
She breathed a sigh of relief, and when she settled down, she found a good family to marry, with the Gu family supporting her, a small family might make her happy.
Lin Yue's collapsed cry came from the room very quickly, Mrs. Wang and Aunt Gu downstairs heard it, and looked over curiously.
Gu Lin went downstairs and sat with them, closing his eyes tiredly.
"Did you talk to her?"
Ms. Wang knew it by looking at her expression, and could hear it from her voice. This time, Lin Yue was really crying, not pretending to be pitiful like she usually does.
Gu Lin nodded and took the tea she handed over, "I don't know if she can accept it."
"Take your time, you have to understand what you say, and giving her hope is to harm her. When it comes to my natal family, I will ask my mother to find a good marriage for her."
"You don't have to be rich and powerful, as long as you have a good character and a clean family background."
Gu Lin's life has been miserable, her natal family was exterminated, her husband was lost, and she fled famine, and she finally came to her senses.
(end of this chapter)