Chapter 581 Listening to the rain by the window
When Xu Ying was listening to the rain, she was still thinking about whether she should go back to Dongzhou to comfort Zhao Feiyang face to face. When she was thinking about it, she saw a person holding an umbrella appearing in her sight.
Zhao Feiyang looked a little lonely in the rain. He was wearing a black suit with a filial piety badge on his sleeve, and he was much thinner.
Xu Ying put down the teacup in her hand, hurried out, and opened the door before Zhao Feiyang arrived.
"Feiyang, why are you here?"
Zhao Feiyang said: "Come to Nanjiang on a business trip, and drop by to see old friends."
Xu Ying took the umbrella from him, and Zhao Feiyang walked into the teahouse: "It's too cold in Nanjiang, so it's better for you to be comfortable in this teahouse."
Xu Ying said: "Nanjiang is more humid than Dongzhou, and there is no heating here."
Zhao Feiyang said: "Maybe it's because of my mood."
Xu Ying said: "Drink?"
Zhao Feiyang was stunned for a moment, isn't this a tea house? But he immediately understood that Xu Ying must have heard about him and was taking care of his feelings.
Zhao Feiyang smiled and said: "The guest is up to the owner."
Xu Ying smiled gently: "Then drink tea!" She quickly prepared the red clay stove and boiled a pot of old white tea with an iron pot. This iron pot was brought by her from Neon, and Zhao Feiyang also had one. , was given to him by Xu Ying, and he later gave it to his father, who never used it until his death.
After taking a sip of the amber tea soup, Zhao Feiyang felt a little warmer.
Xu Ying said: "I just heard about uncle, why didn't you inform me?"
Zhao Feiyang said: "It happened quite suddenly, and my mind was blank during that time."
Xu Ying nodded, she was able to understand Zhao Feiyang's situation: "Have you and Pei Lin been affected by this incident?"
There was a wry smile on the corner of Zhao Feiyang's lips: "How could it not be affected? I can't face her at all now, as long as I see her, I will think of my dad."
Xu Ying said: "She is also a victim."
Zhao Feiyang sighed, put down the teacup in his hand, looked out the window and said, "If I find that person, I will definitely not spare him."
Xu Ying said: "The tragedy has already been caused. If Uncle Zhao knows about it, he shouldn't want your marriage to be ruined because of someone else's conspiracy."
Zhao Feiyang shook his head: "My dad has never been optimistic about our marriage. If I had listened to him and hadn't chosen to marry Pei Lin, my dad would still be alive and well. I killed my dad!" His eyes were red After so many days, he was finally able to find a suitable person to confide in, and speak out what was hidden in his heart without reservation.
Xu Ying silently helped him continue serving tea, not only his father, but most people around him knew that his marriage with Pei Lin would not be happy, but Zhao Feiyang was still obsessed with it.
Xu Ying remembered how high-spirited Zhao Feiyang was when he was in college, and he quickly proved his ability after he took up the job. She always thought that such a person would have a bright future, but in recent years, for some reason, Zhao Feiyang Feiyang seemed to have entered a dead end, gradually exhausting his past advantages.
Xu Ying has thought about this issue more than once. Maybe she thought Zhao Feiyang too well, maybe Zhao Feiyang had gone too smoothly before, and had never experienced any real setbacks. Once he encountered a real test, he immediately revealed his original shape. Zhao Feiyang is not so clear-headed when dealing with major issues.
Xu Ying remembered that a great man said that people who mature prematurely have more or less psychological defects. Some of them are used to doing things with experience, and some of them like to use maturity to cover up their shortcomings. The achievements obtained are not as good as ordinary people.
Even Xu Ying herself went through the same psychological process. When she was in college, she regarded Zhao Feiyang as an idol and thought he was omnipotent. After entering the society, she found that Zhao Feiyang also had shortcomings in some things. After years of experience, Looking at Zhao Feiyang again, I found that there are too many shortcomings and immaturities in him.
Is it because you have matured? Or has Zhao Feiyang been standing still?
Xu Ying asked Zhao Feiyang why he came to Nanjiang.
Zhao Feiyang told about what happened on Weishan Island, and Xu Ying is also very familiar with Xu Chunliang, so there is no need for him to hide anything.
From Zhao Feiyang’s point of view, talking about what Xu Chunliang did to Weishan Island, it is inevitable that he is a little bit aggrieved. He thinks that what Xu Chunliang did after he left Changxing was ungrateful.
The attitude towards things is different from different angles. Although Xu Ying sympathizes with Zhao Feiyang's recent experience, she doesn't think that Xu Chunliang has gone too far. Since Xu Chunliang has gone to Hushan Town, everything he does is to Safeguard the interests of Hushan Town.
Xu Ying smiled faintly: "That's not what I learned from you."
Zhao Feiyang was stunned for a moment, and he quickly understood what Xu Ying meant. He single-handedly contributed to the transformation of Changxing Hospital from public ownership to public-private partnership. Many people said this about him behind his back, Zhao Feiyang shook his head: "I am different from him. , I am for the better development of Changxing."
Xu Ying said: "Feiyang, I found that you are very good at finding reasons for your actions."
Zhao Feiyang frowned. This was his starting point at the beginning. He wanted to lead Changxing's medical staff to revitalize Changxing and make Changxing a leader in the medical market in the entire Jianghuai region. Why did his efforts No one could see it, even Xu Ying said so.
Xu Ying said: "Do you dare to say that you have no selfishness in promoting Changxing's reform?"
Zhao Feiyang said: "I dare say that I always put the collective interests first."
Xu Ying sighed softly: "Maybe you thought this way in the past, but you will be changed by reality, and you don't even realize this change." Looking at Zhao Feiyang with clear eyes: "You have always longed for success, you It is very clear that the division level may be the pinnacle of your career, so you have the idea of switching camps."
Zhao Feiyang said: "No, the reason why I decided to resign from the public office is because of Pei Lin. I am worried that someone will make a fuss about this matter."
Xu Ying said: "I thought about it for a while before, but then I realized that you didn't resign from the public office because of Pei Lin, you can't sacrifice your future for a woman, if you still have a lot of progress in your career Space, you won't even let your guard down in front of Pei Lin, Feiyang, you like making excuses too much and you always like to pass the responsibility to others."
Zhao Feiyang was taken aback, he asked himself quietly? Have it? Am I such a person?
Xu Ying said: "You are a person who has high expectations for yourself. You have been very conceited since you were young. Although you are already the youngest department-level cadre in the Dongzhou Health System, you are not satisfied. You think your ability is not enough. You should stop here, you want to go further.”
Zhao Feiyang took a sip of tea to hide his uneasiness.
Xu Ying said: "If you can be the director of Changxing Hospital with peace of mind, maybe you can become a very good director."
Zhao Feiyang said: "The competition in the medical market is very fierce. If I am content with the status quo and stick to the one-acre land in Changxing, I will be eliminated by this market sooner or later."
Xu Ying said: "It's just an excuse for your ambition. In fact, the real purpose of your public-private partnership is to realize your grand ambitions. You don't think about the employees of Changxing, or you don't put them first. A real A leader who puts the interests of his employees first will not take them on a risk."
Zhao Feiyang's eyes showed a bit of disappointment. He always thought that Xu Ying was the person who knew him best, but in her description, he became an extremely selfish, arbitrary person who disregarded the interests of all employees.
Xu Ying said: "Although I don't know what you brought to Changxing, I have seen your continuous concessions. You once said that you would stick to your position on Pei Lin's involvement in Changxing, but the reality is that she became became the person in charge of Huanian Health, and even joined the board of directors of Carnian Department Store."
Zhao Feiyang said: "It is not up to me to decide her entry into the board of directors, it is arranged by Tang Jingwei."
Xu Ying said: "Do you have any objection?"
Zhao Feiyang did not speak.
Xu Ying sighed and said: "Feiyang, people can't just rush forward. When it's time to stop, you should stop and rest. Think about it, why do people around you leave you? Don't always think about other people's responsibilities, it's time Think carefully about your own problems."
Zhao Feiyang said: "I will consider it."
Xu Ying refilled his cup of tea: "Feiyang, please forgive me if I said too much today."
Zhao Feiyang smiled bitterly: "There are very few friends around me that I can talk to."
After dinner, Xu Chunliang took Zhou Deming to visit his family's villa. Zhou Deming said with emotion: "I knew that studying medicine is so profitable. I also chose to study medicine."
Xu Chunliang said: "My dad bought this villa, it has nothing to do with studying medicine or not, and I'm not a doctor either."
Zhou Deming said: "By the way, the withdrawal of capital from Weishan Island by Huanian Group has nothing to do with us, right?"
Xu Chunliang shook his head: "Don't think too much, it's Huanian's own problem. They have financial problems, and the medical staff of Weishan Island Hospital have been seeking to protect their rights. In fact, the branch hospital has become a weak point in the eyes of Huanian Group. Rather than continuing to consume like this, it is better to stop the loss in time, and get a considerable transfer fee."
Zhou Deming said: "I'm not interested in things in the system. My dad also said that I'm a nerd and not suitable for politics. It's better to study honestly in college."
Xu Chunliang smiled and said: "You are not a nerd, you were very brave that day on Weishan Island, even I didn't expect it."
Zhou Deming laughed embarrassedly: "To tell you a word, I am not afraid of your jokes. I have never fought with anyone since I was a child, and that day was the first time."
(end of this chapter)