Chapter 475 is more important than everything in his heart
Yan Shifan glanced at him.
He had thick eyebrows and big eyes, and when he looked at him, his pupils were pitch black.
Then he said: "Erlang, tell me, what is the country?"
Yan Shirong was startled, opened his mouth, and Yan Shifan said: "Don't endorse, just tell me, what do you think the country is?"
Yan Shirong said in a deep voice, "Everyone."
"Big, family," Yan Shifan repeated in a murmur: "Yes, that's right, it is a big family. Then tell me, what is a country in Xinbao's heart?"
He didn't wait for him to go home, so he said to himself: "Xinbao is very sensible, but many things are beyond her control, such as Tang Sanshui, she hates him, but is afraid of him, then she can Feeling his calamity. For example, "country" is not only a heart treasure, even if you and I read a hundred sentences, but this word is still not so "real" in our hearts, so it may not be so 'important'."
Yan Shirong frowned slightly.
Yan Shifan continued: "The border is not as peaceful as you imagined, and the nuisance of large and small stocks has never stopped, so I was thinking, Xinbao doesn't understand the meaning of the country, and she doesn't know the grandpa, but she Love me, if I have something, she can perceive it, in fact, to a certain extent, it is an early warning at the border, such an early warning, to the 'country', how important and precious do you think it is??"
He paused: "This is the meaning of 'must' go, and must go to 'Yanmen Pass'."
Yan Shirong was speechless, and said after a long while: "I didn't expect this, but, brother... you go to the border, two years? Three years? Enough for many things to happen! Some things I can do for you, and some things I can't replace it!"
Yan Shifan looked at him and suddenly smiled: "Erlang, I understand what you mean."
Yan Shirong withdrew his expression and looked at him seriously.
Big brother patted him on the shoulder reassuringly: "Erlang, don't worry, listen to me."
He sat down on the stool in the pavilion, "I'm really not a benevolent person. I went to the border more because I wanted to go. I like that place. I like to do this thing. I'm good at it. I can't do anything else, and I don't care about state affairs..."
He once again appeased Zha Mao's younger brother: "Erlang, don't worry, just listen to me."
He sat him down, and the two of them sat on the bench, one facing this way and the other facing that way, they could look at both sides, their heads were very close, and their voices were very quiet.
"Erlang, I understand everything you said, but I really don't understand. What I am doing now is what I am good at and like. If you say, let me do something else for the sake of 'fighting', I will not! I really Not good at it! If there is no other choice, I will try my best to do it as hard as I can, and do my best to obey the destiny, but if there are other choices, why should I work so hard..."
He said cryptically, but the meaning is already very clear.
He looked at him with a "do you get it" look.
The second brother's eyes are red with anger: "You! You are all like this! How can you do this! I, I can help you. If you are not good at it, I can! If I don't know it, I will learn it. I will do my best to help you! I don't feel hard, I am very happy to help you! Brother, I will be happy no matter how hard I work! Let me help you!"
The handsome young man, without any composure, shed two drops of tears outright.
He suddenly paused: "Brother, are you..."
"No." Yan Shifan looked into his eyes and repeated seriously: "I don't. I believe in you, I understand you, and I never doubted."
The boy was appeased by his elder brother, and nodded: "Brother, I just want to have a good life as a family."
"I know, I understand," Yan Shifan pressed his head with his big hand: "Me too. But..."
His voice was lower, almost whispering: "As long as it can be guaranteed to fall in our house, we don't need to force the rest, Erlang, we still have time, we just do what we are good at."
He put his big hand on his head, and rubbed his thumbs over his brow, like soothing a child.
Careful people always think a lot, plan ahead, and consider thousands of miles... This kind of thinking is not something that big-hearted people can understand.
Back then, he was ill in bed for a long time, and today he didn't know tomorrow. He watched his father and brother desperately every day.
The only thing he can use is his brain. He can't wait to mess with everyone's heart and think about everything... He hopes to use his own way to protect his family.
Home is more important than anything in his heart.
The eldest brother is only two years older than him, but he has always been like an old father, protecting him and these siblings. He wants to give him the best return.
Yan Shirong never thought of fighting for himself from the beginning to the end.
For him, winning such happiness by himself is far less than helping his father and elder brother to the throne and seeing them happy and consummated.
Thinking about it carefully, it is indeed difficult for daddy to be in the top position, but it is obviously easy for the elder brother to be in the top position!
After he gave up the idea of his father being superior, he kept thinking about his elder brother, but he did it again!
This made him feel that his efforts were meaningless!
The second elder brother panicked more and more, and pulled his big hand away.
Yan Shifan laughed a bit: "You persuaded me back then, saying that everyone knows what they want to do and what they like to do, but I don't know... Now, I have learned to choose what I like to do, and you can also do something you like of?"
The second elder brother said airily: "You are not at all! You are..."
"Erlang," Yan Shifan saw Hong Tuanzi coming out of the palace gate from afar, so he quickly interrupted him, and said in a low voice: "Actually, you really don't have to think too much, we didn't care about it, I promise you , I don't 'reject', but you don't want to 'give', okay? We don't know the meaning of the country, but yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah it's up to you. So, let's be kind and righteous again, let's put aside our selfishness, okay? "
Second brother fell silent.
What he said is actually not wrong.
That's right!
Emperor Ming Pei is extremely wise, and he will definitely choose the person he thinks is suitable, who is good for the country... Therefore, there is really nothing to consider whether to fight or not to fight.
Yan Shirong said in a deep voice: "Neither hide nor refuse, you must do what you say."
Yan Shifan said: "Don't worry."
When he saw his sister running over, he stood up and took a few steps towards her with a smile: "Xinbaoer!"
"Brother! Brother!" Tuanzi yelled like the echo of the mountains, jumping up and down a little bit, and was pulled into his arms by the elder brother.
Xinbao put his arms around him: "Xinbao has caught you, you guys sneak out to play!"
"Hey baby," Yan Shifan said with a smile, "You are really amazing! You caught all of this?"
Tuanzi was laughing, Yan Shifan hugged her and sat down, Xinbao said: "Brother, let's sneak a look at Shang's study later, okay? Xinbao knows which room the fifth and sixth brothers are in, and Xinbao Bao takes you there!"
Yan Shifan nodded: "OK."
It happened that he was not at ease, and wanted to go and have a look. There was a dumpling on his back, so it would not be rude to go and have a look.
Tuanzi hugged his elder brother's neck and wanted to say more, but suddenly realized something was wrong.
She held her second elder brother's shoulder with her small hand, wanting to see his expression, Yan Shirong hurriedly dodged, Tuanzi put both hands together, pulled back his shoulder forcefully, stretched her little head over, and saw his eye circles red, surprised Said: "Huh??"
(end of this chapter)