"Yi Xing..."
Dean Ji didn't expect that when they talked just now, Su Yixing was outside the door, so wouldn't this child hear their conversation?
The father and daughter had a estrangement because they hadn't seen each other for nine years, and if Yi Xing heard what he said just now, the child might not be able to accept him as a father.
Dean Ji was angry and impatient, wishing to arrest Su Aobai and scold him again, did he really not want his children to recognize him?
"Why doesn't your kid go to school?"
She glanced at the time on her watch, it was clearly not yet the end of school.
"The school has a sports meet these two days."
So school is over early.
Su Yixing's mood was very low, but facing the dean's grandmother who looked at her distressedly, she still reluctantly raised the corners of her mouth, showing that she didn't care at all.
"I'm not sad. It's enough for me to have the dean's grandma. He doesn't want me, and I don't want him either."
Smiling and laughing, the tears still couldn't help streaming down.
Although Su Yixing never took the initiative to mention this father, and even complained about this father countless times because people around her laughed at her as the daughter of a murderer, but as a child, how could she not have the slightest attachment to her parents?
Although she has never met her parents, the dean's grandma will occasionally tell stories about her parents, how much they loved each other, how smart and kind-hearted her mother was, and how much her father loved her. Mom, how much I love her.
In the narration of the dean’s grandmother, her father worked on the construction site during the day, and washed her diapers and breastfeeding her when he came home at night. He was so tired in the daytime, and he was woken up countless times by her crying in the middle of the night. Still patiently coaxing her to sleep, and then the next day, with a pair of dark circles under her eyes, she continued to work on the construction site.
Because she is a child of her mother, her father loves her, and together with the love for her mother, double compensate her.
When she was sad because of the discrimination of the people around her, the dean's grandmother would also comfort her and say that her father did do something wrong on the spur of the moment, and that going to jail is the punishment for his mistakes. His father must also regret it in prison, regretting himself He made a mistake and caused their father and daughter not to see each other for so many years. When he gets out of prison, he will definitely repent and love her even more.
But the reality is that her father doesn't love her at all, and even hates her.
Seeing her crying so sadly, the old lady's heart was broken.
"Your dad, your dad..."
Dean Ji racked her brains to think of a suitable reason. She wanted to say that when she was a baby, her father really loved her.
But thinking about it carefully, when the child was just born, Xiaobai seemed unable to accept her, and kept guarding in front of Ji Xing's cemetery. She couldn't stand it anymore, and carried the child in front of him, stuffed it into his arms, This made him face up to this child for the first time, and named her Yi Xing.
Because of this name, Dean Ji felt that Xiaobai loved this child.
"He just hasn't seen you for too long."
That's right, it must be like this, Dean Ji still can't believe that he has no affection for this child.
It may be that nine years have made them strangers. At this time, Dean Ji regretted that he could not accept the fact that he killed impulsively. In nine years, he never took his children to visit him in prison.
Perhaps, it was her who was wrong.
"Blame me, blame me for not taking you to see him all these years, maybe he thought we didn't want him first."
The old lady kept blaming herself.
She was also on fire before, blaming that child for not knowing restraint, allowing Ji Xing to conceive a child at a young age, and finally losing her life because of this child, blaming him for knowing that he had a child to take care of, but still unable to control it Hold your temper and kill people.
That's why she was so cruel. During the time he was in prison, she never visited him. She hoped that he could understand his mistake.
But when I saw that child again after nine years, I saw that he had aged so much all of a sudden. He was still in his prime, and he looked more lifeless than her, an old lady with half a foot in the coffin.
Coupled with the long-lost mother Ji, her heart softened, and she felt regretful.
If during the years when he was in prison, he often took his children to visit him, would it make him realize that someone outside has always been caring about him, waiting for him to be released from prison, so that he still has expectations for life?
If during the few years he was in prison, I often took the child to visit, would it make him and the child a little more familiar, and watch the child grow up little by little, and he will look more and more like Ji Xing back then? , transfer his love for Ji Xing to this child?
Dean Ji felt that it was she, Ji's incompetent mother, who increased the gap and strangeness between their father and daughter.
"I don't want him anymore, I don't want him anymore."
Su Yixing couldn't listen to these pale reasons at all, she just kept wiping away her tears, repeating that she didn't want that father either.
Seeing the attitude of the father and daughter, Dean Ji suddenly felt physically and mentally exhausted.
*****
"…noob?"
That day when Su Aobai was unloading the bricks from the truck, a fat middle-aged man wearing a helmet suddenly walked up to him and called out tentatively.
Su Aobai looked at him upon hearing the sound.
"It's really you, you got out of prison?"
After seeing his face clearly, the man exclaimed, and the people around him also turned their heads to look at him because of this sentence.
The person who spoke seemed to realize his recklessness, and smiled awkwardly.
"Well, there will be a chance to have dinner together in the future."
He raised his hand, intending to pat Su Aobai's shoulder, but hesitated a little, and finally raised his hand and waved it twice in midair, as a greeting.
At this time, Su Aobai also recognized this man. He was a former worker of the original body when he was working on the construction site. Judging from the other person's appearance, he seemed to have been promoted from a small worker to a contractor.
But now this site has been divided among several contractors by the real estate agency, and another small boss hired Su Aobai.
When applying for the job, he confessed his criminal record with the small contractor. Although the other party hired him because of the shortage of manpower, he also suppressed his salary. For the same job, other workers can get 450 yuan a day. Ten yuan, Su Aobai got three hundred, whether he likes to do it or not.
In fact, even if he didn't say anything, any unit with a more formal labor contract can go to the Public Security Bureau to check the criminal records, and they will know that he was sentenced to 12 years in prison for murder.
According to the law, only those who committed the crime under the age of 18 and sentenced to less than five years in prison, the relevant units need to seal up the criminal record.
Although the original body was under 18 years old when he committed the crime, his sentence has already exceeded five years.
It was the crime of intentional homicide, and the sentence was only 12 years. It was because he had surrendered himself. Of course, he was over 16 years old when he committed the crime, but he was under 18 years old. .
No matter what the reason was for the contractor, he didn't tell the public about his affairs anyway, so when he was at work during this period, many workers invited him to buy lunch together.
After being recognized by that man today, Su Aobai understood that his peaceful life might be coming to an end.
Sure enough, after the other party walked a little farther, he was immediately surrounded by several curious workers who asked him about Su Aobai's previous imprisonment.
Petty theft is fine, the worst thing is to keep your wallet tighter, but murderer, who wouldn't be afraid?
It is human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. After learning that Su Aobai stabbed another person to death because of a small quarrel on the road, the other workers were frightened.
There are many tools for killing people on the construction site. Any steel bar or brick can be used as a weapon to kill people.
No, such a terrible person cannot be allowed to stay on the construction site!
Within a few hours, the news that there was a murderer who had just been released from prison in the construction site spread everywhere. Many people even said that they had a nose and eyes, as if they saw Su Aobai murdering someone nearby.
There were also many complaints from the contractor. They felt that it was not safe to work with Su Aobai. If the contractor didn't drive him away, they would have to find another place to work.
Sure enough, after receiving the wages for the day, Su Aobai was left to talk by the contractor. He was not the kind of person who was sloppy. Before the contractor spoke, he offered to leave the work team. He was so decisive that the contractor On the contrary, I feel a little embarrassed.
Based on his observations these past few days, Su Aobai really doesn't look like the kind of vicious person who works honestly every day, and he is not like some old fried dough sticks who think of ways to be lazy. The most important thing is that his wages are still low. , The price/performance ratio is too high.
The contractor thought that he might have been young and vigorous when he killed the man. If he was really a vicious person, he might not have turned himself in after the murder. Now that he is in prison and has paid the price for the murder, the nine years of imprisonment should have given him a long memory.
He also understands the worries of the workers, but he can't kill them all. If he is not given the opportunity to make money, isn't this driving people to a dead end? He may have known that he was wrong and wanted to repent, because these things will happen again. Is this right or wrong?
The contractor didn't deduct his wages, thinking of the part of his wages deducted by himself this week when he went to work, he hesitated to add two hundred yuan to him.
"Hey, it's hard for me too."
He sighed with emotion, and Su Aobai twitched the corners of his mouth, but he didn't refuse the two hundred yuan, which was what he deserved for his hard work.
"I understand."
Su Aobai put the several hundred dollars in his pocket and ended the employment relationship calmly.
He can indeed understand the practices of the contractors and fellow workers. Before that, he also felt that it was natural for criminals and even their families to be discriminated against, because this is also one of the costs of crime.
But when things happen to me, all kinds of feelings still come to my heart.
Maybe it’s because the **** decides the head. From different positions, the way of thinking about the problem is naturally different. Let’s not talk about it, how many people can really kill relatives righteously?
Not to mention how Su Aobai knew in his heart that the so-called intentional murder of the original body...
Su Aobai laughed at himself, maybe he is still one of the thousands of ordinary people, and he can't get rid of the ordinary in his thinking. He admits that the feeling of being discriminated against is really uncomfortable, but he deserves it, so what? , endure it.
His attitude was too good, and he was not noisy, which made the usually stingy and stingy contractor even more embarrassed. After he walked a certain distance, the contractor suddenly stopped him.
"Do you know how to fix cars?"
A few days ago, an excavator broke down at the construction site, and the master who drove the excavator failed to fix it after a long time of tinkering. It was Su Aobai who said a few words in the ear of the master when he passed by. , The problem on the engine of the excavator was found out by the master. The contractor just saw this scene, but he didn't think much about it at that time.
Now it's just a fluke to ask.
"Yes, but no certificate."
Su Aobai nodded. With so many lifetimes of memories, he is proficient in all kinds of martial arts, let alone repairing cars. If you ask him about postpartum care of sows, he also knows a thing or two.
Don’t ask why, it’s because in one life he was the eldest son of an animal husbandry group and was assigned to the grassroots level by his father. At that time, the price of pork soared, so he volunteered to go to the front line of raising pigs. Unfortunately, the price of pork fell sharply later. The company made a wrong decision at that time and invested most of the funds in pig farming. The sharp drop in the price of pork led to a sharp drop in the company's stock price, which also gave the man of destiny in that world the best opportunity to attack him.
Poor him, a generation of big pig farmers, went bankrupt.
"Well, let me recommend a job to you. I have a friend who is engaged in car maintenance. You can go to him and try."
The contractor tore a piece of paper and wrote a phone call on it.
That friend of his owns a kind of private maintenance yard, which does a lot of work, but not enough manpower, because his workshop is a bit out of the way, commuting to and from get off work is too troublesome, and there is nowhere to find jobs for those who are truly skilled.
Moreover, his friend is as stingy as he is, and he is not willing to pay too high a salary. If Su Aobai is really skilled and doesn't talk too much about salary, his friend is really willing to accept him.
Su Aobai accepted the note with the phone number on it, and he was going to give it a try.
With a criminal record, especially a criminal record like murder, it is really difficult to find a job. In this life, Su Aobai doesn't want to bother.
As for the task of cultivating a relationship with the child, he doesn't want to take the initiative to do it. He can do as much as the system likes. Anyway, he has earned a few more lives.
Now that I think about it, life is really boring.
Because he is no longer working on the construction site, Su Aobai can no longer live in the temporary dormitory on the construction site, of course.
It is said to be a dormitory, but in fact it is some shacks made of colored steel. It is not good at keeping warm overnight. When it is hot, it is like a steamer. The accommodation environment is very poor. If I choose to rent a normal house near the construction site with a single worker, it will not cost me much on average.
But Su Aobai's wallet is cleaner than his face, so he can only stay here for a few days.
He didn't have much luggage either, so he put all the bits and pieces in a plastic bag and he was done packing. Su Aobai looked at all the belongings in his hands, plus the dusty clothes and shoes on his body, this might be the worst mess in his life. It's about time.
He worked a total of eight days on the construction site, with 300 yuan a day, plus the extra 200 yuan from the contractor today and the remaining 100 yuan from the previous prison guards, the total is more than 2,700 yuan.
When I went to the orphanage a few days ago, I gave Ji's mother 500 yuan. In the past eight days, I ate more than 100 yuan. In addition, I spent 450 yuan to buy a second-hand mobile phone with a phone card and recharged 50 yuan. , there is a total of more than 1,560 yuan left.
According to the common rental rules in the market today, the money is not enough for him to find a place to stay.
So as soon as he left the construction site, he dialed the phone number given by the contractor and explained his introducer and some of his situation. There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, probably weighing in his heart whether he should call someone who had just been released from prison. murderer.
"Let's take a look at your skills first."
After a while, such a sentence popped up on the other end of the phone, and then reported the address of his auto repair shop again.
Su Aobai didn't delay, checked the bus route and passed.
His skills are indeed excellent, not only can he repair some large trucks, he can also repair some high-end models, and he can find out many problems that would take a certain amount of time for a master craftsman to find out.
The owner of the auto repair shop is like a treasure, but because he has a criminal record, the boss still suppressed the basic salary, but he did not suppress the commission for every car repaired, because the more cars Su Aobai repaired , the more land he earns, the commission is used to encourage him to do things, and the boss will still settle the account.
There are not many maintenance workers there, the boss didn't hide it, and directly recruited all the maintenance workers to explain Su Aobai's matter clearly. At first, some people did show unhappy expressions, but after Su Aobai expressed their If there is a problem with maintenance, he can help to solve it. When teaching, the dissatisfaction is also put away.
Judging from the previous interviews, Su Aobai's car repair skills are indeed better than theirs, who wouldn't want a free teacher.
In this way, Su Aobai has settled down completely. The auto repair factory provides staff dormitories and lunch. Calculated, his expenses are less than when working on the construction site, and because of his high maintenance skills, every day A lot of broken down vehicles can be repaired, and the commission plus basic salary can earn more land than working on the construction site.
A month later, Dean Ji was shocked when he saw the 15,000 yuan in front of her.
In the first few months, Su Aobai planned to give more, because Su Yixing was not considered an orphan in the true sense. I am afraid that in the previous nine years, the dean had been subsidized to support him.
Part of this money is to compensate the dean's mother.
In this world, if there is one person he feels indebted to, it may be the old lady in front of him who has dedicated her whole life to the children in the orphanage.
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