"Wait, separate..." Lu Mei's attention immediately fell on the rules that applied to herself.
The rules are separating her underworld body from the spirit world body. Although it is not accurate, it does clearly separate her from the spirit world body.
Her garbage-heap-like soul was affected and divided, but it did not affect Lu Mei's changes.
Instead, it was the influence of the dream world, which seemed to be directed at the little black flower in her soul.
The little flower trembled wildly, and Lu Mei also felt that her thinking became confused at this moment.
“No, it’s not that I have become confused, but my soul is in chaos, but this flower has helped stabilize it.”
“If we look at the knowledge of other dimensions, the soul should have a complete structure.”
“My soul can exist only because this flower helps organize it so that I can think correctly.”
“However, the little flower is the product of Lu Bai, and the rest of my soul is made of garbage.”
"So who is mine now?" Lu Mei discovered this at this time.
At this moment, she was viewing everything about her soul from a third-person perspective, and the surge in her heart was finally focused on herself, the 'third party'.
“This is, self!” The self is created by the power of the sky, so Lu Mei can observe her own soul like this at this time.
At this time, she finally found traces of Zi Zi Tian on her body.
"So, even I have to rely on the strength of others to restrain myself as a whole." Lu Mei did not feel any more self-pity at this time.
After all, she had gradually come to understand the truth of the world before, that is, the composition and essence of a thing are all helped by external forces.
Even the so-called soul is like this.
Now it’s just an extra ego.
In fact, once Zuzuizi naively ascends to the real dimension, its rules will be even better at constraining the self.
Self is the last freedom the world gives to all living beings.
Once the self is transformed into the self-other, it can be seen as a permanent further superiority.
Because even this last bit of freedom is stabilized in this process.
"Then, who am I!" The more she thought about it, the more she didn't understand. It was at this moment that the misty infection from the dream world really invaded Lu Mei's soul and invaded that little black flower. among.
At this moment, something similar to what happened in the dream world happened to her. Because of the turmoil in the dream world, some higher-level world forces also acted on Lu Mei.
Different from the dream realm that touched the life realm, the realm that Lu Mei touched was just the anchor realm on a higher level.
In the anchor world, there are thousands of anchors.
The so-called anchor is essentially a higher level source of extraordinary power.
It’s just that nature is mixed with the past and beliefs about the future.
Here, Lu Mei saw her unformed anchor.
That belief in the future.
Become a strong person and control your own destiny.
This is Lu Mei’s belief.
“If my self is not mine, then how can my belief control my own destiny?” Lu Mei thought, and then suddenly discovered this doubt.
These things are constantly intertwined, eventually forming a variety of messy ideas. “But the essence of these things is actually no different from the many rules of the spirit world and dream world.”
“But only the me in the underworld is me, the me in other realms is just a body condensed by extraordinary power.”
“The same is true now, just like the soul in the garbage dump, Lu Bai’s little black flower, or Lu Zhu’s condensed ‘self’, their essence is just the aggregation of extraordinary power rules, and they are no longer the real me.”
“The self is the need of desire, but the true self is not in it.”
At this moment, Lu Mei was in a state of enlightenment between life and death.
It was at this moment that she discovered that the color of the small black flower was gradually changing.
The high-level infection caused by the changes in the dream world actually helped her at this time.
The black color of that flower is gradually fading away at this moment, and it is dyed with an indescribable color.
But Lu Mei was able to confirm in an instant that this color was called Lu Mei.
At this moment, she seemed to have truly found her true self.
Because as the black color fades, this flower completely becomes a plum blossom.
Her third-person perspective also dissipated at this moment, and she turned into a flower.
At this moment, we can further discover that the so-called third-person perspective is essentially provided by a kind of power. This power comes from Lu Zhu. Lu Mei made some observations about it and gained some insights.
It is these self-perceptions that truly complete her understanding of the true self.
"Is this Lu Bai's path? The altruistic true self, through this rainbow flower, uses the happiness of others to achieve the true self?"
Lu Mei had no idea that Lu Bai's path would be so noble.
Even just by relying on a few contacts and the body of 'Lu Bai' in her soul, she could feel that her brother was not this kind of person.
But no matter what, at this moment she finally has her true self.
Having this extremely weak power can only help her maintain her chaotic soul.
But it also made her see her own future clearly.
The dream body, which was originally turbulent, stabilized at this moment.
Help Lu Mei start to fight against the changes in the dream world.
At the same time, the anchor world that I came into contact with before also formed the anchor world body at this moment.
Everything is going extremely smoothly, and even the higher-level life world has corresponding bodies gathering at this moment.
There is actually always a connection between all realms. As long as the connection of extraordinary power is maintained, it will naturally condense.
Just as the previous individual, it was difficult to even maintain it and could only obey the rules of each realm.
To condense the dream world body, you need to control the dream. If you want to go further, you need to start anchoring. If you want to condense the life world body, you need to start controlling your own destiny, etc.
At this moment, Lu Mei successfully bypassed those twists and turns, obeyed the connection inherent in the extraordinary power, and easily condensed and shaped the corresponding body.
If it weren't for this kind of cohesion, there would also be certain requirements for the body of the previous realm. Lu Mei felt that her cohesion might not only reach the life realm, but would only be higher.
"This is the Japanese level!!" A cry of surprise sounded, making many people feel incredible.
First update, 2000 words. Sorry, I have to apply for gas installation today and confirm the decoration contract. After finishing it, it will almost only be the purchase of furniture and home appliances. The update will gradually return to normal. I am really sorry.
In addition, I have to go out in the afternoon, and the second update will be in the evening.