I rarely call her Queen Mother.
From the impression I get, she seems to be a woman that I can use from my pity, and she is not worth mentioning in my eyes.
Even if I know, she has liked me since she was a child.
Or maybe it was because of this liking, that among the thousand concubines of the former emperor, she was the only one who was left unfavored.
Let her become the Queen Mother, and also let her become my executioner.
I watched her struggle while helping me deal with the affairs in the harem, and watched her deliberately pretend to be an old-fashioned girl and roam around among the concubines despite being a little girl. It's a pleasing thing.
However, I ignored her ambition.
Her pleading, her love, her so-called arrogance, in my eyes, are as insignificant as her.
I want to squeeze out the remaining use value of her, and I want to give her to the servant of the central government, the person who I want to introduce several times, but always opposes me.
And that time, it was also the first time she rejected me, mocked me, tore open my heart, and let me see my own cowardice, and I need to rely on women again and again to stabilize the government.
Just like when I married the queen and won the imperial concubine, just like the noble concubine I will marry soon.
She is really bold, but because of her words, I let go of that thought, why do I need a woman to understand me? Wasting your tongue on her?
Squeezing her to death is as easy as crushing an ant, but now, she cannot die.
This is the only excuse I gave her, and it was also given to me.
The imperial concubine has been unable to conceive for a long time, and this new concubine can't do the same. I can't let anyone who controlled the government in the previous dynasty have the slightest possibility of rebellion.
When I thought she would do what I wanted, but she let the noble concubine become pregnant, I was furious, but I vaguely felt that she had changed. Once upon a time, she would do her part to kill anyone in the harem who was pregnant, but this time , she actually sat idly by.
She actually keeps wanting my love?
like?
She knows that she is the first emperor's concubine, and my father's emperor's concubine! To say love over and over again in front of me? What right does she have to love me?
But she is a restless woman after all.
The imperial concubine had a miscarriage, she was fighting wits and bravery with the imperial concubine, and the Shaobao of the former dynasty was fighting with General Sikong even more.
Chao Gang, who I have been living in for the past three years, was easily picked away by a woman.
I was so angry that I wanted to kill her for the first time. How could I allow anyone to provoke and interfere with the country I had so hard to come by, the country I got by killing my father and slaughtering my brother.
But she was brazen, still talking about love, what is love? Love is when those concubines willingly give everything for me! But the love in her mouth makes everything I do utterly dissatisfied!
she says.
If one day, I also have a lover in my heart, and I am forced not to be together, will I still say what I said today!
I smiled grandiosely, the world belongs to me, if I really fell in love with any woman, then that woman must be mine too!
I don't know.
Just because of this sentence, I have suffered so much to come together with her beloved.
I was intertwined with her anger, but it turned into a physical entanglement. She gave me a different feeling, different from concubines, and different from other women.
I can gallop on her body overflowing, and I can vent my anger and desire fiercely. When I completely enter her, merge with her, and see her tearful eyes salsa pain, my heart is unexpectedly A thought flashed through for a moment, this is my woman.
One night's intertwining left me indeed full of annoyance.
I was actually with my father's concubine, even if this concubine did not share the bed with my father, but this is not allowed by the world, this is a scandal of the royal family, this will make An Xie's vassal prince who was about to move, set off another incident The heart that wants to rebel!
My hand has pinched her neck.
I thought that if she tried too hard, her neck would break, and no one would know about this scandal.
But I didn't pinch my hand. At that time, I told myself that she was still useful, and she could still be used by me, but now that I think about it, she must be a tortured fairy, so I couldn't bear it at that time, right?
When I changed my clothes in the early morning court, I saw the red marks left by her on my neck and chest, and I laughed speechlessly. It was just like the early court, and I couldn't concentrate. But in my mind, she was actually in ecstasy.
I never stepped into the Palace of Compassion and Ning again. I don't know if I didn't dare to face her, or because I didn't dare to face the late emperor.
A petty official woman has made me lose my temper. When I am with Webster, I can throw out all my troubles, including those with her.
Webster has no background and no wealth. In my eyes, such a person is safe, and I can pamper Webster without any scruple.
Webster's innocence and romance made me seem to have returned to more than ten years ago. I would hold Webster's hand and stroll in the Royal Garden, just because Webster said that today's flowers are blooming very well, and I will sit in Webster's In front of the piano, I watched Webster play an unpleasant tune, just because Webster wanted to talk to me.
I know her well, and I know that she is about to lose her mind. When I knew that she had summoned Webster, I hurried to the Palace of Compassion and Peace. When I saw her again, my heart was in chaos. I couldn't control my rage. Threatening her not to allow her to take action against Wei Shi, a vicious woman like her is not worthy of **** with Wei Shi.
She has no expression on her face, but I know that she is not feeling well, but so what, I will not change anything because of her, and I will not care what she thinks in her heart!
Is it because of my threats? Or something else? Her kindness to Webster made me extremely suspicious. What is the connection between Webster and her? Wei Shi was pregnant at this time, which made me wonder if it was her manipulation?
I personally poisoned Webster to have a miscarriage. When I saw Webster crying bitterly, seeing Webster hugging me and crying that the child was gone, my heart softened. I rewarded Webster with all the good things. After all, it was me Sorry Webster.
But Webster didn't appreciate it, and rejected me for thousands of miles. My anger was hard to vent, but I vented it all on her.
I cut off her handmaid's finger, I want her to have a longer memory, my country does not allow anyone to get involved, men and women, it's the same!
She was angry, she was angry with me because of a maidservant!
She humiliated me and told what I had done all these years that everyone knew but dared not to say, and I wanted to kill her for the second time.
But it still turned into a sexual dream, entangled.
I was so angry that I asked her to give birth to an heir for me, but later I asked the **** to give me a soup to avoid my son. I will not allow the country to fall into the hands of others, and I cannot tolerate her to conceive my child!
Webster is pregnant again, I am ecstatic, and finally I can compensate Webster.
She was framed one after another, and there was nothing I could do if I wanted to sit idly by. Someone wanted the life of the child in Webster's womb, and the first thing I thought of was her.
But it was she who saved Webster.
Webster lived in the Palace of Compassion and Peace, and every time I went to the Palace of Compassion and Peace, I had to go to pay her respects first, but I couldn't resist the temptation every time and stayed in her palace.
I actually linger every day, wanting to have **** with her.
With Webster as a shield, between us, I seem to have forgotten her identity, I only know that she is mine, and I want her over and over again.
I am obsessed with her body, everything about her, I like her blurred appearance, I like her slightly parted red lips, calling out my voice.