Su Yixing came to the hospital to get her and her father's physical examination reports. Both reports were put in one bag. After reading his own physical examination results, Su Yixing took out Su Aobai's physical examination report from another bag. .
There was no major problem with the two people's bodies, Su Yixing glanced at it hastily, and after seeing that the results were good, he was about to put the report back into the bag.
Just as she picked up the two inspection reports she had put away and was about to leave the hospital, her movements suddenly stopped. A few seconds later, she quickly took out the two reports that had been put back in the bag, and moved both hands together, Open both reports.
Su Aobai:
Blood type: AB
Su Yixing:
Blood type: O
How can a father with type AB have a daughter with type O blood!
Su Yixing felt that the test result was ridiculous!
*****
The old lady's surgery was a success, she was allowed by the doctor to go home to recuperate, she looked at Su Yixing, who was always absent-minded recently, and felt a little worried.
"Yixing, did something happen to you at school?"
The dean's grandmother is worried whether the child is being bullied at school.
"fine."
Su Yixing picked up a slice of white meat, dipped it in the vinegar dish beside him, and ate it without changing his expression.
The old lady glanced at the vinegar dish, then at the soy sauce dish, can this be all right?
"Grandma, my mother...do you have a good relationship with my father?"
Su Yixing finally couldn't help asking.
"Okay, it's ready!"
The old lady didn't know why the child suddenly asked this, and she was stunned for a moment, but she soon came back to her senses, her thoughts flew back to the past, thinking about the sweet relationship between the young children, she showed a nostalgic smile.
"There is no better couple than your parents."
The old lady has always believed that if Ji Xing was alive back then, Xiao Bai would not hate Yi Xing. He would love the child to the bone, and then work hard to let his wife and daughter live a prosperous life. They will be a very happy family people.
"What about me, am I really their child?"
Su Yixing squeezed the chopsticks tightly, his fingertips turned white.
"Of course you are their own child. I watched the nurse take you out of the delivery room with my own eyes. You don't even know how much you look like your mother. Even some small habits have been inherited. come down."
The old lady looked at the child with a confused face and felt pity. It must be that Xiao Bai was too indifferent to the child, which made the child doubt his own birth.
Her firm answer dispelled some of Su Yixing's guesses, and she mustered up her courage to ask the last question.
"When...my mother was pregnant with me...did she expect me to come?"
Su Yixing clenched his teeth, this question is very important.
The old lady was silent. The child came so suddenly back then. Ji Xing might not be ready to be a mother. She was always in a bad mood. The old lady understood this. After all, Ji Xing was already a sophomore at that time. Pregnancy had a great impact on her studies. If it wasn't for the fact that it was too late when the pregnancy was detected and her physical condition was not good enough to induce labor, she would not have kept the child.
Even she felt that at Ji Xing's age at that time, it was not suitable to become a mother early.
"She prepared swaddles, diapers, and feeding bottles for you before you were born...Do you think your mother loves you?"
The old lady told a white lie, but her momentary silence just now made Su Yixing guess her mother's true attitude back then.
The truth of the facts seemed to be approaching in the direction she least wanted to believe.
*****
Su Yixing in another world can deduce the truth. Although the younger Su Yixing in this world will experience more twists and turns due to age and experience, their similar intelligence can allow them to get the real answer .
Su Yixing had her eye on the man who was killed by Su Aobai back then. After receiving the bonus from the first monthly exam, she went to the deceased's hometown and found out about his family.
For example, his mother remarried in the early years and gave birth to a son after remarriage. However, that woman passed away a few years ago. Apart from the half-brother, he has no relatives in this world.
His younger brother will come back occasionally, because the man still has a dilapidated old house in the country, which he left to his mother after his death, and after the woman died, it was left to her later son, which has often been demolished in recent years Whenever there are similar rumors, the young man will come back, because he is not a local, and he is afraid that the village will be greedy for his compensation. For such news, he would rather be at fault. ,can not miss.
Su Yixing doesn't even need to take the initiative to find him, he just needs to wait until the news of the demolition comes out, and just come to the countryside and wait for the rabbit.
In less than two months, she waited for that man, and cleverly got some of his hair with follicles.
Nowadays, some institutions that can do paternity tests are strictly managed, and both sides of the test must be present, but although Su Yixing wants to find out the truth, he doesn't want to alarm those people, especially the dean's grandmother. Can't afford too much stimulation.
For Su Yixing, who is still a high school student, this is almost an unsolvable problem. In the end, she can only turn to one person for help, a person who has the greatest kindness for her and is capable of doing this. At the same table, I wish Xining.
And the other party didn't even ask the owner of the two specimens she identified, the reason for the identification, and helped her complete the matter.
The result of the appraisal was what Su Yixing didn't want to see the last time. She had a blood relationship with another appraisal specimen, that is to say, she was the child of the man who was killed by Su Aobai back then!
In Su Yixing's mind, a complete story has been completely formed. A girl was raped and conceived with an evil seed. Because of giving birth to this evil seed, she lost her life forever.
The boy who loved the girl deeply raised the child who was half of her blood, and at the same time hated the other half of the child's dirty blood, so he would never be able to love that child.
One day, the man saw the man who hurt the **** the road, and then he killed the man. As a punishment, he entered the prison as a murderer, and the child with the blood didn't know the truth, and still hated her in his heart. looking at this innocent man...
What kind of story is this!
However, the protagonist of the story is her, and she is also the one with the blood on her body!
Looking at the appraisal report in his hand, Su Yixing couldn't accept it at all.
*****
"are you OK."
Zhu Xining looked at Su Yixing who had been acting in a daze all this time and said.
Until now, Zhu Xining does not feel that her decision was wrong.
Rather than living in a daze and hating an innocent person forever, she believes that she is more willing to accept a real but cruel truth.
Especially in this world there is Su Aobai who seems to have the same opportunity as her.
"Su Yixing" had misunderstood him for many years in his previous life, and in his new life, he shouldn't bear the blame for her mistakes again.
"Xiao Ning, I brought you a glass of juice."
When Zhu Xining was looking at Su Yixing worriedly, a girl put a glass of fruit juice on Zhu Xining's table. This was Zhu Xining's friend from before, but it was said to be a friend, but in fact, it was because of the original body's generosity that he stuck with him. attendant.
Since "Su Yixing" came into this body, he has changed a lot. He no longer played with his old friends, but got very close to Su Yixing. The two went to and from school together. Preview and review, there is almost no room for others to intervene.
This made several of Yuanshen's friends couldn't sit still, and came over to show their kindness.
Because the original body had spent a lot of money for these friends before, Zhu Xining did not refuse the glass of juice she sent over.
"puff-"
As soon as a mouthful of juice entered his mouth, Zhu Xining spit it out immediately.
"I'm allergic to mangoes."
Zhu Xining hurriedly wiped her mouth and rinsed her mouth with mineral water.
"ah?"
The girl who delivered the juice looked confused.
"Didn't you like mango juice the most?"
When did I become allergic to mangoes?
Zhu Xining paused when she wiped her mouth, "The allergen that suddenly appeared was only discovered during the inspection some time ago."
It is not Zhu Xining who is allergic to mangoes, but "Su Yixing". It's just that she has been allergic to mangoes for more than 40 years, so she forgot that she was no longer "Su Yixing" the first time she came into contact with mangoes. ", but Zhu Xining who is not only not allergic to mangoes, but also likes mangoes very much.
After dismissing the girl, Zhu Xining met Su Yixing's probing eyes.
*****
Never doubt a woman's criminal investigation ability, especially a smart woman.
Following her own life experience, Su Yixing began to explore Zhu Xining again, the sense of disobedience surrounding Zhu Xining that she had been ignoring before.
In the past, Zhu Xining was a wealthy daughter with excellent grades. Even though she was introverted and sensitive, she also received some people's attention. The Zhu Xining described by those people was completely different from the Zhu Xining she saw.
This Zhu Xining is like another her!
Su Yixing couldn't help recalling every detail of her expression when she gave him the physical examination cards.
After learning that the dean's grandma had cancer, her first reaction seemed to be surprise. At that time, Su Yixing thought that Zhu Xining was shocked. Why did the old lady who came to the opening ceremony with a rosy face suddenly get such a serious illness? Judging from the act of presenting a physical examination card, it seems more like a surprise, why this fault was detected at this time.
She probably knew that the dean's grandma might be sick, so she gave her those physical examination cards, hoping that she could take her grandma for a physical examination and find out the problem in time. According to this logic, the time when the dean's grandma was originally diagnosed with bowel cancer Maybe later.
Su Yixing recalled that on the first day they met, Zhu Xining hugged the dean's grandmother and acted a little out of control.
She knows that she has a big brain, but now all the clues she found are telling her that Zhu Xining is not the same Zhu Xining she used to be, she knows her very well and knows a lot of things that will happen in the future.
Who is this Zhu Xining in front of me?
Su Yixing faintly had a bold guess in his heart.
*****
"who are you?"
After school, Su Yixing invited Zhu Xining to the rooftop.
Su Yixing clenched his hands tightly, Zhu Xining saw through her sternness immediately, but he was inexplicably proud of himself, no matter what time he was, he was sensitive enough.
"Zhu Xining is not allergic to mangoes. I am the one who is allergic to mangoes. Like me, you don't like green onions, **** and green peppers, but Zhu Xining, who was originally spoiled and very particular about food and clothing, will be like me, with an attitude of not wasting , eat all the food that you don’t like, you love soup and rice as much as I do, but you keep reminding me to eat less in this way, because it’s not good for the stomach..."
Without waiting for Zhu Xining to answer, Su Yixing started talking to himself.
"Is it because you know that in the future, I will suffer from stomach-related diseases due to long-term bad eating habits?"
When she spoke of me, she used the accent.
Seeing Zhu Xining's still calm expression, Su Yixing's pupils shrank, she knew that she guessed right, it was ridiculous, such an anti-scientific thing happened to her.
The future self came to her and let her know the truth. Su Yixing didn't blame the future self for letting her discover the disgusting and desperate fact early. She just felt sad. What kind of mentality did the future self have? Made this decision.
The only grandma who loves them, her love stems from the fact that she thought she was the child of the children she raised, if she knew that half of the despicable genes in her body and the owner of the half of the blood in her body made her Her daughter passed away in pain day after day, and she will no longer love her.
They were born with original sin, so what qualifications do they have to beg for others' love.
Su Yixing can guess that when she in the future learns the cruel truth one day, she should suffer as much as she does now. The decision to let her know the truth is because she wants to atone for her sins, and let herself stop resenting that man, because among the living people, he is actually the most innocent.
Not only to bear that secret, but also to bear the responsibility of supporting her as a bastard, and being resented by someone like her, the other party is too pitiful.
"Would you like to hear another story about you?"
Zhu Xining indirectly admitted his identity.
She found a suitable place to sit down, and then plainly described the life of "Su Yixing" in the original trajectory.
From discovering the truth, to trying to reverse the case but getting a slap from the man, from the first successful rape/rape case, to suicide to the victimized woman, from starting to embark on another path of public interest lawyer, to day and night The work intensity is almost self-torture, from self-loathing, to finally, finally relief.
She seemed to be telling another person's story, but such a flat tone made Su Yixing burst into tears.
"Actually, our dad loves us very much."
The father that Zhu Xining said was of course not the rapist.
Facing Shangsu Yixing's unbelievable eyes, Zhu Xining looked at the direction of the sky with a relaxed smile.
It was something she figured out after a long, long time.
"His love is a little different because he could never love us."
This statement sounds contradictory.
"So he chose to send us to the person who is willing to love us. He concealed our birth, and he had a lot of complaints. He couldn't love us, and he was afraid that in the face-to-face day and night, he would not be able to control himself. Man's hatred was transferred to us, so he chose the happiest and safest path for us."
Perhaps this kindness only comes from the other half of their blood, their faces that are very similar to their biological mothers, but in this case, not hurting is the greatest love.
Su Yixing thought of the man who would always be told by the dean's grandmother that he didn't look like a father every time he met. For this, the dean's grandmother and other elders in the orphanage showed a little more affection for her.
"We're not unloved."
Zhu Xining turned his head to look at himself and said.
"In fact, there are many people who love us. It took me decades to understand this truth. Maybe we are not born perfect and carry original sin, but since we came to this world, there are so many people who love us. , we have reasons to live up to this life, and we can work hard to make ourselves a more perfect person."
If you are not perfect, then try to be perfect. Half of the dirty blood on your body is not something they can choose when they are born, but since the worldly prejudice cannot be eliminated, then use your own actions and morals to slowly change the eyes of others. The preconceived self.
"Su Yixing" in her previous life did it. She helped many victims of sexual/violence and sexual/assault. She just forgot to love herself.
"Su Yixing" looked at himself crying so hard that he suddenly realized that his rebirth was not to prevent his grandma from dying early, not to relieve his resentment towards his father, but to let her be relieved.
*****
Su Aobai stood on the balcony smoking. During this time, he often came to visit the old lady after get off work. Because the old lady was still recovering, when the addiction to cigarettes came up, he would go to the balcony to smoke one, and then blow for a while. Erfeng, wait for the smell of smoke to dissipate before going in.
He investigated Zhu Xining who was still alive, and guessed her identity before Su Yixing.
So he did a physical examination according to the other party's wishes, and let Su Yixing know the truth early.
He hated that man, so he chose to end his life with his own hands. He didn't love Su Yixing, but he wouldn't be angry with a child who was born without any choice at all.
But if people were such rational animals, the word impulsive would not have been born.
So he doesn't love her and avoids her, but if one day she has a chance to have a better life, he won't stop her or hit her.
The appearance of Zhu Xining is precisely an opportunity for Su Yixing. In the future, after going through many experiences and understanding a lot about that self, it may lead the current self to embark on a path of liberation from himself.
"Yixing is about to leave school, if you don't want to see her, go back first, by the way, take the old duck soup I made for you."
The old lady came out of the kitchen. After several months of recuperation, she now looks no different from an ordinary old lady who can dance in the square.
"This is an old duck sent by your brother Xiaoshan for free-range breeding. Now he has built a mountain, engaged in breeding, planting fruit trees, and his small life is prosperous. You children are living well, which is a cure for me. The best medicine."
The old lady handed the thermos to Su Aobai's hand, her smile was extremely gentle and kind.
Ever since Su Yixing asked her about the past that day, the old lady always recalled the words of the old lady in the same ward.
This child doesn't look like her father at all!
Inexplicably, he began to keep recalling the love between Xiaobai and Xiaoxing back then, recalling the abnormality of Xiaoxing when they were pregnant, and recalling the scenes of their father and daughter getting along.
How could the child she raised by herself kill someone on impulse!
How could the child she raised be the man who blamed the child for his own fault?
Details that had been overlooked kept reappearing in her mind, and a terrible guess arose in the old lady's heart, a guess that she didn't dare to break through.
How hard has Xiaobai been through these years? He alone endured all the suffering, the dead were relieved, but the living were tortured forever.
"Go back, the dean's mother will cook your favorite braised wing tips in a few days."
Since the child is hiding it from him, she will pretend not to know it all her life. Every time the truth is revealed, it will increase the damage.
"good."
This was the first time that the old lady didn't force him to develop a relationship with Su Yixing. Su Aobai's chest felt a little stuffy. No matter how many words he said, they would only turn into a simple good word in the end.
*****
When he returned to the dormitory with the old duck soup, the long-lost system prompt sounded.
The garbled characters after the original favorability returned to normal, and the value soared from the original single digits to the score line enough to pass this mission.
At the same time, a special reward was also given.
Su Aobai felt dizzy for a while, and when he opened his eyes again, the surrounding scenes made him feel both familiar and strange.
"Order a large portion of popcorn, it's a good deal."
"You can't finish it, so order a medium portion."
"It's only one yuan short, how stingy, I'll go out with this money."
In the movie theater, a young couple is arguing.
Su Aobai stared blankly at everything around him, then raised his hand, and slapped himself hard.
It hurts, it's not a dream!
He spread his legs and ran in the direction of Jixing School, running faster and faster, even the burning pain in his lungs could not stop his leaping steps.
Su Aobai used his consciousness to communicate with the system, whether he could bring the original body back.
The system only answered him one sentence, no need, they are all the same, Su Aobai didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but at this time, he didn't have enough energy to distract himself to understand this sentence.
Finally, he saw a familiar girl walking towards her from a distance, followed by a drunken and sneaky man.
"Didn't you agree to wait for me at the gate of the cinema? How did you run so fast?"
Ji Xing was hugged tightly by him. In front of so many passers-by, he was sweet and shy at the same time. He struggled a little bit, and then let him hold him.
But the little girl still remembered to bury her head in his chest, as long as others couldn't see her face, she would never have to be laughed at.
Su Aobai hugged her tightly, like holding a lost and found treasure.
"I just miss you and want to see you soon."
Because the other party couldn't see his expression at the moment, his tears could flow down unscrupulously.
As for the man who was following the little girl just now, he had already stopped in his tracks because of Su Aobai's appearance. The young man's eyes made him terrified, and the slight drunkenness instantly turned into sweat from his body, and he took two steps back. , turned around and ran away.
Su Aobai held the blushing monkey's buttocks, let him hold hands, and walked the little girl who was walking beside him shyly towards the cinema. Halfway through, she turned her head to look at the direction the man left, and then found an excuse to leave for a while Son, make a phone call.
The next day, local news reported that a drunk man was following a girl with the intention of assaulting her. Fortunately, enthusiastic people reported it, and the police arrived in time, and finally subdued the man before he committed the crime.
Without Ji Xing, there might be another victim.
Su Aobai didn't want the tragedy that happened to them to happen again to another person.
"Have you made it clear to your foreman?"
Ji Xing watched Su Aobai approaching from not far away, and asked worriedly.
"Um."
Su Aobai smiled and nodded.
"Let me tell you, I watched this movie before my tablemate, she said..."
The little girl took the initiative to hold his hand, smiled and talked about the interesting things that happened at school during the day, her face was full of anticipation for today's movie.
"I'll buy you the largest bucket of popcorn later."
After she finished rambling, Su Aobai spoke.
"No, it's too wasteful."
The little girl said angrily.
"But I want to buy it for you."
"Then buy the smallest bucket."
"No, I want the best for you."
The dialogue between the two is getting farther and farther away, and their future is still very, very long.
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