Chapter 380 He has missed the girl for so many years and fell in love with him!
Xing Qi gritted his teeth and took a deep breath, trying to speak calmly and authentically:
"Girl, listen to me, I know you want to help me,
But this is not an ordinary thing, and I don't deserve it from you..."
Gu Danxue raised his hand to stop his words. She lowered her eyes and said softly: "Tell me something about me in the past! Do you know why I went to Anqingfang in disguise?"
Xing Qi shook his head: "I don't know."
He only deduced from the few words of Shen Mingjiao and the others that she seemed to have some kind of heart disease, which was why she was sent to Anqingfang.
Out of respect for her, he didn't deliberately investigate, but according to the timeline, it presumably has something to do with the prince's marriage.
Gu Danxue leaned on his solid chest, and spoke calmly:
"I've been an unlovable person since I was a child. I hold a good hand of cards, but live a messy life. I have become the laughing stock of the upper circles in the capital. Even the personal maids can boss me around..."
She didn't say a word about the suffering of these years, she blamed all the responsibility on herself, and said all the shortcomings.
Bringing these things up again, her mind unexpectedly calmed down. Those times that once made her feel suffocated and depressed can only be recalled now.
“…Later, at a banquet, I met a man who said he liked me and was willing to give everything for me…”
Speaking of this, she laughed: "You know what? At that time, I could clearly see the greed and calculation in his eyes, but so what? Finally, someone in this world is willing to say that to me!"
Even if it's fake, I'll just assume it's true! "
Xing Qi clenched his fists suddenly, he never knew that in the past few years, Gu Danxue has lived such a life!
"If it weren't for Princess Su, I would probably keep deceiving myself and others until I got tired of playing and died with that man!"
Thinking about it now, I was really naive and ridiculous at the time.
Xing Qi pursed his lips, and said with difficulty: "What about the man? He didn't bully you, did he?"
Gu Danxue glanced at him in surprise, and asked in a strange way: "Do you mind?"
Xing Qi shook his head subconsciously: "No, if he bullied you, I will kill him."
Hearing his cold tone, Gu Danxue's mood improved inexplicably. She turned over and chose a comfortable position to lie down,
"I can't even remember what that man looked like now, I just remember that he approached me to have a baby in the womb, oh, he also said that I look like a monster who is neither male nor female!"
Xing Qi gritted his teeth and cursed in a low voice: "He has no eyes!"
He has made a decision in his heart, if given the chance, he will definitely find that man and tear him into pieces.
"I'm telling you this, not to make you sympathize with me. I just want to tell you that after going through so many things, I have already seen it, and I will no longer live in the back house. I plan to walk around for the rest of my life , do what you want to do. Maybe you will never get married in your life,
And you have taken care of me for so long, I am also very grateful to you, and accidentally planted a love gu, and I... I am also very curious about this kind of thing, you treat it as a dewy marriage,
If I don’t get married in the future, I won’t be an old girl forever. If you meet a suitable person and get married, due to the power of the Hou family, you don't dare to mind if you want to come. "
After saying these words, she was stunned for a moment. She, who has always been clumsy in tongue, was able to say such words without changing her face one day.
She didn't say a word about her vague love for him, she gave herself out, just to make him suffer less. But he didn't want to burden him a little bit. She wasn't sure when the witch doctor that Shen Mingjiao mentioned would come?
It's not that she despises herself deliberately. Jumping out of the previous moles, chastity and her are actually not that important.
If he was still willing to accept her at that time, that would be good.
If he doesn't want to...then she won't force it either.
After she finished speaking, the man in front of her was stunned for a long time. Then he hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to embed her into his blood.
However, Gu Danxue could clearly feel that there was no **** in this hug.
The man's clear and pleasant voice rang in her ear:
"In the past, I occasionally felt that the sky was unfair to me, but if all the suffering was just for this moment, then I...will be happy!"
Gu Danxue's unfinished words hidden under his reason, how could he not understand?
Gu Danxue's heart was beating fast. The calm analysis just now seemed to be an illusion. Now she has returned to her usual appearance. She didn't know where to put her hands and feet. She just thought his voice at the moment was really nice.
"Then... let's get started!"
After speaking, she blushed and tried to untie his skirt.
Xing Qiqing held her hand and said with a warm smile:
"How can this kind of thing make the girl take the initiative?"
Gu Danxue blinked blankly: "Then..."
"Good boy, close your eyes."
Under his gentle and pleasant voice, Gu Danxue closed his eyes subconsciously and obediently.
Then, she felt a big warm hand brushing the back of her neck, and she didn't know anything after that.
Xing Qi withdrew his hand, helped her straighten her messy hair, and stared at her beautiful face quietly.
His fingers trembled slightly, until now, he still felt unreal.
He has missed the girl for so many years and fell in love with him!
He asked Xiaoer to buy a set of painting tools, sat in front of the bed, picked up the paintbrush, recalled the scenery of Qishan Mountain that Gu Danxue admired the day before yesterday, and began to sketch little by little.
In addition to practicing martial arts, he seems to be born good at painting. Others have to learn the basics for a long time, but he can master them easily.
I remember that when the prince saw his painting once in the East Palace, he accidentally lost control and smashed his easel.
In the past, it was only the prince who was jealous of his talent, but when he thought of the uncle Wei Che mentioned by Princess Su, he lowered his eyes thoughtfully for a moment.
Then he shook his head and retracted his thoughts, no matter who his biological parents were, it was not very important anymore.
…
Fortunately, God didn't bother them for too long. When the sun was about to set, the witch doctor finally arrived.
Shen Mingjiao didn't have time to exchange greetings with the other party, so she led her directly to Gu Danxue's small courtyard.
Not long after Gu Danxue woke up, recalling the things she did before going to bed, she was too embarrassed to look at the young man in front of her.
But soon her eyes were attracted by a painting on the easel in front of the bed. The rolling mountains are illuminated by the afterglow of the setting sun, and there is a sense of misty atmosphere.
She murmured: "So you always remember, you... draw really well!"
Good night! Writing these two chapters made my head hurt, and sure enough, I got a headache when I wrote about the relationship history. No, the next book will be written without CP**
(end of this chapter)