Chapter 622 I only have you (49)
The long-term dark abuse made him no longer have the idea of life.
He has no concept of life and death, and even wants to die immediately.
But the appearance of Yun Si somehow tore a hole in his already gloomy world.
He began to put all his spiritual sustenance on her with all his heart, began to regard her as the master in everything, and began to enshrine her as the subject.
It's like a vine attached to a big tree, completely dependent on her to live.
The entire psychological dependence process seems to regard Yunsi as a long-term inseparable medicine.
If the medicine is there, then he will be fine, eat and live like a normal person, and there will be no abnormalities.
Even, when the spirit is highly tense, it can exert an amazing soothing effect.
But if the medicine is not available
Then maybe his body is still alive, but his spirit has collapsed across the board.
This is why, for so many years, he has been highly dependent on Yun Si.
Wherever Yun Si went, he would follow him. In fact, it has become a kind of deformed morbid psychology.
From a medical point of view,
If a person relies on a person wholeheartedly and focuses on her, if he wants to separate, then this person will die spiritually.
This is actually an extremely morbid psychosis.
Everyone is an independent individual, and no one can live without him.
But Song Jing can't, Song Jing is like a fish in the sea, without Yunsi's sea, he will die.
Spiritual death is more cruel and painful than physical death.
So the advice given by the psychologist at the beginning was: don’t forcibly separate the patient’s spiritual sustenance for the time being, and everything should be done slowly.
Try to expose him to more beautiful and warm things, let him open his heart, and gradually leave and get rid of the dark world in his heart.
The patient puts all his energy on another person, which means that he is unwilling to accept the outside world and will only respond to what she says.
This is also the reason—for so many years, Zhou Simin has watched Song Jing cuddle every day, but has never said anything.
One reason is that he is afraid that he will be stimulated again, which will lead to a more serious condition;
Secondly, it is also because her daughter, who is particularly assertive, doesn't seem to hate Song Jing's approach.
Not only does he not hate him, but he also sweetly calls Brother Song Jing every day.
Therefore, Zhou Simin never stopped the intimacy between two people.
Yun Si stood outside the door and listened to what the psychiatrist said, and she heard Song Jing's condition clearly.
She still remembered that the skinny young boy was standing next to her, quietly holding her hand, as if immersed in his own world, deaf to the sounds outside.
Only when she looked over, he would react a bit, raise his head, and stay for a while.
The symptoms were exactly the same as what the doctor said.
After so many years, he has grown up.
Fighting is fast and hateful, like a beast, unstoppable.
But in the bottom of his heart, his morbid attachment, like a vine, had already taken root and sprouted, tightly entangled his heart.
Living by her side seemed to have become the way he lived.
He is physically independent, but mentally, he needs her to continuously transmit nutrients.
He needs her like a fish needs water.
Without water, it doesn't take long for the fish to die.
and he
Yun Si looked at him, his dark and beautiful eyes were full of dependence and tenderness.
Staring at her intently, followed her with an extremely quiet and pathologically attached eyes.
He is a patient.
Patient through and through.
And the condition is getting worse.
(end of this chapter)