Chapter 1199 1199: Yes, I am narcissistic [please vote]
Tan Ting: […]
He has grown up, and this is the first time in his memory that someone has told him for sure that he has always been normal and perfect!
It’s not his fault that he is different, it’s the “public” that is wrong.
At a certain moment, Tan Ting’s heart was slightly wrinkled.
Those eyes were also like ice and snow in spring, bits and pieces melting into a pool of spring water. He heard himself say: "Shen Jun, there are few like-minded people in the world." What should I do if I can't find it everywhere and my heart is in a state of confusion? 】
Shen Tang did not pay attention to his emotional changes, but said cheerfully: "What should I do?" This is simple. In my opinion, everything in this world can be summarized in two sentences - a sudden wind blows up a pool of spring water? What do you want me to do? What do you want me to do? 】
【The word gregarious is inherently flawed. 】
【Why is it normal to be gregarious? 】
【Mediocre talents need to be gregarious. 】
【When you firmly believe that you are normal, then you look up at the men and women in this world, and every one of them is incomplete. 】 Shen Tang didn’t know how many years Tan Ting had been struggling with inner problems. As an outsider and bystander, she felt quite relaxed when she stood up and talked without pain. 】
Having a firm mind can naturally wait for those who share the same ideals, rather than hoping to work side by side with those who have the same ideals and draw the strength of a firm mind.
【Self? The ordinary people cannot see it. 】
Tan Ting shook his head slightly.
He thought that after cultivating his mind over the years, his state of mind was neither strong nor weak. I have not avoided this weird body for many years, and I was even able to mention it calmly to Shen Tang when I met him for the first time. Unexpectedly, after talking to Shen Tang, he found that his heart was shaking and he was more confused than before.
Shen Tang said: [It must be spring silkworm. 】
Tan Ting raised his eyes in confusion: [Spring Silkworm? 】
Shen Tang looks calm and confident on the surface, but in fact he is in a panic and wants to scratch his face. He is secretly annoyed that his bad mouth has not closed the door - if he says a few words, Tan Ting will not be confused again.
The focus of literary scholars lies in "heart".
A trapped state of mind and dusty thoughts are, as the saying goes, just a dead end. It’s good to be able to think about it on your own, but if you can’t think about it, it will even lead to stagnant cultivation, then it’s a big sin. The ball of yarn that Shen Tang messed up by herself should be untied by her own hands.
Shen Tang organized the language and considered it carefully.
【Spring silkworms make cocoons, entangled and bound themselves. 】
Tan Ting’s eyes gradually turned dark: [Trapped in a cocoon? 】
Shen Tang asked Tan Ting: "How come you are not trapped in a cocoon?" You were born like this. In your eyes, everyone in the world is half less, and in the eyes of the world, you are half more. But is it possible that there are no shortage of people in the world, and there is no shortage of you? In fact, you are all complete existences, just like the mountains, rivers, sun and moon, spring, summer, autumn and winter, you are the most sparse existences. Since it is normal, why resist? 】
Judging from Qi Shan’s description, Tan Ting has always been physically restrained. He believes in his heart that he should be a woman and deeply hates masculine characteristics. However, the world believes that he is a man because he has masculine characteristics and denies the female part. Tan Ting is resisting male existence, but at the same time, because the world recognizes his male existence, he is able to practice. In troubled times, he needs this power to protect himself and even do more. His pursuit of the female part is denied by the world, while he resists the male part yet needs it...
The two are too contradictory and irreconcilable.
This kind of entanglement and resistance is not the spring silkworm spinning silk?
Tan Ting has cultivated his mind for many years and seems to have confessed his true self in front of Shen Tang. In fact, all his words deny the male part that has always existed in him. How can you see your true self if you resist yourself? Therefore, he is a spring silkworm.
A spring silkworm that has been spinning silk for many years and is trapped in a cocoon.
Tan Ting raised his hand and looked at the palm of his hand, with many struggles appearing in his eyes.
【Shen Jun, but—】
【Nothing but! ] Shen Tang usually looks easy-going, but he is domineering and domineering at heart. [Literary scholar does not even dare to identify himself, which is cowardly. Doesn't Mengyuan feel that he is too contradictory? When you believe that your body has more masculine characteristics than it should, it means that you believe that you are a heretic in your heart. Since you are a heretic, how can you find people who share the same path? Resisting it, but still needing it, how can we not bother ourselves and fetter ourselves? What did Tangun think? 】
Yuan Liang told me before that your practice was spent bathing in the open air. Heaven and earth are natural, yin and yang are natural, everything is natural, and you are also one of nature. So, there is neither more nor less. 】
The male is He, the female is She, and He is also He.
Tan Ting raised his head and covered his forehead to endure the turmoil in his heart.
【If Mr. Shen were a commoner, would he think so? 】
Shen Tang thought about it seriously.
【There is no real empathy in this world, but if I were you, I probably wouldn't be bothered by this problem. I am the sky, I am the earth, I am all living things, I am me. Who would resist themselves? If you don't even like yourself and don't acknowledge yourself, how lonely will this life be? Shouldn’t the first person you are looking for have the same ideals be yourself? 】
Tan Ting seemed to hear something break slightly.
It seemed like a gust of wind came from somewhere, drifting to the depths of my heart, reaching the dark corners that no one had cared about before.
He raised his hand to cover his chest and was stunned for a long time.
Looking at him like this, Shen Tang thought about whether he should try another way of talking. After all, he was a friend who was personally stamped by Qi Yuanliang. It would be hard to explain if he was deceived by him.
Tan Ting said: [Does Mr. Shen also like me so much? 】
Shen Tang: [Are you asking me if I am narcissistic? 】
Isn’t this nonsense?
If a person is not narcissistic, why should he be in love?
Look at her face, which is popular in the royal capital, and the empire she has built over the past ten years. She has money, a car, a house, and a sense of career! Let me ask you with your conscience, with so many attributes superimposed on one person, it still cannot impress people? Not enough to fascinate thousands of people?
Shen Tang doesn’t believe it!
She nodded firmly and admitted: "Yes, I am very narcissistic." 】
Narcissism has kept her mental state stable for decades!
Tan Ting tightly closed her eyes filled with spring water, and the turmoil that had been accumulated in her chest for many years seemed to be completely vented at this moment. When he opened his eyes again, Tan Ting bowed deeply to Shen Tang: "Thanks to Mr. Shen for reminding me, the common people have become enlightened and may need to retreat for several months." Can worldly matters wait until you are released from seclusion? 】
The popular translation means that he cannot go to work yet. He has to go to study for a few months and then start working after the study is over.
Shen Tang asked: [Retreat? 】
Tan Ting said seriously: [Learn how to be narcissistic. 】
Shen Tang almost choked on his own saliva.
Let’s put aside how ridiculous this statement is. Do we still need to learn how to be narcissistic?
Shouldn’t narcissism be innate?
Do you need a reason to love yourself?
Need to learn?
Qishan in the side hall could not help but hold his forehead. Tan Mengyuan was taken into the ditch by his master! However, no matter how strange this ditch is, it is still wider than the small puddle Tan Ting squatted in before, so it is not a bad thing after all. At the same time, I felt a little relieved.
Given Tan Mengyuan’s character, he should be less obsessed with himself.
At least, maybe, should...
You won’t always want to sterilize him...right?
Qi Shan has no confidence in this.
Tan Ting still needs to be careful. He has to take turns standing guard with both eyes at night, and he must not drink at all on weekdays. He must not give this guy any chance! Pray for good things and do enough psychological construction secretly.
Tan Ting said he was in seclusion, but in fact he was still wandering around outside.
Since he has no place to live, he can only go to his friends to pray for good.
Those who prayed for kindness were numb: [...No, why? 】
Tan Ting lowered his eyes and said, "You can transform into a woman, but others can't." Qi Yuanliang, you don’t want me to stay with other colleagues of yours? It doesn’t matter whether your colleague is a man or a woman. 】
The corners of Qishan's mouth twitched slightly.
Tan Ting smiled lightly, and one smile was enough to shake the color of heaven and earth.
Qishan doesn’t do this at all: [Is it convenient for me? 】
Qishan put one hand on the hilt of the sword, with a dark face, and the scene of sterilization surgery was already playing in his mind: [Dakang is a country with a border that spans the entire northwest. There are many places for you to live. I can place you wherever you want. , it doesn’t have to be under one roof! 】
Tan Ting's eyes are full of waves, his crescent eyebrows and starry eyes are looking forward to the flowing light.
【Dharma protectors are also needed in critical moments. 】 He sighed softly. He always thought that he had cultivated his mind to perfection. The reason why he has not made a breakthrough in his realm was because he lacked some opportunities for enlightenment. After talking with Jun Shen today, he realized that he was on the wrong path. "The sea is open to all rivers, and tolerance is great." ]He should have realized this long ago.
So many years have been wasted.
Tan Ting looked at Qi Shan with a bit of resentment in his eyes. Qi Shan's scalp was numb when he looked at him, and he wanted to run away with his sword.
【What do you blame me for? 】
【If you hadn't run away back then, I might have been able to realize this level. Before Mr. Shen, you were the most unruly person towards men and women that I have ever seen in my life. 】 Tan Ting’s words are quite unreasonable, but his personality is such that Qishan is not willing to argue with him.
Qishan said: "If I don't run, I will be disabled." 】
These friends of his are all sick.
Everyone wants to take advantage of his illness to kill him, and they want to get a few parts without even taking his life. In comparison, enemies can bring more warmth. Thinking of this, Qi Shan felt that it was not easy after so many years.
Tan Ting sighed: "I just want people who share the same path." 】
A fellow traveler who understands him.
However, now I am not alone.
Pray for good deeds: […]
At that time, he wanted to suggest that Tan Ting have his brain checked, but he did not expect that Tan Ting's long-standing illness would be cured by his master.
Who would want to castrate someone when making friends/chasing a partner?
Looking at Qi Yuanliang, who was as alert as a raccoon slave, Tan Ting smiled sarcastically and waved to him, gesturing for him to come closer. Qishan refused to do as he was told, but the cat that came to the house for food complied and rolled around in enjoyment: "Don't be so nervous. The attachment you had back then was the same as before. Times have changed. You Qi Yuanliang has changed. How can I stand still?" Are you hesitating where you are? 】
Since it is a misunderstanding, it’s good to resolve it.
His desire to sterilize Qi Shan was just because he was unwilling to do so.
The essence of hurting friends lies in the word "hurt"?
Qi Shan curled his lips: [How have I changed? 】
He doesn’t like hearing this!
No matter the vicissitudes of life, he prayed that Yuanliang would always remain the same.
Tan Ting said: [What hasn’t changed? Everything has changed. 】
Back then, Qi Yuanliang was so ruthless. He would kick people into the abyss with the most innocent gesture, and still laugh from the edge of the pit.
If you don’t have a firm mind, you will have to cure your heart problems.
What is Qi Yuanliang today?
Tan Ting shook his head secretly.
Not only was this face different from the faces he had seen in the past, but his mentality had also undergone earth-shaking changes. Tan Ting asked a fatal question: [Has Yuanliang not incurred any more debts in recent years? 】
Pray for good deeds: […]
He looked a little unnatural: [Not really. 】
Hearing this, Tan Ting wanted to throw the cat in Qishan's face.
【Oh, the dignified Kang Guozhong wrote the order and sealed the Taishi's letter of prayer, but in his busy schedule, he still has time to harm innocent people? 】
Qishan said: [Good time management! 】
Tan Ting: […]
Qishan doesn't like to hear this: "How can this be called a disaster?" 】
Tan Qu, male/female, loves the Lord and cats.
As long as it is not the Lord and you rebel, you are rebelling;
As long as it’s not a cat, just give it up.
To him, these are as natural as breathing.
Tan Ting: […]
The disheveled beauty was in a state of turmoil. She raised her hand to her waist and took out a short knife. With her other hand, she kneaded a magic word. The goddess Nuwa Bishe's face showed a ferocious look for a moment: "Pray for Yuanliang, die!" 】
The sudden burst of literary energy was overwhelming.
The noise was so loud that nearby neighbors were alerted.
Looking in the direction of Qishan's temporary residence, he got off the mat and sat back down. The literary spirit is very strong, but if there is no murderous intention, then no one will be killed. Thinking about the popularity of Qi Zhong Shu, this is normal.
Pray for good deeds: […]
The sandalwood dove takes over the magpie's nest, making the praying person homeless.
He had to run to Qian Yong.
Qian Yong grinned: "What kind of wind blows the prayer book?" 】
He obviously knew that Qi Shan’s temporary residence was half demolished, and also knew that Qi Shan had friends staying at his home, but he didn’t know that Qi Shan, as the host, would actually be kicked out by evil guests.
Qishan gave him a stern look.
With so many prisoners, Tan Ting was sent to him.
【Qian Shuhe, you are really harmful to people! 】
Because it was Qian Yong who caused the harm, Qian Yong must be held responsible.
Qian Yong: 【…】
Since he had never experienced narcissism in a serious way, Tan Ting was a little confused about how to be narcissistic, so he could only ask Shen Tang for advice. Shen Tang stared for a long time, then silently took out a mirror and shared: [What did you see? 】
Tan Ting held the mirror with both hands and looked at it carefully, frowning slightly, and replied seriously: "See the face of Cao Min." 】
【The first lesson of narcissism, look in the mirror and appreciate yourself. 】
Tan Ting murmured: [...appreciate...himself? 】
Are you just admiring your own face?
Still appreciate your body?
Tan Ting began to draw inferences in his mind.
Shen Tang continued: [Lesson 2 of narcissism, buy, buy, buy, dress yourself up! If you want to eat, eat; if you want to drink, drink; if you want to play, play... The core trick is that you would rather wrong others than yourself! Perfect from the inside out! 】
Tan Ting felt a little strange, but couldn't figure out what was wrong.
Satisfying people's desires in terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation is indeed the simplest and most straightforward way to express love. Tan Ting expressed that he has learned something.
He asked: 【Want to dress up to look good? 】
【The standard should not be good-looking, but comfortable for you. 】
You can comment on your external appearance, and outsiders can also comment on it, but comfort can only be experienced by yourself. As long as you are comfortable, you can wear men's clothes or women's clothes, with or without clothes. Shen Tang prefers simple and smart daily attire, and the style is not strict for men and women, it all depends on her mood. She is the head of the country, so even if she wears a sack, outsiders still have to agree with her.
Shen Tang gave Tan Ting a lot of patience.
Tan Ting also gave enough rewards.
|ω`)
The widowed king has no emotional line, except for the cat