I am alone.
Xiao Haizi often said that these thousands of miles of rivers and mountains belong to me, so how can he be lonely and lonely.
I always look at the sky outside the courtyard, speechless for a long time.
I grew up in this deep palace since I was a child, and I saw a lot of intrigues. In order for me to survive, my mother followed the queen's way, and her death was extremely tragic.
At that time, I realized that only the high-ranking ones can control people's life and death.
In front of many elder brothers, I started to hide myself, never revealing my true side to anyone, even in front of my own sister.
Until the age of eight, I met a girl in the Imperial Garden.
With a small appearance, he wobbles a little when he walks. He is so sticky that he can be easily bullied. He will raise his head and look at me stubbornly, saying that I am a bad brother.
I am very happy.
Holding that child in my arms, the baby was extremely precious, but the child struggled desperately, I couldn't hold it firmly, and the little girl fell to the ground all of a sudden.
Plop.
Then came the wailing.
At that time, I suddenly felt that the child's cry was not as annoying as the intrigue or anything else. It was also because of this cry that many people were attracted to let me know that this child is the eldest daughter of Zuo Prime Minister Kong's family.
time flies.
In the blink of an eye, this sticky little man has grown to be five years old. When I am sad and unbearable, this little man will appear in front of me and comfort me.
"Bad brother, if you cry, Qiu'er will ignore you." The little man pretended to be an adult, pointing at my nose and saying nothing.
I didn't let her go, I hugged her in my arms and ravaged her. Her soft body, soft face, every part of her body made me very happy.
"Qiu'er, you will definitely be my wife in the future." I hugged her and said.
The little man looked at me inexplicably, as if he was thinking about what his wife meant, and then nodded seriously, "Qiu'er will be the wife of the bad brother in the future!"
"Does Qiu'er know what wife means?" Facing the ignorant look of the little man, I smiled, and suddenly thought of playing tricks on her.
But, this little man pecked my lips and said: "Mother is my father's wife, mother will kiss my father like this, Qiu'er is right?"
I was dumbfounded at the time, and immediately kissed the little man's lips fiercely, and said: "Qiu'er did the right thing, but in the future, she can only do this to me, but not to other men, Qiu'er understands gone?"
"Qiu'er understands." Qiu'er nodded vigorously.
After that day, a month passed.
I never saw her again until one day, she said in front of me in embarrassment, and put a sympathy knot in my hand, "Bad brother, daddy won't let me meet bad brother again, Qiu'er spent several days doing it." This sympathy knot, the bad brother will bring this to marry me in the future, don't forget me."
Since that year.
I have never seen her again, Prime Minister Zuo said that my daughter is too old to show her face outside, I thought, one day, you must be my man.
I turned fifteen in a blink of an eye, and I told my father that I only want the eldest daughter of the left prime minister as my wife.
That little person is ten years old this year, and she is still cute, but her eyes are full of curiosity when she sees me. I haven't seen her for five years, and there is no sign of me in her eyes.
Furious, I left with a flick of my sleeves.
But I still couldn't stop the longing in my heart, so I still married her in eight palanquins.
That night, I held her in my arms, and sighed that I finally got her, the person I have been thinking about.
I was furious and threw it out of the bedroom directly.
A coup took place in the palace.
I have no choice but to rebel in advance, kill my father and brother, and explode all the resentment I have had over the years. My brother-in-law used military power to let me set him free. I agreed. The imperial sister cried for three days and three nights. But helpless.
Finally I am enthroned.
It is rumored outside that my ruler is in dire straits, that I am tyrannical by nature, and that I have cruel methods, killing brothers and fathers!
I never take it seriously, that's how I am, why do other people say it?
But what's ridiculous is that I thought I became an emperor and could control others, but I still couldn't help myself, and the people next to me became the entanglement of the front court and the harem.
Until I accidentally got her again, and it turned out that it was because the imperial sister died.
She knelt in front of me, and what she said, right or wrong, was all she said. She kept saying that it was for my honor and to show my kindness in front of everyone.
But I know her too well, the little girl in her heart.
When she left the Imperial Study Room.
The secret guard had already reported her information to Zhen. When she was six years old, she entered the palace and gave herself a sympathetic knot. She was taken away just after she left the palace. Xiang Zuo was afraid of being involved, so he did not announce it at this time.
She was bought to a brothel in Nancheng, and her life was miserable. She met the man she said she loved and gave birth to her youngest son, but she almost died at the hands of that man.
At that moment, I was angry.
The person I've been thinking about for twenty years is actually being hurt like this!
I don't want to give up, I want to imprison her in the palace, I want to make up for her pain for the past twenty years, I want to spend the rest of my life loving her well.
But how smart she is.
I've seen what I'm thinking a long time ago, and with a few words, I aroused all the unbearable in my heart. I don't want her to be unhappy when she is trapped in the deep palace. Since she loves him, I want to see if this man is worthy of her love !
Facts have proved that this man can indeed give up everything for her.
But I can't do this, I can only watch them leave.
I promoted her son and made his way to the top. In just three years, I promoted her son to a third-rank official and regarded him as my own.
She was seriously ill in bed, I hurried, but I didn't catch up to see her. Standing in front of her tomb, I put the sympathy knot on her tomb.
Looking at her tomb, she couldn't even say a word.
I thought that my fate with her was broken before it even started.
Xi'er personally killed her father and left his father's body in the wilderness.
I doted on Xi'er twice, made an exception and made him a national teacher, and gave him all the real power. I suddenly felt how ridiculous it was before. For the sake of the throne, I let her go. Now, I hope to exchange the throne for her.
I started to be licentious, and the harem was stuffed with piles of women by those ambitious ministers.
I put all the country into Xi'er's hands, trust him, and let him be in charge of the government.
I thought I would never see her again in this life.
Unexpectedly, she appeared again.
She turned out to be the foolish concubine I bestowed on King Yan!
Once again, I was annoyed, I once watched her leave helplessly, but now, I gave her to King Yan with my own hands.