Chapter 78 (2)
Chapter 74 (2)
Jiang Xiaosi stumbled after him, lost his mind and fell so many times, his face was pale, but he gritted his teeth and did not shed a single tear.
This is what she promised him yesterday, and it is what she will have to face in the future.
Shen Mo and Yan Lan's dates gradually became more frequent, and other teachers at T University laughed and said that Shen Mo's good things were about to happen.
The communication between Jiang Xiaosi and him became less and less. After Shen Mo returned home, he almost stopped talking to her. Jiang Xiaosi didn't dare to send text messages to disturb him. Just squatting silently in the corner of the bed, watching his figure coming and going in the room.
She watched Yan Lan chatting with Shen Mo, held hands with him, hugged him, kissed him, and gave him care and warmth that she couldn't give herself.
Yes, Shen Mo is just an ordinary person, what he needs is a competent wife, not a ghost like a child. Many years ago, Jiang Xiaosi vaguely guessed that this day would come. She has no right to stop it, she can only force herself to accept it. Before Shen Mo broke up with her, she could still cry and seduce, but now he can't see what she does.
On Christmas Eve, Shen Mo also went out to eat with Yan Lan. Recently, Shen Mo seldom eats with her anymore. The restaurant is full of people, everywhere is full. Jiang Xiaosi had no place to sit and could only stand aside, he had to be careful to avoid the children, and he had to be careful not to knock over the plate of the waiter. Shen Mo and Yan Lan's sweet looks, and the whole restaurant's harmonious atmosphere made her so sad that she couldn't bear it. After estimating the distance, she would rather go out and wait for them, but she didn't expect them to talk for so long. She stood in the snow for more than four hours.
She is no longer a zombie, and she can't stand the cold. Her hands and feet are numb from the cold, and she keeps standing against the wall, because she is afraid that she will never be able to get up again if she squats down. Seeing Shen Mo and the others come out, Yan Lan wrapped a long scarf around her and Shen Mo's necks, and they were holding hands together, Yan Lan's hands were in the pockets of his windbreaker.
Jiang Xiaosi knew how warm the bag was, immersed in the memories, and his hands seemed to have regained a little feeling. Shen Mo and the others walked too fast, and she moved her stiff legs slowly, unable to keep up with their speed.
The distance exceeded ten meters, and her uncomfortable stomach was overwhelmed, and she vomited violently. The body followed their direction uncontrollably.
Xiao Pang was holding his mother's hand and skating, and suddenly shouted in surprise: "Mom, look, mom, is that uncle? Hey, he is not the sister who gave me Pleasant Goat by his side."
The woman next to him laughed and hugged him: "Little Fatty, you still remember after so long. Well, it is indeed that handsome uncle, and my mother also remembers it...Maybe he broke up with Miss Sister."
"Why did you break up?"
"If you don't like it, divide it. You will know when you grow up."
"Ah! Mom, look quickly, there are footprints on the ground without anyone!"
"Really, it's gone wrong, Xiaopang, don't look at it, let's go."
Xiaopang turned his head frequently, he really wanted to see that young lady again.
When Shen Mo got home, he felt that something was wrong. He walked around the house, called Jiang Xiaosi a few times but didn't respond, and didn't hear the ringtone when he called.
"Damn it!" He hurriedly opened the door, and a gust of cold air rushed towards him. He reflexively opened his arms to hug Jiang Xiaosi, but it was all in vain.
"I'll go find Jiang Liu!" Shen Mo immediately realized something was wrong, but he didn't know what happened.
SMS rings.
—Don’t call me dad, I’m fine, I just forgot to take the invisibility talisman and got scratched by a car by accident, please take the gauze for me.
Shen Mo was silent for two seconds, and called A Wei and A Yin to come out to help.
"Is she all right?"
A Yin shook her head: "It's okay, just bandage the wound and it will be fine." Seeing Jiang Xiaosi waving at her, A Yin had no choice but to let go of all her embarrassment in one sentence.
Shen Mo stared expressionlessly at the place Jiang Xiaosi was leaning against, at that moment Jiang Xiaosi almost really thought that Shen Mo saw her. However, the next moment, Shen Mo grabbed the precious antique vase next to him and slammed it against the wall.
The three people present were all frightened by his terrifying aura that hadn't burst out for many years.
Shen Mo pushed the door aggressively, he hated the current situation, hated his own powerlessness, not to mention that he couldn't protect her at all, he didn't even know what happened to her right beside him. Is it really going to be like this forever?
The next day when Shen Mo got up, there was a big "MerryChristmas" written with lipstick on the mirror in the bathroom, and there was a smiling face. Shen Mo punched it, and Jiang Xiaosi, who was lying on the bed outside, trembled in fright.
Seeing that Shen Mo's hands were still dripping with blood, and the wound was not bandaged, he went outside, then brought in a small bottle of green liquid and a bottle of tomato juice and put them on the table, then went out and closed the door forcefully, and started Anti-lock.
Jiang Xiaosi was so frightened that he knew what he was going to do immediately. He rushed down from the bed, beat the door hard, and tried to open it with magic. But Shen Mo directly set up an enchantment outside, and she was trapped inside and couldn't get out.
"Shen Mo! Open the door!" Jiang Xiaosi kicked desperately.
"Drink the refreshing water." Shen Mo said coldly, and then left the house.
The distance was getting farther and farther, Jiang Xiaosi rolled around on the ground in pain, and all the bandaged wounds burst open. She finally knew what it was like for Sun Wukong to be chanted with a magic spell. But the refreshing water, she wouldn't even drink it to death!
Shen Mo came back late at night, and saw that the house was in a mess, smashed and torn objects, and books were thrown everywhere. But that bottle of green refreshing water was still lying in the corner.
Jiang Xiaosi, why do you have to be so stubborn! Why never give up? If only I could have given up on myself sooner...
Summon Awei and Ayin again. A Yin looked at Jiang Xiaosi who was dying on the ground, and couldn't help saying angrily: "Master, you are too much!"
Shen Mo clenched his fists, his body couldn't help shaking. too much? He has even more excessive!
She didn't wake up until the evening of the next day. Jiang Xiaosi didn't feel uncomfortable, knowing that Shen Mo was always with her within ten meters of her surroundings.
—Sorry, don't push me anymore.
Jiang Xiaosi didn't know why he picked it up, and then heard the doorbell.
"It's rare that you finally let me come to your house. The decoration is quite antique, and there is nothing invisible. I thought you didn't let me come because it was messy. I can help you clean up."
Yan Lan felt that Shen Mo was very strange today, the overwhelming momentum made her a little breathless.
"Ah, there are so many rare flowers growing in the courtyard! Can I come to sketch occasionally in the future?" Yan Lan looked out of the window in surprise.
"Do you know what it means to come to my house? Are you mentally prepared?"
Shen Mo suddenly hugged her, passionate kisses fell like raindrops. Yan Lan was stunned, Shen Mo had never taken the initiative to her before, what happened today?
The gradually deepening kiss was too ecstasy, her feet were weak, but Shen Mo dragged her upstairs, pushed open the door of a bedroom, and directly pushed her down on the bed.
Jiang Xiaosi turned sideways, watching them pass by him, Yan Lan's blushing face seemed to be covered with the most beautiful rouge in the world, she was pulled by Shen Mo with one hand, and waved the other hand behind her, like a Flying butterflies.
Then the door of the bedroom where Shen Kodan used to live, slammed shut in front of her.
Jiang Xiaosi slowly sat on the floor leaning against the wall, hugging her legs tightly, she felt so cold, so cold, her bones seemed to be filled with ice rather than bone marrow.
She knew that Shen Mo did it on purpose for her to see, he was always like this, if he decided on one thing, he would try his best to make himself give up.
Gradually, a woman's moans and a man's suppressed panting came from inside. Jiang Xiaosi just sat there blankly, as if going back to the time when he and Shen Mo were watching a movie in the IMAX hall, spinning, spinning, the whole world was spinning. She felt sick. The heart that was cut away seemed to be put into a meat grinder and turned into a meat sauce. The pain was so painful that she couldn't shed tears. The brain was hollowed out and put into two lumps of elm wood.
Time seems to have stopped, and another century has passed. Jiang Xiaosi didn't know when the door opened, nor did he know why Yan Lan left. Shen Mo only wore a bath towel around his body, went to the kitchen and poured himself two glasses of water, and drank it all in one go.
Smelling that fragrance, he knew that Jiang Xiaosi was by his side. I also know that I have done the most despicable and unforgivable thing in the world.
—Why?
There is such a sentence carved on the wall with nails.
Shen Mo turned around and smashed the glass on the ground. A Wei and A Yin felt the violent turmoil, and they all flew out without calling.
"Why don't you understand? I'm a man! I don't want to spend my life with my wife surrounded by other women! So you understand?"
Jiang Xiaosi held back his tears and engraved every word.
-I see. I won't hinder you anymore, don't you just want me to drink refreshing water, I will!
With trembling hands, Shen Mo said coldly, "Ah Wei, give her some refreshing water."
"Owner…"
"I said give it to her!" The furious voice almost toppled the roof.
Ah Wei handed the refreshing water to Jiang Xiaosi.
Jiang Xiaosi smiled wretchedly, his nails were so **** the wall that bleeding was already carved.
—I drink, Shen Mo, from now on, don't force yourself to do things you don't like.
She knew that Shen Mo and Yan Lan were only together to make her give up. She knew that he was doing it for her own good. She knew that he had always loved her. She didn't want Shen Mo to do things that she didn't like, to date and have **** with women she didn't like in order to drive her away. However, she didn't want to leave him either. That being the case, she would rather really be a piece of air beside him.
Jiang Xiaosi sprinkled the refreshing water on his clothes, then threw the empty bottle on the ground. Gently shook his head towards A Wei and A Yin.
Shen Mo looked at the last line of words on the wall and his heart ached.
"Did she drink?"
Ah Wei was stunned by the series of events that happened, and was speechless for a moment. Ah Yin quickly understood Jiang Xiaosi's intentions.
"After drinking, Miss Xiao Si passed out."
"Send her back to Tuo Guxiang, Jiang Liu knows what to do. Hurry up..."
Ayin nodded, pretended to pick up a person, and flew out of the window.
Jiang Xiaosi thanked her with a trembling voice, and asked her to bring some more medicine from Tuoguxiang.
Shen Mo staggered into the bedroom, lay on Jiang Xiaosi's bed and fell asleep in a daze. At this moment, he hugged Jiang Xiaosi's pillow and curled up like a child.
Just now, he and Yan Lan had no relationship, they were just acting. However, he never hated himself and felt disgusted. He didn't understand, could it be that if he wanted to be nice to a person, he could only use such a cruel method to hurt the other person's heart again and again? Jiang Xiaosi finally forgot about him. From now on, not only will he not be able to see her, but he will no longer have any relationship with her. Then why do you still live?
Jiang Xiaosi sat in front of the bed and looked at him quietly. She believed that with her current ability, she could hide from Shen Mo's side and not let him find out, but she needed medicine to cover up her smell.
From now on, she will still follow him as usual, although, he will no longer know her existence, and will no longer talk to her.
"Don't be afraid, Shen Mo, I won't leave you. I will be your shadow, stay with you forever, grow old together, die together..."
Jiang Xiaosi was crying, leaned down, and kissed his lips lightly. In her sleep, Shen Mo really felt the softness like a cloud.
However, in the end, God would not even give them such company.
(end of this chapter)