Married till now.
I can't even seem to figure out what kind of woman she is.
The painful memories of my childhood are now blurred, but I vaguely remember that this little sister is very annoying, always likes to pretend to be innocent, and always likes to act like a victim after framing me.
At that time, I didn't understand the relationship between a man and a woman. I only knew that I must avoid her in the future.
unconsciously.
Ten years passed by in a flash.
When we met again, she was already slim. She was wearing pajamas and posing in cute poses, just like those girls who flirted with me at school. I thought this girl was so capable, she chased me from school to my house, Wearing pajamas is so obvious, I can't help but want to sneer.
Unexpectedly, it turned out to be her.
When childhood memories came to my mind, I was 200% disgusted with her.
But when I gradually understood her evil deeds again, there was no escape from being bullied by her, and that disgust turned into an interest in fighting her. I longed to see her deflated, and her frustrated face appearance.
every time.
Both me and she seemed to hurt each other.
She was hurt, I was hurt, upside down back and forth.
I always thought that this woman must have had a bad brain since she was a child, otherwise how could she be mixed in a man's house and stay for a month without even being able to drive her away.
But later, she told me with red eyes that such entanglement is because of love.
It was only then that I realized that I was the one with a bad brain. From the very beginning, I subconsciously regarded her as my childhood playmate. There is nothing wrong with physical contact, two people sharing the same bed.
Arguing and fighting are my daily life with her.
She is very similar to me, it seems that there are no friends around, and it seems that we only have each other.
From the moment Yan Zhuyun appeared, I finally took all my eyes away from her and turned all my attention to Yan Zhuyun.
that time.
I can't feel her loss, and I can't feel her anger. When she calls and urges me, I will even get angry, thinking that she has no eyesight, how can my lifelong happiness be ruined by a good friend? ?
I thought that Yan Zhuyun was my lifelong pursuit.
Even if we stay together without saying a word, even if Yan Zhuyun never looks at me directly, and there are always only codes in his eyes, I think this is a kind of happiness.
Seeing that Yan Zhuyun's attitude towards me is getting better and better, I really want to share my happiness with her.
But in a blink of an eye, I found that I couldn't find her.
The shadow that once surrounded me, which I couldn't get rid of no matter what, suddenly disappeared...
The game also kicked me away, and I saw that the partner column was empty. At that moment, I suddenly wanted to ask her why she did this, but the phone got through, but the words could not be asked, so I had to hang up and not go any further. think.
It seems that because of Yan Zhuyun's relationship, she and I have become strangers.
She doesn't like Yan Zhuyun, I know, but I don't care.
Because she is not the only person who doesn't like Yan Zhuyun, even my parents don't like it. The hacker incident was an eternal pain in my father's heart. As the culprit of the loss, how could Yan Zhuyun accept it?
When she appeared in front of me pretty and lively, holding an invitation to invite me to the game party, she still looked the same, embracing my shoulders, not at all strange, making me feel that this period of time was all my illusion.
That party **** me off.
How could she kiss a man casually?
When I asked Yan Zhuyun to go back first and stay at the party alone, I should have noticed that I seemed to care more about her than Yan Zhuyun.
The ridiculous thing is that at that time, in my heart, she was just a buddy of mine, and I actually thought of all the reasons, because we are good buddies, and because the Qiu family and the Mi family are family friends, so I want to take care of her.
that day.
She was angrier than me.
She told me she loves me.
She said she never thought of me as a brother.
I was shocked, but I couldn't restrain the joy in my heart, I fled in panic.
I desperately told myself that the one I love all my life is Yan Zhuyun! The only thing I want to protect for the rest of my life is Yan Zhuyun! Yan Zhuyun and I have the same goals and hobbies. We can sit together for a whole day and only do one thing without feeling boring, but she is different. She likes a colorful world.
And I also developed a habit, a habit of peeping into her world.
I will go to the game from time to time to see how she is in the game, and listen to the rumors about her in the game.
After I hacked that man's account, I even felt baffled, why should I be angry because of this man's possessiveness towards her? And my heart is even more eager, that she can rush to me and pester me endlessly.
However, no...
Her silence disappointed me, but I was a little lucky. This may mean that she never cared about that man.
This kind of luck didn't last long, she dressed up very delicately to meet the man, when I saw the two sitting in the coffee shop, talking and laughing happily, I wished I could rush up and pull Becky away, but I I was afraid that she would refuse, and I was afraid that she would push me away because of that man.
I had to use means to get that man to leave on his own initiative before approaching her.
She asked me if I was jealous.
envy?
I panicked for a while.
I have never thought about this word, how could I be jealous of a good brother, I think this is a big joke, but the strength of the beating heart is trying to deny my words.
That day, I chased Yan Zhuyun away and left her behind. I used facts to prove that my heart had always belonged to Yan Zhuyun.
I desperately tried to take my eyes off her.
But I found that I was getting closer and closer to her, and I couldn't ignore anything that belonged to her.
I knew the reason why that man approached her, and I was afraid that she would be hurt, but she couldn't listen to a word of my words. She even said that she was willing to be deceived, and was willing to use the family's hook to hook that man.
She told me with a smile, let me not be nosy, lest she really can't let me go.
I stood at the door of the box for a long time, and suddenly wanted to laugh. This woman who keeps saying she loves me and cares about me has already let me go?
I wanted to pull her out and question her infidelity. But what capacity can I use to say it? I clearly love another person deeply, but why can't I let her go?
At that time, I gave myself another excuse, because I didn't want her to be hurt. If one day, she wants to marry, she must marry a decent man, not a man who is greedy for wealth.