Chapter 195 193. Start again from the beginning
【.Different me is different. I am me. Let me come. Let me come】
These few words make people feel a little unclear, so it's like a lunatic talking nonsense.
Jon turned to the next page, and the words on it were much clearer than the previous ones, as if a different person started writing.
【The first step. Take back myself first, and find it from where I lost it】
【Complete the incomplete, let me know, I am still me. Everything is still too late, it has changed, and the good change has already begun】
The contents of the diary were getting shorter and shorter. When Jon turned to the last page, he only saw a bunch of lines scribbled on the page.
It's as if the person who is recording has gone crazy to the extreme, and all his previous sanity is gone.
Finally, he turned over the last page, and saw such a symbol on the back of the last cover of the diary.
【1/5】
"What does it mean?"
Not only Jon was reading it, Fred also read all the last few pages of the diary, but although he knew all the letters on it, he didn't understand what the person who wrote the diary was expressing.
Jon turned the diary back to the back page of the article that released the basilisk, and read this part of the content again.
"This part is very likely to be written by Tom Riddle, the Dark Lord, who came to Azkaban Island nine years ago."
"He still insists on keeping a diary when he comes here?" Fred asked incredulously.
Jon shook his head.
"This is not a diary, it's more like his self-talk in an unconscious state. But this soliloquy provides us with more information than the psychological words he wrote earlier."
"Looking at what he said at the beginning - [Horcruxes are not the perfect answer to immortality], he must have realized something and noticed the huge side effects of Horcruxes."
"If you want to make this kind of thing, you must kill people to meet the prerequisites. No matter when it is, killing the same kind must be the most emotionally volatile. At that time, people's negative emotions will inevitably overflow. And the production of Horcruxes It is to rely on such emotions to cut the soul, which undoubtedly weakens the subjective thinking of the person itself, so that the negative emotions when killing people will remain."
"That's why the Dark Lord becomes more crazy, terrifying, and unreasonable as he goes to the back. It is precisely in this state that he will never be able to notice the changes in himself."
"Black magic is like this. It changes people silently and makes people different from themselves. Magic controls people. Such effects are almost irreversible, because reason and madness are inherently in conflict."
He tapped on the line in the diary [People should control magic, not be controlled by magic].
"But at this moment, the Dark Lord suddenly realized that he is not himself at all, but a puppet controlled by the Horcrux."
"The problem here is huge."
Fred also followed Jon's train of thought. He already knew about the Horcrux from Jon before disembarking, so there was no communication barrier.
"Maybe he suddenly became enlightened?"
"This actually involves a fundamental problem." Jon said with serious eyes, "Do lunatics think they are lunatics?"
"Should...won't it?"
"The reason why lunatics are called lunatics is because they have a whole set of concepts that are different from ordinary people. They don't think that they are special, only those who are normal are special. Day after day, it continues like this, without any outside interference. Under such circumstances, such a lunatic, for what reason did he suddenly become enlightened, know that he is insane, and start looking for a way to become a normal person?"
Jon's question Fred couldn't answer, except for Voldemort to explain this question on the spot, otherwise no one can know why.
Jon didn't struggle with this temporarily unknowable answer for too long. He turned to the next page and pointed to the very scribbled sentence
【I will become stronger...The power of magic comes from the soul...My power belongs to me...】
"Look here, he said that magic is equal to the soul, and he said that he will become stronger, which means that he has a way or plan to strengthen his soul."
"But the next sentence is somewhat incomprehensible, [I am me]. This is not like talking to myself, and the handwriting on this page is very different from the two pages before and after, just like."
Jon frowned tightly.
"Like, who's he talking to?"
Fred shivered all over, and then he said hesitantly.
"Could it be the one in the Horcrux?"
"It's not like that. The remnant soul split out of this diary belongs to the Dark Lord's student days, the boy named Tom Riddle, who is arrogant and ambitious but good at disguising. He is indeed very talented, but I haven’t had the same mentality and experience as my later self, it’s not like what Tom in the diary can write.”
Jon then turned back, and turned to the last page, which was roughly the same as the first page of the new record, and written in a more fluent language.
"Look at this sentence, [The first step. Get me back first, I will find it from where I lost it], we can basically believe that this diary is the beginning of the Dark Lord's creation of Horcruxes. Now he He intends to make a new start from this beginning,【Complete the incomplete parts, let me know, I am still me.】, at this time, he intends to recover all the remaining souls in all Horcruxes."
"This shows that when he wrote these words, he might not have taken back the remnant soul in the diary. Even if the soul in the diary could talk to him, the words he said would not stay."
Jon stroked his chin thoughtfully.
"This is like himself, but a little different."
The underground secret room was quiet, and Jon's words made Fred's skin crawl.
He said cautiously.
"Tell me, is the Dark Lord consciously divided into two selves, one is affected by the Horcrux and is even crazier, and the other is suddenly enlightened and wants to find himself?"
Jon didn't answer Fred's question, he was staring unblinkingly at the most illegible page, one of the most incomprehensible words.
【.Different me is different. I am me. Let me come. Let me come】
What was Voldemort trying to do when he wrote these words?
Absorb the Horcrux in the diary?
Or something else?
Then who is stopping him from doing this?
(end of this chapter)