Chapter 1279 The Difficulty of Gengzi Volume
What Feng Ziying is most confused about is that he is a little confused now about what role Yuanchun wants to play in it, or what she wants to gain from it.
A noble concubine without a prince, faced with the emperor's poor health and the possibility of dying one day in the near future, would she still want to side with one of the princes to gain some benefits for the Jia family in the future?
Feng Ziying doesn’t believe that Yuanchun would be so unwise. These princes all have their own biological mothers and relatives. Even if you stand in line to help, how much you can gain in the end, but just the leftovers may depend on their faces.
Feng Ziying didn't know that Yuanchun didn't know how to get there or what he should do now.
She just followed her feelings. She just wanted to prevent herself from being completely marginalized and completely reduced to an outcast in the palace, so that even if she had some sense of existence, and even be regarded as a person of use value and significance, it seemed that This has become Yuanchun's current short-term goal, and Yuanchun has no long-term goals now because he can't see them at all.
Wang Xifeng's question made Feng Ziying fall into deep thought. Because there was no way to judge Yuanchun's true intention, and it was during the spring break, Feng Ziying had not seriously thought about this issue.
But now Wang Xifeng has noticed that Baoqin came out of the palace to see her on the third day of the first lunar month. Especially on the first day of the first lunar month, Jia Mu, Xing family, Wang family and Dongfu You family all went to the palace to see Yuanchun. This situation shows that It is indeed unusual.
“Brother Keng, what’s wrong with you?” Seeing that Feng Ziying remained silent for a long time and seemed to be thinking about what she said, Wang Xifeng was a little surprised. Could it be that her casual reminder really meant something right?
"Oh, it's nothing. The eldest lady asked Baoqin to come out of the palace to introduce her to her situation in the palace. She probably thought that I could provide her with some advice and help." Feng Ziying said calmly: "But the affairs of the palace are not outsiders. Can you interrupt? But the situation of the eldest girl is indeed not good. The emperor's current thoughts are not on the harem at all. Not only the eldest girl, but also the new concubines of Zhou, Wu and Zheng are the same, that is, only the concubines with the prince beside them can Have the right to speak,…”
“What will the big girl do in the future?” Wang Xifeng also felt a bit sad.
Although Yuanchun is not considered to have been abandoned by her husband, the actual situation may be worse. At least she still has a certain degree of freedom and can have **** with her lover as much as she wants. In the future, she may actually be able to give birth to a boy and a girl for herself, but what about Yuanchun?
No one cares about her at ordinary times, and only on festivals can family members come to the palace to greet her. Eventually, she dies in the palace. Wang Xifeng shudders when thinking about this kind of life, and even feels lucky for her current life.
"What to do? God knows." Feng Ziying took Wang Xifeng, who felt a little shivering, into her arms and leaned closer, "Everyone has their own destiny. Since she chose to enter the palace, she is destined to have a difficult road... "
"Brother Keng, this is not an easy road, it seems to be a dead end, and this is not her choice!" Wang Xifeng said angrily: "Now it's too much to ask her to bear all this alone. It’s not fair anymore.”
"Sister Feng, why are you so angry and fighting against injustice today? I don't remember how deep your friendship is with the eldest daughter. Did you marry into the Jia family when the eldest daughter entered the palace?" Feng Ziying laughed.
"Not yet." Wang Xifeng recalled the situation when she first got married. At that time, Yuan Chun had just entered the palace, but she was only a female historian and had to go back to the palace from time to time. She just felt that she was dignified and well-mannered at a young age. They are also very polite, but it is impossible to say how close they are. Among the several sisters in the Jia family, the second girl and the third girl are closer.
"Okay, I will think about the big girl's affairs, but there are some things that we cannot interfere with. I will help what I can, but there is a limit." Feng Ziying didn't say much. It was meaningless to talk to Wang Xifeng about these things. , which only increases the risk.
Wang Xifeng nodded lightly, then curled up into Feng Ziying's arms, enjoying the rare tenderness.
She didn't even understand that this man was five or six years younger than her, but he was like a majestic mountain, always giving people a heavy and steady sense of security. The feeling of shrinking in his arms was something that Jia Lian had never experienced before. For her.
Which woman doesn’t want to have a supporter behind her that she can rely on? No matter how strong or confident you are on the outside, there are often unknown difficulties on the inside.
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Ping'er could vaguely hear the lingering love between the two at the door. At this time, the two of them had regained their composure. They couldn't help but cover their hot faces with cold hands to calm themselves down.
These two people were really like firewood, which made grandma scream, and Ping'er was so embarrassed that she could only close her ears and not listen, but she didn't dare to leave. Fortunately, Ruixiang was quite sensible and took care of her early. Old Mrs. You sent out and sat at the outer gate of her house, leaving all this embarrassing situation to herself.
As he was thinking about it, he heard Uncle Feng calling him from inside: "Ping'er, come in and clean up for your master."
In response, Ping'er went in, and what he saw was an unsightly scene. All kinds of clothes, sweats, and towels were thrown away in pieces. Ping'er brought the hot water that had been heated in and had already prepared it. He wiped grandma carefully with his handkerchief, but he noticed that grandma's posture was a little weird. While he was thinking about it, he saw Uncle Feng glance at grandma sideways: "Do you really want to give birth to a boy and a half girl for me?"
"What, are you scared?" Wang Xifeng twisted uncomfortably, half of her buttocks exposed, and carefully curled up her legs and asked Ping'er to wipe them for her.
"What are you afraid of? After all, I can add more children to the Feng family. It's not too late for me to be happy." Feng Ziying said nonchalantly: "It's just going to be a pain for you, Heping'er."
Wang Xifeng put down her legs and propped herself up a little dejectedly. Now she was quite conflicted. She was worried that Feng Ziying would not be able to come back for another year and a half if she left during the spring break. However, she was afraid that she would have to consider moving out of Jia's Mansion. I'm worried that I really have to deliberately ask for a child to get pregnant, but how will I face it in the future?
Easier said than done. During the tenth month of pregnancy, you will have to face many unexpected troubles and difficulties. No matter how light and generous you may have said before, the real difficulties will all happen to you. What will happen after you give birth? These issues require careful consideration, so Wang Xifeng is also extremely troubled.
Seeing Wang Xifeng struggling, Feng Ziying also felt emotional. In a situation like Wang Xifeng's, there was almost no good way out. Fortunately, Wang Xifeng still had some courage and had the courage to go out and strike out on her own. Instead, she was like Li Wan. A woman might have no choice but to huddle in Jia's house and try to survive, or she might just end the matter with a rope.
"Okay, Sister Feng, don't be so entangled in this kind of thing. It will be good if you have it. If you don't have it, just wait for the opportunity, right?" Feng Ziying became more and more cheerful, "In a word, I will take care of your affairs. I won’t let you two become homeless. Again, it doesn’t matter whether it’s Beijing, Linqing, Datong, Yangzhou or Jinling. It depends on which one you think is suitable. But I’m afraid you are still You don’t want to leave the capital city, do you?”
Wang Xifeng was a little touched by these words. He didn’t know how to respond for a while, but he felt much more at ease.
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Although Wang Xifeng failed to get an answer from Feng Ziying, Feng Ziying still knew that he needed to consider the intention conveyed by Qiu Shian through Yuanchun. Feng Ziying was still considering whether to get in touch with the number two chamberlain.
There are both advantages and disadvantages, and it is difficult to judge the big or small.
Qiu Bingzhong's matter is difficult to deal with, but it is not impossible. The key is whether it is worth it, especially if he has to be on the line with Qiu Shi'an. Is it appropriate?
If you don’t think about it at the moment, then you might as well put it on hold for a while, whichever time it takes.
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The spring break is over, and Feng Ziying finally sets off to return to Yongping Mansion.
Before returning to Yongping Mansion, Feng Ziying had another conversation with Director Lian Guo. The conversation was very enjoyable and she discussed all the issues, including how she could get more experience and be promoted faster in Yongping Mansion. She was unwilling to let outsiders enjoy the results, so Feng Ziying told the truth openly and honestly.
Both Wei Guangwei and Lian Guoshi can be regarded as their own, and Feng Ziying is also relieved, but it takes a lot of effort to do this job beautifully and make it a political achievement for the two of them.
Baochai and Baoqin also started packing their belongings to prepare for their trip to Yongping Mansion. They knew that they might have to return to Yongping soon, but now they couldn't tell clearly, so they could only bite the bullet and pack half of their belongings. Every family was moved there.
The matter of Qingwen's house closing also gave Feng Ziying a headache. He was unwilling to close Qingwen's house under such circumstances, not because of anything else, but simply because he didn't want Qingwen Juan mixed in and making it a second room in the long house. focus of confrontation.
Therefore, with Feng Ziying's patient persuasion, Shen Yixiu reluctantly agreed to Feng Ziying's opinion and asked Qingwen to wait for the time being. Feng Ziying also gave Shen Yixiu a promise that if Feng Ziying's position did not change within half a year, Shen Yixiu would also consider living as a married woman. Following him to Yongping Mansion, Shen Yixiu could not tolerate his territory being out of favor for a long time.
On the twenty-fifth day of the first lunar month, when Feng Ziying returned to Yongping Mansion, she immediately threw herself into various affairs, especially since nearly 100,000 refugees had experienced this spring break and had survived the Spring Festival in Yongping Mansion. The next thing is that they need to work hard for their own livelihood.
At the same time, the plan for this cement road has been finalized. Now it is necessary to obtain the support of the local gentry to promote the construction of this road.
(End of this chapter)