Chapter 172 Bai Yueguang Likes Me (70)
But thinking of the conversation I heard just now, their tone was so sweet, and my sister's attitude towards him was also different from how she treated anyone in the past.
Sheng Jia is still a little worried about gains and losses: "Really? You treat him like that, and you don't really like him."
If so, then he can understand, after all he also
Jiao Yang looked into his eyes and nodded.
But Sheng Jia was worried again, what if the fake relationship becomes real again if the relationship goes on like this for a long time? He had to admit that he really didn't have such confidence in Jiao Yang, and believed that she would never fall in love with others.
After all, she is not him. It's not like I have such a deep obsession with her.
Sheng Jia had just been comforted and calmed down for a while, then suddenly grabbed her again, pushed her down on the sofa behind her, kissed her from top to bottom without any explanation, and then took off her coat.
"In this way, let's come here for real, you don't want to be with that man, okay? I can do for you what he did for you, and I can do for you what you need, me"
The expression on Jiao Yang's face was not affected at all, and she grabbed his hand that was about to go down.
"No, what he can do for me, you can't do for me."
Sheng Jia looked up in a daze, with red eyes: "Why?"
He is not satisfied, he is not satisfied with the current ambiguous relationship with her. Especially when she knew that she had other men besides herself.
He is jealous of the man whose name is unknown. Even though he can't own her upright, there is no unbridgeable abyss that blocks her from him like him.
Yes, he knows why. Knowing the difference in existence between yourself and that man. But at this juncture, he still asked her unwillingly.
"You know why, Xiaojia."
Jiao Yang got up at this time, reacted calmly and began to put on her clothes, and fastened the buttons on the coat with her fingers smoothly.
Sheng Jia watched her move with red eyes, and suddenly couldn't help but threw her down again and kissed her lips.
Jiao Yang kept her eyes closed the whole time without protesting, but he stopped by himself, tears falling drop by drop on her body.
Jiaoyang sighed, looked at the child who turned his back and cried silently, stretched out his hand, wrapped his waist, and looked at him from behind.
"That's it, Xiaojia. We can't do that."
Sheng Jia's eyes turned redder.
Jiaoyang smiled, what a spoiled child, really like her.
"As you can see, there will be no result between us, so I can't just have you, I need to find another man. You also know that if a normal couple can't even enjoy their private life If so, the relationship is very difficult to maintain. In the end, it will either become an enemy or become dull day by day, Xiao Jia, this is not only for myself, but also for the sake of the long-term relationship between us."
Sheng Jia bit her lip tightly.
"Then what if I have my own necessary needs? Aren't you, can't you satisfy me?"
The corners of Jiaoyang's mouth curved slightly, and his eyes darkened: "In this case, Xiao Jia can also find other women."
"What?" Sheng Jia was stunned.
Jiao Yang touched his stunned cheek pitifully: "Xiao Jia is outside now, isn't there a lot of women? I won't stop you from looking for women, I will also help you find suitable girls to be As for your girlfriend, like Tianman is very good, isn't it?"
The boy was completely stunned: "What is this?"
"This is a free love relationship."
Jiao Yang looked at him with a smile: "First of all, you need to thoroughly see your heart, whether you really love me, or is it mixed with other purposes and feelings that you don't even know. Before that, if you If you have any confusion, you can come to me at any time. And we have no commitment to each other, we have enough freedom, if one day you think clearly, you can leave at any time."
Sheng Jia stared at her blankly: "But I know my feelings very well, I absolutely love you"
Jiaoyang spread her hands: "But your performance didn't make me feel so sure. Besides, as a party involved, you are a fan of the authorities, so you can't see clearly."
Sheng Jia was silent for a while, then suddenly fell into her arms, hugging her attached.
"You didn't intend to tease me on purpose, and then waited for a while to get rid of me, so that's why you proposed it?"
Jiaoyang bent her lips: "How could that be? I did this just to help you get out of this relationship that you shouldn't have as soon as possible."
"But I have a hunch, I don't seem to be able to get out. I'm sorry, sister."
Sheng Jia kept crying: "Did I embarrass you?"
Jiao Yang didn't speak, but just touched his golden head.
She could have stayed out of his feelings for her, but she still chose to accommodate him.
Sheng Jia was full of apologies, because of that huge sense of guilt that gave him the urge to agree to her.
He will try his best to be patient, suppress his inner impulse towards her, and try his best to control himself so as not to let himself interfere with her life. When you really can't suppress yourself, go to her again.
But since she said so, he will never touch another woman again. Because he wanted to prove to her that he really loved her, not what she said, because he was young and immature, so he couldn't figure it out.
But Sheng Jia always felt that something was wrong, and he couldn't tell where it was. He was uneasy, his heart was beating wildly, and the feeling of worrying about gain and loss was getting heavier and heavier.
"Then, sister, can you guarantee that even if you have someone else, I will still be your most important one? Even if you are not in love with me." Unable to get the perfection he wanted, the young man sought inner comfort.
The corners of Jiaoyang's mouth curved slightly: "No way, Xiao Jia, I can't make that kind of guarantee to you. After all, you should understand a little bit. From the beginning to the end, I was just pampering you."
Sheng Jia looked into her eyes, and after a while, she was defeated.
"All right."
Finally chose to compromise.
(end of this chapter)