Chapter 2197 Autistic teenagers are too clingy (80)
Long time.
Under the threat of a girl.
Qin Shen lowered his eyes and finally opened his mouth.
Said the first sentence in the past few days.
"I just, feel that I am too useless." I can't do anything, not even the ability to protect the one I love.
At the moment of danger, he couldn't help anything, and almost hurt her.
That feeling is extremely difficult.
Deep in her heart, it was as if someone was holding the string in her heart tightly.
Angry, but unable to resist the coming of danger.
From the day he knew her, she had been protecting him.
It was and it is.
He's a man, but he's useless.
Whenever danger comes, she is always asked to protect him. That feeling is really extremely difficult.
He didn't want this.
But he can't reach the sky in one step, and he doesn't know when he can become a person like her.
Able to anticipate danger in time, and can react very quickly to get out of danger.
He's really... not as good as her.
Feng Qiu is right in saying that he is not good enough for her.
At least, the current him is not qualified to walk side by side with her.
These days, he has been thinking about how he can become better,
Unfortunately, an answer was not found.
Because, every time, she can always make him see a different him.
The feeling of being useless suddenly swept over her whole body.
He really, really hated this feeling.
And then... no more.
Yuanqian's calm eyes stared straight at him.
When she heard him say that sentence, almost instantly, she realized what he was afraid of.
I also know why his mood suddenly changed so much.
She shook her head and smiled wryly, reaching out her hand as usual, and patted his head.
"Who said you are useless? That's just your illusion. Everyone has their own value, but the value is different.
Indeed, you are not good enough now, but none of us can tell what will happen in the future.
Besides, what I like is not Qin Shen in the illusion of being perfect everywhere, what I like is only you, and only you.
The world will still work without you, but I can’t live without you, neither can my grandfather, nor can the company live without you. This is your value.
If you insist on denying yourself, then I can't help it, just treat it as if I have misjudged the wrong person, and at worst, spend the rest of my life looking for someone who suits my heart..."
"Don't say it!" Qin Shen reached out to cover her lips.
Looking at her delicately.
He, he can't do without her.
Yuan Qian's brows had a two-point smile, and he stretched out his hand and slowly pulled his big hand away.
"Got it figured out?" she asked.
Qin Shen nodded, "Yes, I figured it out." He was afraid that if he couldn't figure it out, she would really not want him.
It's already so useless, if... if he is rejected by all kinds of things and loses favor, then...will he still survive?
Well, I'm afraid I won't be able to survive.
His eyes were filled with endless darkness, and the hand holding her was gradually clenched.
Yuan Qian still had a smile on his face, smoothing his hair from time to time, helping him to smooth his hair.
It's just from the bottom of my heart, but I fell into deep thought.
Qin Shen's autism...probably still hasn't fully healed. If it was completely cured, he wouldn't say such a thing.
She sighed, and she will continue to look at him in the future, carefully observing his emotions.
This time, fortunately, nothing serious happened.
(end of this chapter)