The next day, all gossip about me was cleared up.
I knew she did it, and I suddenly felt a little guilty. I said such cruel things to her, and when I arrived at her door, I was kicked out by the housekeeper. I leaned against a tree and waited all night.
He didn't answer the phone calls, and he didn't reply to the text messages.
I don’t know how many cigarettes I have smoked, and my mind is full of bits and pieces about her. Sure enough, the predicament will make people’s memories even fresher. In just a few months, all her memories are in my mind.
I posted a blog post, I don't know if she can see it, I wrote all my thoughts on it, and at the same time I sincerely wish her happiness.
She finally answered my call, and at that moment I felt a rare joy.
The Internet celebrity party was held again. I was invited to attend and saw Gui Zhizhen. The inexplicable heartbeat at that moment made me lose my way. I started bragging again. Bin Liang asked me how to make women fall in love with men. I don't like him, and I can't hold back when I say it.
But I didn't expect that this was a move made by Binliang, a move intended to provoke me and her.
She rushed in, and I immediately stood up with a guilty conscience and distanced myself from Gui Zhizhen, but her target was not me, and went straight to Binliang, pressing him against the wall, I suddenly felt my heart hang up Get up, why is she looking for Bin Liang? And that fist of hers really made me feel at ease.
She pulled me away, she yelled at me.
She said that if it wasn't because I grew up to be good-looking, she wouldn't be able to look at me. She said that if she spent so much money, if she were to drop it on another man, that man would sleep with her.
I thought I didn't care, but the moment I turned around, I felt a sore nose and a sore heart, and I didn't even know how to walk home in the rain.
After I got home, I realized that water was still flowing from my face. It turned out that I was crying, and I slapped myself hard. It’s not worth it for this kind of woman, but I don’t know if I hit the lacrimal gland or what, my tears turned out to be It fell more and more, and my eyes became completely blurred. I obviously hate her so much, why do I still feel so uncomfortable?
She has plenty of money, and the people around her will be better than me, and they will be more willing, unlike me, who desperately wants to avoid, but is caught by her again and again.
I knew that it was the best choice between me and her, but when I knew this choice, my heart was cut like a knife.
I stayed up all night in bed that night, and I thought, it’s fine if we go away, I’m tired of hiding, I won’t get in touch with their upper-class society, and I won’t see her again.
I don't even know how I spent those two weeks, I was in a daze, and the live broadcast always had problems. She never had an account on the live broadcast website, nor did she go to the room I always cared about, but I always I feel empty in my heart, habit is really a terrible thing.
Unexpectedly, two weeks later, she stood in front of me again. I didn't open the door for her, but she smashed my door. She was completely different from the first time I met her, and I was no longer the same person. Man, I pretended to be indifferent and asked her to compensate, and issued a series of losses.
I wanted to see her angry, but she swiped a pen and gave me the check. Once she gave me a check, I would be happy for a long time, but I don’t know why, this time, I felt like my heart was being crushed again. I took the check and told her to go, but she lived in with the cheek .
Just like the first time, regardless of my objections.
During that time, she was by my side, but I felt that she was far away from me. I found that everything seemed to be unimportant. At the beginning, I was always concerned about getting money, but now, in my eyes, it seems to have become Sheet by sheet.
The adoptive parents came to ask for money, and I gave them the check without saying a word. I don't know if it was because I was annoyed by them, or because I didn't want her to see me in a mess.
When I was hesitating and didn't know whether to believe her or not, I received a call from her mother.
The scene in the idol drama happened now. The first thing Mrs. Han said when she saw me was to give me money and let me leave her. I rejected Mrs. Han’s check. It became me pestering him?
This is the gap.
The gap I have to admit, the gap between me and her, between us, may only be a price tag of 10 million or 20 million!
When I left the coffee shop, I couldn't control my rage, but I felt a little resentful. Why should I be in a bad mood because of her? Why should I control my living habits for more than ten years because of her? How can she, Han Beiqiu, make me worry so much? I dated my ex-lover and brought it home.
When I got to the door, I flinched inexplicably. I wanted her to see it and let her retreat in the face of difficulties, but I was also afraid that she would see it, and I was afraid that she would retreat in the face of difficulties.
While I was hesitating, she opened the door.
At that time, I seemed to be stiff all over, and I wanted to let go of my lover's hand, but my self-esteem made me hug my lover tightly, look at her not to be outdone, and go straight into the house with my arms around her.
"Damn it! I won't force you today, I'll do whatever you want."
I leaned against the door, my heart pounding.
She answered the phone and left in a hurry, still yelling outside the door, she will settle the score with me when she comes back.
However, the next day, I waited until late at night, until the food on the table was heated over and over again, and when the food was completely cooled, my heart was also completely cooled.
The woman who said she would come back to settle accounts with me disappeared.
Disappear in this little house, disappear in my world.
One week, two weeks, I was waiting for her to come to me again, but I couldn't hold back. I went to her house secretly, but I didn't see her coming in or out. I searched for a live webcast platform for a month, but I couldn't find her, and I was still a little lucky in my heart.
At least she didn't look at other people on the Internet.
But where did she go? Only then did I realize that I didn't even know her as a friend, and I didn't even know her more personal affairs. Did she abandon me, or did I abandon her?
I want to find her and ask her clearly. Once that kind of thought takes root in my heart, it will be uncontrollable.
I found the housekeeper, and I wanted to ask about her situation, but the housekeeper never said a word to me, and I begged her for two whole months.
It seems that the housekeeper saw my sincerity and finally told me that she was sent to Germany by Mrs. Han.
I know her address, I know her school, I immediately bought a plane ticket to Germany, a city that I am completely unfamiliar with, I can't even speak English very well, but at that moment, I just wanted to hurry see her.
When I stood excitedly at the gate of her school, I imagined what she would look like when she saw me, would she give me a hug excitedly, would she throw herself into my arms and tell her how she missed me.
However, I saw her come out talking and laughing with a boy.
That boy was really good-looking, very gentleman, I was standing at the bottom of the stairs, but she didn’t see me, she only had that boy in her eyes, her words lingered in my mind, Is this her new goal?
At that moment I flinched again, I was trying to escape, but she found me.
All my thoughts turned into quarrels, and I expressed all the grievances and grievances in my heart. I hate everything about her, and I hate everything about her, but I hate myself even more for being so cheap but can't help loving her.
She said she couldn't go back to the country, so I moved into her high-end apartment without saying a word. I would like to stay here with her. In this strange country, at least the two of us are still together. I don't know what kind of mood it is , I dare not talk about dating, and I dare not do things beyond the distance, everything has become cautious.
I will make love bento for her and make her lunch at noon. I am looking for a job everywhere. I want to have a stable job, even if it is in this unfamiliar place, it is good for me to support her.
I worked desperately to work overtime and earn money, and used my three months' salary to buy a huge diamond. I knelt on the ground and proposed to her. Waiting in anxiety, time passed by every minute.
My knees hurt when I was kneeling on the ground, I comforted myself, even if I failed this time, I still have another chance, as long as there are no other people around her, no, even if there is, I will keep fighting, just like It was the same as when she was by my side back then, pursuing me tirelessly.
But she asked me if it was because of her or because of the money.
I told her because of her.
I don’t know if she believes it or not, but I also know that everything I did gave her too much uneasiness, but when she heard me say it was because of her, her eyes immediately became moist, and she nodded and agreed to my marriage proposal. At that moment, I felt my heart was going to fly out of my chest, and I hugged her excitedly, my future bride.
That night, we slept together.
I, who had seen countless girls, seemed extraordinarily jerky that night. On the contrary, she pushed me tactfully. I was puzzled, even more aggrieved, and jealous. Did she have another man before me? But I understand better that I have no right to be wronged, because there are more women before me.
However, when we were completely combined, the feeling of breaking through obstacles made me happy, and the ugly appearance of her grinning in pain made me remember for a lifetime.
Later we got married and I started my own business, and my father-in-law and mother-in-law never objected again.
There are countless Yingying and Yanyan around me, but I have never looked at other women.
I think, in the world of love, appearance is not important, money is not important, what is important is that the heart I love her has a long history...