Chapter 32 put down
Li Yu wiped her tears at a loss, sighed and held her in his arms.
This woman just doesn’t match her ability and identity. Her misplaced life has caused her to suffer all kinds of stares and humiliation.
"Auntie, you can cry if you want, I know you feel uncomfortable."
Gu Lin lay on Li Yu's shoulder and howled loudly, as if she had completely released the grief in her heart at this moment. She was in a trance for so long, unable to accept the reality of her husband's death, and always felt that her husband was still there. This was a nightmare , There is always a day when I wake up from the dream.
"I'm sorry, I made you... embarrassing, I burdened you, I'm sorry..."
At this moment, Li Yu seemed to understand why Grandma Gu didn't like her but never made things difficult for her, and she didn't allow her grandson to be unfilial to her mother, and she never said anything bad about her daughter-in-law in front of her grandson.
Actually, she is not that bad. She is not capable enough but does not cause trouble, let alone harm others. She is soft-hearted and understands her own shortcomings. She is a little jealous but never harms others.
After crying for a while, Gu Lin raised his head to wipe away his tears, and apologized with a blushing face, "I'm sorry Yu'er, sister, I'm sorry, I apologize to you."
Mrs. Wang glanced at her, sighed helplessly, and gave her a handkerchief, "Hurry up and wipe it off, you are an elder, and I want my daughter to coax you, the more you live, the more you will go back."
"I not only apologize for my own behavior, but also for Yue'er."
Gu Lin lowered his head and sighed, calmed down a little before saying: "Things that I couldn't see clearly before, now I have experienced hardships to realize it. I have enjoyed the blessings of the Gu family, but I have not paid the slightest responsibility..."
"I have always liked Yue'er. She is like me when I was young, but I don't know that she is imitating me and doing what she likes. I thought she was young and would not be able to learn. I don't like you daughters of everyone. I always think that You look down on me and laugh at me behind my back..."
"Sister-in-law, you think too much, I have never looked down on you, but I am very unhappy that you always ignore Leier."
Third Aunt Gu is straightforward and never hides her words. The daughter-in-law that the old lady of the Gu family really loves the most is her.
“I know, I did a lot of things wrong. In the past, my husband took care of me and finished the work for me. I didn’t realize that others were also working hard.”
He raised his head, his face was gray and old, his whole body was exhausted, and he bowed his head sincerely to apologize, "I apologize to you on behalf of Yue'er, she has a bad temper, the Lin family is a small family, not well-educated, don't be as knowledgeable as her, she I don’t have a family anymore, I’m lonely and helpless, I can’t accept the reality in my heart, and I don’t know who to vent to.”
"It's hard to accept at my age, let alone you, I will seriously consider her future."
Gu Lin finally realized that there was something wrong with her niece's upbringing.
"Auntie, please be polite. We girls are small-minded. It's normal to argue. I'm not soft-tempered, and I didn't give in. Otherwise, we wouldn't be able to quarrel. Don't worry about us if you can't clap your hands. In this troubled world, it is good for both me and Lin Yue to learn to be stronger after suffering a little."
"You're right, but you are more generous. Lin Yueyang is too delicate. The Lin family went the wrong way. I always knew that but I didn't dare to admit it... I was wrong."
Gu Linshi took a deep breath and held back the tears.
"Auntie, please take care of yourself and don't feel bad."
"Thank you, you are a good girl and you will be blessed. You have to protect yourself. I am weak and can't help you, but I see you have a tough temper. Don't hold back when it's time to complain. A crying child has milk. , don’t be stupid and wrong yourself, people will think you have taken advantage of it.”
Gu Lin patted Li Yu's hand and sincerely apologized.
Yesterday, when she heard her siblings say that Li Yu had nightmares, she suddenly realized that this child is younger than her niece, but in comparison, she is really much better than Lin Yue, and she shouldn't be so narrow-minded.
"I made a note, thank you aunt for loving me."
Li Yu laughed again. In fact, Aunt Gu is not that bad, but she is a bit delicate.
"If you think about it carefully, you are really a blessed person. Before you got married, your mother's family protected you, and somehow you got a good marriage. After you get married, the man will protect you. You don't have to bear anything and just live your own life. The man is gone and the son is protecting you. , you have a better life than me."
Wang couldn't help but sigh with emotion.
Gu Lin smiled wryly, "Yes, it is true if you want to say that, but the price is that others have taken the responsibility and hard work for me. In fact, I am a selfish person in essence, and because of the benefits of this selfishness, Lin Yuexue go."
"She only saw that I was living a comfortable life, saw the wealth and glory of the Gu family, and did not see any crisis or tribulation, nor did she see that it was my mother-in-law, husband, son, and relatives who took responsibility and hard work for me, and went further and further astray. I have harmed myself and my niece, do you still think I am blessed?"
Gu Lin seemed to understand at once, the hard work on the way to escape from the famine, the accumulation of sorrow until now, finally broke through the valve of dream and reason, so she had to face reality and see the contrast.
Ms. Wang did not speak, and Aunt Gu was also silent.
"Don't talk about this, I will restrain Yue'er, but she has no natal family, and she will still follow me in the future. I will trouble you to take care of me on the way. I am here to accompany everyone, thank you."
Gu Lin got up and solemnly saluted Wang and Aunt Gu. Li Yu was a junior and she couldn't bear it, so her life was shortened.
But it also means to thank Li Yu. It is right not to salute. Saluting to juniors has the meaning of intimidating and shortening your life.
"You are more transparent than your niece."
Mrs. Wang saw that Gu Lin's upbringing was worthy of recognition, much better than Lin Yue.
"Don't laugh at me, what will Yue'er do in the future."
Gu Lin sighed.
"When I came back, the Du family made some tea. I'll make tea for everyone. Let's eat some snacks and relax for a while."
Li Yu was relieved to see that Aunt Gu was finally able to cheer up and face the reality, and was happy for Gu Lei.
Said happily to boil water to make tea.
"Sister Li, you are blessed. It's really good to teach a son and a daughter."
She finally understood the difference between our daughter and herself. She lived in a muddle all her life, relying entirely on her husband's protection.
Now that he is gone, she can no longer mess with her husband, and no one will finish her off. From now on, she can pray for her husband, mother-in-law and relatives with peace of mind.
"Sister-in-law, Lei'er is also very good."
Third Aunt Gu saw her sister-in-law's ashen eyes, she was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe, even though her sister-in-law made thousands of mistakes, her character was not bad, she never harmed others, and she didn't envy them. She herself doesn't really have a lot of power and wealth.
"My son is older, he will be more relaxed if I don't meddle in my own business."
What you insisted on in the past seems to be not worth sticking to now, so let it be.
(end of this chapter)