Chapter 769 I envy you (3)
Ming Qianye put down the water glass in his hand, looked indifferently like the wind, looked at her indifferently, and said with a sigh—
"I'm not afraid to tell you that I never thought that Shen Tinglan could leave me. To be precise, I don't believe that you can take him away from me. If he can really be taken away, then only It can mean that I am blind, or my strength is too weak. However, my subjective consciousness believes in his personality more. After all these years, I believe in my own judgment on him, otherwise, I also have the courage to bear the consequences."
Ming Qianye's words made Gu Qinling startled.
After a while, Gu Qinling smiled wryly, and said in a daze, "Maybe that's why he chose you... In his eyes, of course you are good in everything, even if we think we are not much different, Even though I think I can give everything for him, even die for him, as long as he is willing to choose me...But, he never gave me this chance..."
"You know, I have been wishful thinking before, as long as I am willing to take the initiative, he will be optimistic about me. I am also the existence of the stars and the moon, but I feel a complete sense of frustration from him. It turns out that everything is wrong. I took it for granted."
Gu Qinling's heart also softened slightly at this moment, probably because of the influence of Ming Qianye's words, he had some new insights in his heart.
"It's normal to be unwilling to be reconciled because of admiration. It's not a shameful thing to like someone. It's just that we are human beings, and we can't just care about subjective feelings. We also need to take care of many things. This may be the difference between humans and animals. Sometimes, We don't try to fight for it, and there is no way to persuade ourselves to give up in our hearts. This can be regarded as an explanation to ourselves, we all look forward to a perfect life, but how can reality tolerate us being so greedy?"
Ming Qianye replied calmly, at this moment, she looked more like a psychiatrist sitting calmly in the office.
Gu Qinling didn't realize this either. At this moment, she suddenly wanted to confide in her heart and pour out the bitterness in her heart. She didn't understand why she, who has always been reluctant to mention these things to others, at this moment , On the contrary, he is willing to talk to Ming Qianye, and even thinks that the other party is a good one to talk to, and it seems that the other party is patiently listening to you and giving you advice.
"You are also luckier than us, you can easily have what we want to get. I really envy you..."
Gu Qinling sighed, his voice full of envy and bitterness.
Ming Qianye smiled, and after a moment of silence, he said calmly, "Easy? It seems that you always don't know the stories behind others, so you jump to conclusions easily?"
"if not?"
Gu Qinling stared at Ming Qianye, her beautiful eyes were vaguely filled with unwillingness and envy.
Ming Qianye straightened up slightly, thought for a moment, and then said unhurriedly, "The senior was in poor health when I was young. I remember the old man told me when I was young, let me protect brother Tinglan. I thought this little brother looked good He's really good-looking, but he has a bad temper, always gets angry and ignores others, and is very domineering and self-respecting. However, seeing him sick makes my heart ache, so I am willing to cooperate with him no matter how much trouble he makes."
"I usually give him the data analysis of almost every big project, sort out the relevant data and do a feasibility analysis, and then talk to him about my views and suggestions. It's not that I didn't participate in his work. Work and life. We don’t like to explain these things to others, and we don’t think those gossips have any impact on us. We are all busy people who are too busy to even take a sip of water. You think we are very Are you free enough to take care of those things?"
Ming Qianye's words made Gu Qinling's heart tighten, a tight feeling suddenly hit her, making her sad and helpless...
It turned out that all of this was already preordained.
These are things she doesn't know.
Did Shen Tinglan care so much about Ming Qianye from the beginning?
"He treats you... so good? You are not before..."
"That's just before. What I said is the truth. There is no need to deceive you. Maybe it's because the two of us are too insensitive, but it seems that the two of us have never been in love these years. We came together It's a natural result. It's not what you think, we were brought together temporarily. We are in love with each other, so we are very happy with each other now..."
Gu Qinling burst into tears suddenly.
There is indescribable envy, jealousy and hatred in my heart, but there is also a sense of powerlessness.
"I'm jealous of your good life...Obviously we all have similar backgrounds and similar strengths...Why did you get him..."
Gu Qinling raised his head, unable to hide the sadness in his heart, tears welled up from the corners of his eyes, "I thought I had the courage and determination to die for him, not inferior to you... But, it turned out that at the beginning, I was wrong... I was wrong, I underestimated his determination and protection for you, he loves you Ming Qianye, this kind of obsession is beyond my touch. A little bit of grievance, I actually really hate you, and I am very unconvinced with you..."
"It's useless for you to be unconvinced. As long as I want him, Shen Tinglan can only be mine. I can't do without him now, and I will double everything you planned. If I were You, I wouldn't be so stupid, you can obviously have a wonderful life."
Ming Qianye's words made sense, but Gu Qinling laughed—
"Wonderful life? So, you don't understand what I'm going through, do you? Since we've talked about this, you should also know my relationship with Yan Chengyu, right?"
Gu Qinling finally took the initiative to mention Yan Chengyu.
Ming Qianye listened, and immediately raised his eyebrows, "I heard that you are very good partners?"
(end of this chapter)