Chapter 1949 Gui Zi Juan is ignorant of Miao Yu and is at a loss.
Feng Ziying was already up when Zijuan arrived.
Looking at Daiyu's blushing cheeks, Feng Ziying knew that if she were in front of him, Daiyu might not be able to accept even Zijuan wiping and applying medicine for her, so she smiled and went out first.
Fortunately, he still had a lot to do. Miaoyu and Xiuyan also wanted to say hello and serve tea to their mother later.
When they arrived at Miaoyu's courtyard, Miaoyu got up early. She was still wearing a simple but exquisite dress. Fortunately, she didn't wear her favorite robe anymore, which also showed that the other party was not the kind of person who had no sense of the world. Knowing Leng Tou Qing, it is no wonder that Xiu Yan also told him that Miao Yu had changed a lot compared to before.
As for the reasons that led to Miaoyu's change, it doesn't matter. Those who know the current affairs are heroes. Miaoyu must have experienced the ups and downs of the world in Rongguo Mansion. After realizing that once she was out of his protection, what she wanted The things she faced were simply not something that a weak-minded woman could bear, especially since she might have to face all kinds of mundane and trivial matters throughout her life. Those days were not something she could get rid of by simply jumping out of the Three Realms and not being in the Five Elements. .
From the inside, Miaoyu's mood is still extremely complicated. Following Daiyu to marry into the Feng family is more like a passive and blind obedience without a choice. She doesn't know what the consequences of her refusal will be. , as Xiuyan said, by rejecting this marriage, for a woman in her early twenties, she basically lost the possibility of a normal marriage and a reasonable destination. For herself, she might either be alone with her sister-in-law for the rest of her life. , or there is really no choice but to escape into Buddhism and end the worldly fate.
Sometimes Miaoyu herself reflects on herself. After all, she is just using Buddhism as a guise to escape from all kinds of troubles in the world. In her heart, she does not really want to become a monk. She still feels that Buddhism will not bring much change to her life. , that's why she had this illusion, but in fact, after Xiuyan analyzed it for herself, Miaoyu realized how unrealistic and illusory her vision was.
The wine and meat in Zhumen stink, and the roads are freezing to death. This winter, Miaoyu, who lives outside, really feels the hardship of the world. Seeing that the servants still have to go out early in the morning to clear the snow and clean the yard in the cold weather, the servants and wives still have to go out no matter how cold it is. Washing and washing clothes in the bone-chilling cold water, I only need to sit in the room with the earth dragon roasting and enjoy leisurely drinking tea and reading books, occasionally playing chess and playing the piano with Xiuyan, how carefree and comfortable, but If I walk out from here, can I still have that kind of life?
Maybe Daiyu will still help her for the sake of her sisters, and Xiuyan may also give her some help, but there is no filial son in bed for a long time, not to mention that they have no obligation to themselves, whether they are in Buddhism or living alone outside. , it would be impossible to have the kind of leisurely life where one can reach out for food and open one's mouth, let alone be so particular about food, clothing, housing, transportation and daily living expenses. It is also impossible to have maids and servants around oneself to take care of everything for oneself. If the chores are handled well, it will undoubtedly be a torment for myself who has become accustomed to this kind of life.
It is easy to go from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to go from luxury to frugality. Miaoyu still knows this truth very well. There is no possibility for her to go back to that simple life. Everything she experienced when she followed her master to Beijing made her sad. I don’t want to think about it anymore, maybe I am just a fake monk who has an unstable Taoist heart and likes all the extravagances in the mortal world, right?
So when Feng Ziying arrived, Miaoyu realized with an indescribable complex state of mind that her life seemed to be changing, but she herself had not changed, and she was so humble that she had to accept it all, and she even felt a little secretive. I am really looking forward to some strange novelty and pleasure that this change will bring to me.
Feng Ziying was not aware of this. Although Xiuyan had already told him implicitly and tactfully that Miaoyu was no longer the cynical, literary and ignorant girl she used to be. Yu is still the woman who lacks emotional intelligence, has a strange temper, and is unsophisticated. She may have encountered some obstacles and suffered some losses, which has made her temperamental, but the literary youth and petty bourgeoisie at heart, plus the hypocritical nature of being a meat-eater, are difficult to change. .
Feng Ziying felt that this typical old leftover woman who had no fingers in the world had no redeeming qualities. She was pretty cute except for her skin. But there were not enough women around her, so why did she have to deal with this woman? Are you in a bad mood?
If Feng Ziying came last night to talk to Miaoyu out of etiquette and fulfill her ceremonial obligations as a husband, then coming today is to fulfill his rights as a husband and ask Miaoyu to accompany Daiyu to pay tribute to Weng Gu. Tea.
"I've met my husband." Miaoyu took a deep breath and saw Feng Ziying coming in. She took the initiative to greet her, which was a blessing.
Feng Ziying glanced at the other party and nodded, "Did you sleep well last night?"
"It's okay." Miaoyu couldn't describe the feeling. She just felt that her identity had changed and she had become his concubine. The husband followed the wife, and the husband acted as the guide for his wife. It seemed that she could no longer do whatever she wanted as before, and she needed to speak carefully. She had to be careful, she had to answer questions, and she couldn't answer casually, which made her very uncomfortable.
"Daiyu will go to the flower hall to serve tea later, and you and Xiuyan will go too. Remember not to lose your etiquette." Feng Ziying said nothing and glanced at the other party, "Also, I will be in your room tonight. Rest,…”
Miaoyu didn't think anything was wrong after hearing the first sentence, but the latter sentence made her a little nervous and frightened. He wanted to come to his room to rest? Uh, is this a courtesy to the Duke of Zhou? What should I do?
Swallowing subconsciously, Miaoyu squeezed the sweat towel in her hand nervously, but at this time she could only nod in agreement: "I understand."
Xiuyan had asked her before if she knew what rules she needed to know to get married. Miaoyu was confused and thought she was asking about the rules of the marriage process, so she said carelessly that she knew. Xiuyan didn't say anything more, but it wasn't until Feng Ziying came to her last night. As they were talking in the room, Miaoyu realized that Xiuyan was not asking about this, but about the couple's love affair. However, Xiuyan was also in the wedding room at that time, and she could not go to Xiuyan's house to ask questions in the middle of the night. This kind of thing, so I can only suppress the fear in my heart and keep silent.
Miaoyu has lived for more than twenty years. Except for being taken care of by her mother when she was young, she later entered Buddhism and followed her master. The master was also an old nun. She had never talked about this matter with her in these years, so she When Tiangui came as an adult, his master casually told him how to deal with it and never cared about it again.
It was not until she entered the Rongguo Mansion that Miaoyu realized that this woman needed to have special clothing and utensils to deal with when she came to Tiangui. During this period, she had to pay special attention to avoid physical discomfort and illness, which also allowed her to see the big difference in this life.
Just like this kind of things after getting married, when she was in Rongguo Mansion and Grand View Garden, she vaguely heard the women and servants in the mansion's garden mention it, but they were all in the fog, and she didn't know what to do. Do it, just know that a woman may have to suffer some hardships for the first time, and it will become a routine in the future, and if a woman wants to get pregnant and give birth, she must have a husband and wife to perform the courtesy of Zhou Gong, but what are the specific etiquette of Zhou Gong? But she didn't know.
There are also two maids beside her, Yuguan and Baoguan, but these two girls are young. Suli is usually very close to Daiyu's Xueyan and Chunxian, but when it comes to things like this, she is responsible Zijuan did not mention this matter to Miaoyu on Daiyu's side.
In Zijuan's view, the relationship between Daiyu and Miaoyu is distant, but the relationship between Miaoyu and Xiuyan is that of sisters. Now that they are marrying into the Feng family together, Xiuyan has a father and mother. A small family must be taught the basic rules of marrying off a daughter, and Miaoyu will probably know a few things from Xiuyan.
Who would have thought that Xiuyan would be ashamed to talk to Miaoyu about this, especially after it was clear that she wanted to marry Ru Fengfu, Xiuyan came to Miaoyu less often, and had no chance to talk to Miaoyu about this. Miaoyu changed Both ends were lost, and Miaoyu herself was thin-skinned and refused to ask. However, the two girls, Yuguan and Baoguan, mentioned it to Miaoyu in an ignorant manner, but Miaoyu was too shy to ask more. Things like this came and went. Just put it down.
Now Feng Ziying suddenly said that she would come to her room to rest at night, which made Miaoyu panic all of a sudden. This was really going to come to her room, how should she deal with it, but she didn't understand the rules at all, what should she do? good?
Fortunately, they are not coming to my room right now. I still have half a day to ask Xiuyan quickly.
Miaoyu's nervousness made Feng Ziying a little surprised. Why did this woman look so distracted? I had never seen her like this last night.
He naturally didn’t expect that Miaoyu would be so confused because of something like this. If he really knew it, he wouldn’t laugh out loud.
Feng Ziying greets Miaoyu and Xiuyan here, while Zijuan washes, dresses and ties Daiyu's hair over there.
This is the first day after her wedding. Daiyu naturally hopes that she can go to see Weng Gu in the best possible image. Although her body is unbearably sore, this form must not be ambiguous at all.
Zijuan also saw her girl sitting on the brocade stool with a red face and hunched over. Every movement seemed particularly awkward and stiff. She also secretly complained that Feng Ziying didn't know how to cherish the fragrance and cherish the jade. She also asked Xiangling and Siqi, Miss Bao It was not so difficult when he and the second girl lost their virginity. Why did his own girl seem to have been tortured?
"Girl, I will drink a cup of red date and lotus seed tea later to replenish my blood. This white scarf will scare the slave girl." Zicuckoo carefully combed Daiyu's hair into a bun.
(End of this chapter)